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  1. Summary

    A series of unrelated oneshots written for SaeyoungWeek on Tumblr. Different tenses and tones and subjects, which is why I elected to put them as a series rather than as a multichaptered work.

    All of them are 707/MC and he loves you very much.

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  1. Public Bookmark 55

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    He knew what he needed, and it was a harsh realisation to think that maybe he’d never have it again, that maybe he was about to ruin everything by admitting, live to thousands of people, that they’d been right all along.

    Well, almost.

    Their fans had gotten a substantial amount correct; the relationships that were faked, the two of them being kept apart by their management for being too close, too affectionate, the social media control and all the stories planted in the papers in their attempts to ruin them. Most of all though, there had been people who had always known that the overwhelming feeling of love, passion, commitment, and home was there all along.

    They just hadn’t known it was one sided.

    Or, the five times Louis had to hold back his feelings, and the one time he didn't.

    Inspired by Fireproof

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    23 Nov 2019

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    Harry hums, staring at his hands in his lap, and Louis can still feel their smoothness, how solid they were in between his own. “Do you think it’s the same for us? Are we here only because of the likeliness of our jobs? Of our lives?”
    “We’re here because we have inventive managers,” Louis says, giving Harry’s leg a little nudge with his knee, but all that’s going around in his head is, I think I'd be in the same spot in every possible universe.

    or, when actor Louis Tomlinson used to daydream about dating Harry Styles, this is not what he had in mind.

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    20 Nov 2019

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    A canon-compliant AU, in which Harry and Louis are both in the band and have been sharing flats and hotel rooms for nearly five years, but never made the leap past 'friends who are too close for comfort'.

    Featuring a lot of pining, Louis' addiction to Harry's scent, and a whole lot of sexual tension that might just snap loose when they decide to spend some time together all on their own.

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    13 Sep 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Excellent and beautifully written.... Maybe don't read it with your roommate in the room next time, though

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    Sometimes, Harry thinks, there's something there. The spark in his belly isn't just happening to him, surely. Surely Louis feels that rush too, that blossoming heat in his blood when their fingers brush.

    But no. No, Louis treats Harry like a best friend—and it's an amazing thing, so wonderful, Harry wouldn't trade his friendship with Louis for anything—and there's no room for anything else. Not between them.

    But Louis adores Niall. It’s clear, obvious in their comfort together. Harry and Louis still have something that keeps them from that, something making things more loaded with possibility, more intense. Like magnets with the same pole, an invisible force pushing them back—maybe that’s Harry’s crush, a barrier keeping them apart. Louis and Niall’s friendship is easy, whatever is between Louis and Harry is something else. Weighted.

    Which is fine. It's good. Niall clearly loves Louis back, so it's great.

    And Harry can just keep lying to himself for the rest of eternity.

    Louis and Barbara Tomlinson are twin brother and sister. Harry's in love with Louis, Niall's in love with Barbara, and they both go by Tommo. It gets a little confusing.

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    13 Aug 2019

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    Louis is the father to the most brilliant little boy in the world who is all Louis really needs, or at least that's what he tells himself. Harry is a gorgeous boybander fresh off a two year break and a massive scandal that's left him a little broken and more than ready to move on.

    They fall in love.

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    16 Jun 2019

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cutie kid fic!!!