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    If there is a spectrum that covers the majority of friendships, Soobin wonders where this falls onto it.

    Yeonjun has done a lot for him in the past, within reason. He’s brushed his teeth and changed his clothes for him. He’s kept secrets and promised not to let anyone else know whenever he’s seen him cry. They’ve snuck snacks and drinks out on late nights and kept quiet about it for weeks afterwards.

    Yeonjun has done a lot for him, without the worry that he’s done too much or that Soobin will try and make him do more. It’s an endless sort of kindness. The kind that comes from a bottomless pit.

    But for Soobin to ask him to pin him to a wall and get him off— and for Yeonjun to oblige with no hesitation— he can’t help but wonder.

    Is this something friends should do for each other?

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    (A single moment of curiosity is all it takes for Yeonjun and Soobin's friendship to change.)

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    03 Mar 2024

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    one thing about me….i love this fic BAD like so bad omfg soobin my baby yeonjun my love

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    “I hate feeling this way,” a boy says, holding daisies in his hand and sitting in the chair that occupies the far side of Yeonjun’s room. “Like you’re too far to hear me. Like you’re unreachable.”
    Yeonjun doesn’t say anything. He can’t. He’s asleep, surely, he remembers going to bed only minutes ago, but he does not remember this boy. But surely, a voice that soothing and eyes that big would be memorable.
    “It’s not fair. I hope you’re listening, though,” the boy continues. Yeonjun listens.
    He leans closer to the bed, smelling the flowers and sighing as he looks back at the other. “If there was anything I could’ve done, I would’ve done it, Hyung.”

    Yeonjun wakes in shock, his rib cage rattling as he draws in deep breaths. His eyes dart around the room, but his efforts are futile, the boy is gone. Yeonjun still doesn’t know who he was.
    Who in the world calls him Hyung?

    ...or...

    Choi Yeonjun is the maknae of BTS, and always has been. But when four boys start plaguing his mind and dreams, calling him hyung, he starts to doubt what he's always known.

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    29 Feb 2024

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    woahhhh i’m genuinely crying i have so many thoughts i’ll come back wow wow wow

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    “You’re okay,” Seokdae’s gruff voice says. “You’re okay. Just breathe.”

    That seems so impossible right now and Sieun recognizes the shoes of Nurse Chae near him, sees her contemplating reaching out, sees other doctors peeking in at the door. It’s humiliating, knowing they’re seeing him for who he really is; a big, disorganized mess. Sieun hates messes.

    Sieun hates himself, the one mess he cannot clean up.

    or.

    Sieun is but a child, one that many have failed.

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    12 Feb 2024

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    do y’all remember my marvel phase when i only read irondad and spiderson for like two years???? yeah this scratches that itch. i grew up without a father how’d you know 😐

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    “Guys. Boys. Gentleman. I have an idea. What if, and excuse my language…you two tried actually dating one another? Jisung can be in a stable healthy longer-than-two-months relationship. Minho can stop coming home at 3 am and making Chan worry about his safety. Everybody wins.” Changbin says with full seriousness.

    Changbin must’ve taken drugs while Jisung was being yelled at by Minho because he is definitely tripping.

    Or: Han Jisung, a serial dater who due to a long list of personal issues can never make a relationship last, ends up dating Lee Minho, a fuckboy who has never been in a relationship despite the entire college campus throwing themselves at his feet. Nothing goes as expected.

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    09 Feb 2024

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    first time an author has made me hate everyone!! vaguely reminds me of Apple bc i’m filled with this righteous anger but it’s not the same because it doesn’t feel as resolved?? i need more groveling and regret!!! i need to SEE them feel bad, idc that minho tells jisung they cried. how is he to believe that when they never truly cared??? they don’t deserve him at alllll and i know he’s a bit of an unreliable narrator but his friends Genuinely suck. He needs to let them go for real, how can the watch someone they “love” struggle and think they should add to the pile??? fuck all of them but especially HYUNJIN and jeongin for dating a person like that. AND?!! the end where they’re like even tho we don’t get along for the sake of our group we’ll try to put our differences aside🤨🤨🤨🤨 didn’t minho say hyunjin was crying????? and when have differences been genuinely HATING the other person??? yeah jisung has his problems and flaws but what the fuck

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    “Go on a date with me,” Seungkwan says.
    Vernon glances up from where he’s spreading cream cheese on half a bagel, blowing his hair out of his face so he can look at Seungkwan properly. It’s a weekend, which means no work, which means Vernon leaves his bottle of hair gel untouched on the counter and lets his hair do whatever it wants. This specific Saturday, right in that nice pocket of autumn weather that all those love songs seem to be about, there’s a single cowlick at the back of his head, and his bangs are doing that flopping thing right into his eyelashes - all boyish, and rumpled, and cute.
    Seungkwan hates weekends. More specifically, he hates how much he likes Vernon’s hair on weekends.
    “That’s not very romantic,” Vernon says. It takes Seungkwan a few seconds to remember what the context is. “I thought you liked roses and chocolates and stuff.”

    (or: seungkwan accidentally writes his own love story. vernon stares, and waits.)

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    07 Feb 2024

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    is this the first seventeen fanfic i’ve ever bookmarked?? seungkwan was so stupid i love him my little baby