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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    01 Feb 2019

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    i love falling in love and healing. in stories.

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    As he faces Dean Winchester and arranges his features into his best Castiel impression, the body’s fingers twitch. A tiny movement, inexplicable until Castiel’s awareness tries to stir and Lucifer realizes, and narrowly dodges a bark of laughter. Castiel wants to touch. He always wants to touch Dean. He has wanted to touch Dean so many times, across such a number of years, that the desire has become bodily instinct.

    Oh, Castiel. (11.10 coda.)

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    21 Jan 2019

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    i can't even begin to word how precious this is to me.

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    She’s always had a make and a model, but it’s only after Castiel parks her in the bunker garage, Dean coming to lean irreverently against her side, that she has a name.

    “When you were Castiel,” Dean says, “you were untouchable. Unknowable. A stranger. But now you’re Cas. You’re our friend. Our family. Not quite sure when one became the other, but the person who this car belongs to is definitely Cas. So maybe...we’ve been calling her the Continental, right? But that’s so formal. You know her now, so she needs a nickname. What if we called her Connie?”

    “Connie,” Cas repeats, testing the feel of it. He hums to himself, sounding as pleased as she feels. “I like it.”

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    20 Jan 2019

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    for the first time ever i'm ready to love a car.

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    Cas falls in stages. He likes some of them better than others, these pieces of the life he shares with Dean, where they hunt together and eat together and sleep together and weather the apocalypse together. Of all the things he could choose to do with his newfound free will, this is the thing he wants more than anything. Sometimes, it almost seems like everything is okay, even though the world is ending. Some days, he’s almost happy.

    By the time 2014 rolls around, though, Cas is essentially living two lives: one where he’s drunk or high or both, and another where he’s regrettably neither. It’s almost familiar, the way he's fighting a war on two fronts, but this time one is against the world and the other is just against himself. Doesn’t matter which war you ask about, though. Fact of the matter is, he’s losing.

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    12 Jan 2019

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    this hurt my soul.

    "Cas longs for that story, though, that movie magic that makes everything turn out okay for Han and Leia in the end" I feel cheated that they didn't though.

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    Pretending Cas is just his friend has been the only thing keeping Dean's head on straight for years. He never realized how much doing that depended on him making himself scarce in the morning ─ not until Cas came back and moved into the bunker.

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    08 Jan 2019

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    words can even begin to tell how much i love this.
    but also: the alcohol problem, and the realistic problem of money.
    and also: rumi.
    and them. always them.