9 Works by SSjUmi

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    Everything has been too much recently. So Mike just walks away. - a collection of drabbles and double drabbles in non-chronological order about Mike suffering an episode of dissociative amnesia.

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    English
    Words:
    6,854
    Chapters:
    50/?
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    623
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    There was only so much time left to finally do all the dumb things he didn't allow himself a decade ago when they still had to prove themselves as the clean and put-together band they decided they wanted to be - or later when one of his best friends turned out to be an addict who really didn't need any additional encouragement to fuck himself up for good.

    Thankfully, they were past this now.

    So here he was, in another city, another nightclub not too far from their hotel, this time with an oldfashioned pill with a happy smiley face on it on his tongue.

     

    - A little fun story about Mike experimenting with drugs, the heterosexuality of his bandmates and his wife's patience.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,860
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    21
    Hits:
    347
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    Mike's smile is too broad and his eyes sparkle too happily for Chester to be able to hit him when he's finally allowed to leave the vocal booth. He really wants to, though. In fact, he's pretty sure he never wanted to smash his fist into another person's face that badly in his whole fucking life.

    But then again, there's that bulge in Mike's jeans...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,168
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    19
    Hits:
    379
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    He looks at him, forces a weak smile and tries to come up with something comforting.

    But Brad still scowls, still squints his eyes, and his hands, fists, are still shaking, and Mike doesn't know what else to do, so he just averts his gaze and pretends he wouldn't hear his sobs.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,680
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    301
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    They find Mike trying to bribe the bar staff into letting him have the rest of the champagne, yes, that bottle over there please, thank you, wait, what do you mean "no"?

    Talinda takes a look around and when she's sure no one is looking, she slaps him right in the face.

    The loud smacking noise has a few people turn their heads, but most of them agree with her and therefor refrain from intervening. Even Anna just frowns.

    And Mike, he only freezes for a moment before he slowly puts up his hand to his aching cheek. And then he's back to gesturing for that champagne bottle and only stops when Talinda gets a hold of it and pours each of them a glass.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,564
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    293
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    Summary

    You're not so sure anymore that Chester was even real, that there ever was a time when you had an actual life, a functioning band, friends you felt comfortable with, a heart that wasn't just dirty, shattered glass.

    And you take a photo of your shoes and lie to your one million followers about being okay.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,303
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    209
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    A kiss on the cheek to say Hi. Another one to say Bye. Except that Mike just remembered something he forgot to tell Talinda and turns his head and their lips meet. They blink at each other in a moment of confused silence, then grin sheepishly. And just when they're about to pretend it didn't happen, Chester opens his mouth to joke about it, but Anna is faster and silences him with a peck on his lips. And things progress from there.

    (the fic ends pre-suicide)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,263
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    20
    Hits:
    375
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    Summary

    His eyes sparkle in the soft light set by the crew to compliment the mood of the music. The last remains of tears he successfully fought off, a beer or four before the show, and the adrenaline of being in front of a crowd again... Only his smile doesn't quite reach his eyes anymore when he realizes what he just said.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,875
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    15
    Hits:
    359
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    Summary

    Something is up with one of your best friends, so you check on him. His wife calls you because he is not okay, so you check on him. You are a good friend, you don't need a reason to check on him, so you check on him.
    You check on him and you say the right things and he doesn't kill himself that night.
    Only you didn't. And now he's dead.

    Or: A fic about Mike dealing with what happened, struggling, and then struggling some more when he feels he doesn't struggle enough. Healing hurts. I love downward-spirals, but this story isn't one.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,970
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    502

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