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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    confusing and fucked-up nights, grappling around half-dressed, weak light from the bathroom and everything haloed and unstable.

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    03 Oct 2019

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    Of all the people in this world, Boris cares the most. His touches, his words, all of his effort. He cares about Theo. But beyond that, beyond caring, there lies the unspoken territory of something else. Something doors are opened to when an arm reaches out and pulls him close in the middle of the night, or when Theo feels himself go warm everywhere, from his skin to his bones; when he falls into that territory but doesn’t acknowledge its existence.

    They both know it’s there.

    They ignore it, though; they go on with how they are, they don’t speak of it.

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    03 Oct 2019

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    If Theo and Boris hadn’t been in Vegas together at the exact same moment, they would both be dead today. Boris knows it like he knows his own name. He'd be rotting in a ditch somewhere in Poland or Ukraine, and Theo- he'd be long gone, a smear on the Nevada pavement. But while the painting had kept Boris alive after their separation- what had kept Theo afloat? With no goldfinch to keep him tethered to the earth, and no Boris to dig him up if he got buried too deep?

    If he were to scour the globe looking for him now, what would he find?

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    Boris and Theo think of each other for ten years. They don't always realize it.

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    30 Sep 2019

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    for boris, love was violence. the only person in the world who should have been obligated to love him treated him like shit, and he undoubtedly conflated that treatment with love in his head

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    24 Sep 2019

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    It's a steady downfall. A long time ago, things had been different. It's strange, how family can be nothing more than a few people of the same blood, living under the same roof and sharing the food.

    The Wheelers had not been "fine" in a long time.

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    16 Apr 2019

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