It was easy at first, to pretend that everything was okay. He had to pretend. He didn’t want to make everyone worry, yes, but the main reason was because he didn’t want to lose Yoongi as a best friend. He just … if he had to pretend for his whole life that he didn’t have feelings for Yoongi so that they could continue to be best friends, then dammit, he would. He would do whatever it took.
Caught in a lie, Pull me from this hell, I can't be free from this pain, Save me, I am being punished. - Lie by Jimin