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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    The ocean.

    The wind blows harshly against his back, pushing him towards his destiny.

    What will Sam do when he finds out that Dean drugged him and bolted?

    He can’t just not call.

    Dean dials the number. Cass number.

    “Hello Dean.” He can practically hear Cass squint. “Where are you? The cell signal is substandard.”

    “Well.” He says brightly. “That’s the ocean for you.”

    “You went to the beach?” Cass voice is dry and unbelieving.

    “Cass.” He says, “I just called to say… goodbye.”

    “Wait!” Cass says urgently. “Where are you going Dean? Is it fishing? Because if it is, I can come with you. I’m quite capable of standing immobile with a stick.”

    Dean smiles. “Thanks for the offer Cass, but no.”

    Dean hears a loud sound then. Like a door slamming shut. The only place with a door that sounds like that… is the bunker.

    The bunker with poisoned Sam.

    “You’re at the bunker.” He whispers in horror.

    He almost drops the phone into the ocean.

    This was a mistake.

    Cass must have been tracking the call all this time. And Dean had babbled on and on and now Cass probably has his-

    “And you’re on Vágur. You always did pick the best places to die.”

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    24 Sep 2021

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    “I wish I could stand,” Cas says.

    “Yeah,” Dean says.

    Cas holds up his hand, flexes it, stares and then drops it.

    “This weakness is unsettling. I can’t—I can’t even hold a pitcher of water, Dean.”

    Dean makes a small sound in his throat, a non-committal hum.

    He’s done soaping up Cas’ hair. He grabs the sponge at his side and starts to scrub at Cas’ skin, up along his arms, his neck, down his chest. When he runs it up his legs, to his thighs, Cas shudders and then there’s a hand cupping Dean’s cheek, cold and dripping water and soap, and Dean falters, looks at him for the first time.

    “Will you sleep with me?” Cas says. “Tonight?”

    Dean swallows.

    He says yes.

    After Lucifer's possession, Castiel stops talking.

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    23 Sep 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 94

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    “What?” Belphegor drawls. “You don’t like me, too?”

    When Dean doesn’t answer, Belphegor smiles, a toothy grin that brings back memories of Jack in waves.

    “Or maybe, Dean, you like somebody else.”

    Coda to 15.01

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    22 Sep 2021

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    Dean occasionally crashes his best friend Castiel's college lectures to take him out to lunch. One day, Castiel decides to demonstrate the "consent is sexy" narrative to his Human Sexuality class, using Dean as his partner.

    Dean quickly learns that consent is very sexy.

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    20 Sep 2021

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    He should’ve seen it coming, what happens then, because it’s been a long time that Cas has been saying these things, a long time that Dean’s watched him silently suffer but not speak up, and when Cas finally does say it—when he finally verbalizes what’s been implied for so long with a clench of his jaw and those eyes—those bright, bright eyes, Dean thinks—Dean feels his whole form shake, a shudder that goes through him that leaves his body chilled, that leaves his mind frozen (it scares him more than death).

    “You think I deserve to die?” Cas says and Dean feels himself shatter.

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