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  1. Summary

    In this post season 2 AU, Ethan and Vanessa cross the unknown to one another, defeat darkness, redefine what sex can mean, and explore their desires together all through the love that they have for one another, a love that sets them both free, opening them up to things they never dreamt possible.

    This series spans the second season up into the early 20th century.

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    Every relationship has two sides of the same story.

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    “Crowley, your hands!”

    Stupidly, Crowley holds his hands up to inspect them. The skin is cracked red and painful-looking, the pad of each finger blistered. It doesn’t register at all. He lowers his hands again and stares desperately at Aziraphale.

    “I remember,” he says.

    Cut off from Heaven and Hell, things shift, resettle, and something ancient and painful shakes loose.

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    03 Oct 2021

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    Crowley has spent so many years worrying about Aziraphale. And, even now the world is saved, some habits aren't easily set aside.

    See Notes for content warnings.

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    02 Oct 2021

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    The first time Crawley meets the angel, the celestial being is twisting its shining white robe in its fingers and looking wretched. It hardly spares him a glance as he shifts from snake to human, and Crawley is a touch put-out. It’s taken some practice to be able to do it so fluidly.

     

     

     

    A story of Crowley's thoughts about Aziraphale, from the Beginning to the present day.

    And also of temptation, and want, and whether - for a Fallen Angel - redemption is possible after all.

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    01 Oct 2021

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    “We…we are best friends, right?”

    “Yes,” Crowley said slowly. His eyebrows were still raised. “I thought that was obvious.”

    “And…and best friends care about each other. They love each other,” Aziraphale said.

    “Yes.”

    Aziraphale frowned. “But kissing is off-limits.”

    “Angel, if you’re asking if you can kiss me –”

    “Absolutely not,” Aziraphale said quickly. “It was merely a question that arose out of curiosity, it has nothing to do with us at all.”

    That was, of course, a big fat lie.

     

    Or in other words, a 5+1 style fic in which Aziraphale and Crowley are Very Bad at reading signals and communicating.

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    30 Sep 2021

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    After everything, Aziraphale and Crowley, by unspoken agreement, begin sharing their lives.
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    Why? Aziraphale wanted to ask him, why millennia of the way things were, and now this?

    But while Crowley seemed to have little issue upending every unspoken rule they’d ever written for themselves, Aziraphale was not so flexible, and they had spent thousands of years never quite addressing whatever it was this had stemmed from. Words, Aziraphale had always felt, were for bickering about where to eat for lunch, or hashing out ontological debates, or other trivial nonsense; there was no need to trifle with the imprecision of language, with phrasing and the possibility of being misconstrued, when it came to important matters if the other person simply understood, without needing it said. Six thousand years ago, when Aziraphale had met Crowley on the wall of Eden, watching the first two humans set out to begin the rest of history, something deep within him, more central even than his Grace, had thought, oh, it’s you, and that had been enough for him--for both of them, he assumed--for three millennia.

    However much he wanted to ask, he didn’t know how. The words simply weren’t there.

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    27 Sep 2021