Naamah_Beherit



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  2. Summary

    A story in four parts about Xie Lian meeting Hua Cheng before his third ascension. Things thought lost are found, old secrets come to light, and one moment changes everything.

    This series is a whole and the order of reading matters.

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  4. Summary

    Forever is a long time to learn and explore each other's weaknesses and preferences. Or: a series in which Xie Lian and Hua Cheng explore pleasures of the flesh in increasingly creative ways.

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  5. Summary

    A collection of canon divergent stories in which Xie Lian gets married to Hua Cheng before his third ascension.

    Parts of the series are unrelated to each other and can be read separately.

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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    Do you wanna start a cult with me?; or John meditates on coming to be worshipped and his drives (and makes too many pop culture references, what a dork).

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    17 Oct 2021

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    How comfortable Xie Lian has grown with decent. Not exquisite, not perfect, not even good. Just decent. It’s more than he can ask for. Because each day that is not disastrous truly is a decent one for him.
    He will gladly accept it.
    He will live this life accepting it.

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    12 Oct 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    Xie Lian crosses his legs, sits himself in the arms of the statue and meditates. First he does it for hours at a time, then for days, and then years. He practices sword forms in the hall. He recites the Ethics Sutra a thousand times, then a thousand times more.

    It should be easy for Xie Lian to ascend like this — but the years roll by, and still he doesn't.

    Instead of having his spiritual power shackled after his second ascension, Xie Lian's soul is sealed inside a single godly statue.
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    04 Oct 2021

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    If Xie Lian is being honest with himself, most of last night is a blur. He remembers the jolt of his stomach when the door opened, and the feeling that he ought to climb back inside his body before San Lang found him out. He remembers that he willed the arm that was his arm to move, but it would only shake, and he wondered, distantly, if he might cut his own throat from the trembling alone. He ought to remember the look on San Lang’s face when he threw open the door and flew to his side, but he doesn’t. No, worse than that: Xie Lian doesn’t know, because he didn’t even have the courage to look at him.

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    26 Sep 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    With absolutely no warning or preamble, Hua Cheng says this: “You love me.”

    Xie Lian stares. And stares. And stares. And then he screeches; he’s sort of freaking out right now. “S-San Lang!” he wails, immediately turning around so that he’s facing the window instead.

    Because Hua Cheng has no shame, because Hua Cheng wants to see him flustered, he naturally repeats the sentence—and when he speaks again, his voice comes from just over Xie Lian’s shoulder and his fingers have wrapped themselves around Xie Lian’s wrist. “You love me,” he whispers in awe, as if stunned by the admission.

    The force of Xie Lian’s ensuing blush could melt through steel.

    Language:
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    23 Sep 2021

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