Namjoon isn't lazy, he just really hate the fact that he has to spend his time on things that aren't music or eating in order to pay bills. His friends always joke that he was made to be a sugar baby and they're just waiting for the day he finds the perfect sugar parent to come and sweep him off his feet.
One night he finds a rapper on soundcloud that perfectly fits his ideal type - for music. The next day at work he finds a customer that matches his perfect type for a sugar daddy, with a voice that's weirdly familiar. Everything makes sense a few weeks later during a battle.
He's never been so happy to lose.
Namjoon isn't depressed or suicidal. He smiles when he's with friends and he gets out of bed everyday. He's surviving so he's fine. He thinks