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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    Neil is Demi, but Andrew is Gay. It's a distinction Neil's never really paid attention to before, barely thought twice about at least in regards to himself. But after an incident at Eden's, and a specific comment from Andrew, Neil starts wondering if there are several things he hasn't noticed. It leads him on a downward spiral of self-doubt, depression, and his usual martyr-like tendencies that can only have one conclusion. He loves Andrew so he wants him to be happy- even if it's with someone else. So he'll let him go...but only if he asks.

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    23 Nov 2020

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  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    31 Oct 2020

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    What happens when you only have one best friend and start dating him? your therapist gets concerned, and you have to make new friends.

    Andrew and Neil are told to make widen their social circle (that consists of two, maybe three if you count Aaron), and as far as Andrew and Neil are concerned, they are not a fan of this idea, and would really rather not.

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    "Aaron had two main groups of friends, and how he managed Andrew will never know.

    There were the jocks, the people he plays sports with, and watch’s Exy with, and do weird straight things with (including the bro back slap ).

    Then there are the science nerds and the occasional mathlete.

    With these friends, Aaron would watch documentaries, blow shit up in the garden and yell at their phones and computers at ungodly times of the night (Andrew and Neil quickly discovered if they made their own kind of bedroom sounds, they quickly shut up).

    He and Neil were fine, they watched documentaries together, they played sport together (only sometimes, much to Neil’s dismay), they blow shit up together and they make loud noises in the bedroom together."

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    28 Oct 2020

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  4. Public Bookmark *

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    It starts as a bet. A really stupid bet, considering the circumstances. Neil would go to Eden's - the local BDSM club - with Kevin for two months. 'Socialization', Kevin called it. 'Making new friends'. 'Learning to act like a human fucking being for once'. (Kevin says a lot of things, few of them nice. But being right doesn't give him permission to be an asshole.)

    But Neil's as stupid as Kevin is tactless, apparently, because he agreed to the bet knowing FULL WELL that he's a kinky fucker who's been not-so-subtly pining for someone to dominate him for years. He's got a drawer full of lingerie and a backpack full of sex toys. A head full of fantasies. A pocket full of condoms. All he needs is someone to play with him - but that's where Andrew comes in.

    It feels a lot like torture to Neil, and that's exactly the problem: Neil loves being tortured. Maybe a little too much for his own damn good.

    Especially when Andrew's the one doing the torturing.

    (Kevin definitely didn't see this coming.)

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    23 Oct 2020

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  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    "Steve has learned to pick up on Billy’s moods better, but there is no guidebook. And he supposes that’s exactly how Billy likes it. To have complete control and keep Steve on his toes. He makes the rules, he sets the tone, and he can change that in the blink of an eye. Steve’s gotten really good at preparing for anything. And simply surrendering to the creative whims and unpredictable fire that is Billy Hargrove. And honestly? Steve wouldn’t have him any other way."

    Or, another bdsm!harringrove AU because we can never have too many

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    19 Sep 2020

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