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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    It's been awhile, but sometimes Cas still feels overwhelmed by the whole being human thing. Having to listen to his body's needs, being so full of feelings–it can be so, so much. So even though he desperately wants everything Dean can give him, when Dean walks into his cabin he says the unthinkable:

     

    Go away, Dean.

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    15 Aug 2022

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    “I don’t like being God.” Jack confesses, “Even with Amara and all the angels, it’s lonely. I want to give my powers over to her, perfect harmony, and come back home. Before I can do that, I think I need to make good on what I said to him.”

    “Are you saying-?” He can’t bring himself to say it, afraid to be wrong. If he’s wrong he knows he’ll continue to do what he does best, figure it the fuck out, but he’s just so tired of things being difficult.

    He hopes for it to be this simple, if only just this once.

    “My last act as God is going to be saving Cas from the Empty.”

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    In which Castiel is saved from the Empty and becomes a bartender at a western themed bar, Dean fights his alcohol addiction and his own feelings, and everyone else is confused as to why they’re not together already.

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    16 Apr 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    Some time after Cas gets taken by the Empty, Dean finds a cache of love letters hidden in Cas's room (which he has. by the way).

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    04 Apr 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    It’s no big deal. Cas is dating someone else and Dean is completely fine with it.

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    21 Jan 2022

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    “I wish I knew what you looked like,” D-Dean says and he’s interrupting the voice on phone. The man’s in the middle of explaining something—something about him becoming human (isn’t he human already?), something about an asshat named Dean who threw him out onto the streets, something about why Castiel’s always afraid, always wary not to stay too long even though he wishes that he could.

    But Dean doesn’t know what it means.

    The man’s voice is quiet, quiet a lot, but he says, “There’s a family picture in Sam’s phone.”

    It takes him a while, a lot of Cas explaining to him who Sam is (he forgot again), a lot of explaining that yes, his name’s Dean and that he’s not Sam. A lot of explaining, a lot of whispered things that are gentle and make Dean feel good.

    But then he finally sees the picture.

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    17 Jan 2022