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    Fanart for the brilliant fic 'Ain't No Grave (Can Keep My Body Down)' by spitandvinegar.

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    23 Jun 2018

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    The Hulk's been held captive for years, and when he escapes the Avengers are ordered to 'permanently neutralize' him, as continual abuse made him more of a rage monster than ever and he's unable to revert to Bruce at all. Tony Stark never was much good at following orders.

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    19 Jun 2018

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    Tony is so. damn. tired of losing control. He gave it away freely before, and that got him stuck with some sharp metal and a magnet in his chest. He tried taking it back, and that got his heart ripped out of his goddamn chest. He pours his heart and soul into a system to protect the people he can’t save, tries to take control of his own flaws, and nearly destroys the world via genocidal robot. He realizes that hey, he’s one man. One terribly-human, incredibly-fallible man, and tries to make himself more accountable. Tries to give the control to people who might actually know what the fuck they’re doing. He tries to stop being the one to condemn young kids with bright futures.

    He ends up half-dead in Siberia, as one of his best friends walks away. Leaves him there. Tony had never possessed an ounce of control over that situation to begin with.

    The only one who’s going to get hurt in this little game is Tony, and that’s fine. At least he’ll be in control.

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    In which Tony Stark develops an eating disorder. This does not glorify eating disorders, and in fact will focus mainly on the consequences and recovery.

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    25 May 2018

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    Tony couldn’t honestly remember how long it had been like this. Probably since the day he’d called T’Challa and offered his help. At first it had just been compulsive self-denial: you can’t eat until you’ve drafted your opening remarks, until you’ve finished your research, until you’ve rewritten every last colon and comma and apostrophe in those Accords so that everyone can come home.

    Those goals had been realistic. Lately, they’d become impossible. Until everyone forgives you. Until you forgive yourself. Until you make up for every bad thing you’ve ever caused.

    He was fine. He was coasting in a dangerous place, but he was fine. He wasn't taking it too far - just far enough.

     

    ((Prompt fill for Blood_Red_Ruby1983 who asked for Angsty Tony. Set a year after CACW. Eventual Tony/Bucky/Steve.))

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    24 May 2018

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    I was a bit tired with seeing the "Tony was in love with Steve before Siberia but now that the Avengers are back he's falling in love with Bucky" trope when it was used as an excuse to have lots of porn and drama with a side of Steve bashing. That's not what we find here although there was a moment when I was a bit wary. There's Tony dealing with self-destructive thoughts, there are Avengers struggling to work as a team after the Accords and most of all there is a romance twined around the other problems with carefully planned emotional arcs. Wonderful.

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    Toni’s eleven when Howard hits her so hard she goes sprawling. Laid out on the thick carpet of the den she can’t swallow down the blossoms that bud to life in her mouth fast enough.

    She brings her hand up to her face and when she pulls it back there’s a perfectly formed hemlock blossom in her palm.

    Toni stills, everything in her going quiet in that moment.

    Hemlock.

    You will be the death of me.

    Toni looks down at the blossom, at the omen she’s birthed to life, and knows it for the prophecy that it is.

    He’s going to kill her one of these days.

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    24 May 2018