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  1. Summary


    "if you could | retell the tale wouldn’t you want | to tell it kinder? wouldn’t you | want to give them peace, even love, where you could?"
     

    a series of technically unconnected works that have nothing to do with one another but have underlying notes that rhyme. subtle twists that seem familiar the further you go along, words that prompt déjà vu, plots that leave you asking questions of what if, only to find out that, oh, what if has been answered in another tale. the alternate universes of alternate universes, the plot is different but the premise is the same. the hurt is always bitter and the love is always sweet. or so the rhymes go.

     

    aka, steve is an omega and it's inconvienient

     

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    Let's rewrite the MCU, why not, right? :)

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    A collection of Crack fics that I should not be held accountable for.

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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    Captain America was a hero. He was a living legend, revered and adored and invincible. He fought for everyone who had good in his or her heart, for anyone who believed in the worth of life and the value of freedom. He was a shield between evil and innocence. He stood for justice, for honor, for responsibility and integrity. Captain America was a symbol that endured. Captain America was hope.

    The truth was, though, that behind the hero was simply a man. And men could fall.

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    A horrific accident on the battlefield leaves Steve blind and permanently injured with little hope for recovery. Now Bucky, who's barely freed himself from his time as the Winter Soldier, is faced with a crisis he never imagined. He has to help Steve grieve and adjust to this new life, all while proving to himself that he's worthy enough to pick up the shield and carry on in Steve's place.

    Part of the Captain America Big Bang 2018.

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    07 Nov 2018

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    “Bucky, I know it’s mating season.”

    Bucky’s lips pulled back. A fake growl tickled Tony’s stomach. “Who told you?”

    Tony flicked the top of Bucky’s nose. “Your scales.”

    “Traitors,” Bucky grumbled.

    Tony chuckled. “That they are.”

    Tony stroked Bucky’s scales. He hoped the action soothed Bucky. “Let’s be blunt, Bucky. I stand before you a human—a man—with a dick that is aching to be touched, and the only person in this room who I want to touch me right now is you. So how about you fuck me?”

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    23 Sep 2018

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    When Barnes stumbles into a small town in Maine at summer's end, he's been running a long time and doesn't expect to stay. But as weeks pass, he starts wondering whether all this time he hasn't been running away from, but towards something - the kindness of strangers, quiet fields, and a curious, yellow-eyed goshawk.

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    24 Jul 2018

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    Maybe flowers’ll grow from me, pulling everything else out of my flesh until I’m nothing but those bones, nothing but all the love I got for you. That’ll last forever, I know it.

    Got me all twisted-up, honey. Always did.

    Steve Rogers tries to carve out a place for himself in a world where he isn't Captain America. Bucky Barnes tries to reclaim himself while paying back a debt that he can't shake.

    Somehow, they manage to meet in the middle.

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    01 Jun 2018

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    Steve gets out of the hospital in two days, but just barely. “I’m fine,” he tells Sam, Nurse Eunjung and the phalanx of doctors assigned to make sure Captain America didn’t bleed out and die and get bad PR all over their nice clean hospital. “I have an advanced healing factor. It’s fine. See? I’m standing.”

    “That is not standing,” Sam tells him.

    “You’re bending the IV stand,” Nurse Eunjung adds pointedly. “Let go and sit down, they don’t grow on trees.”

     
    aka Steve and Bucky's Global Honeymoon Revenge World Tour.

    Podfic of this story available by the incredible quietnight!

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    17 Apr 2018