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    "You know my heart - so tell me honestly, did you ever really want this?
    So I’ll sing this song for every word that comes out wrong
    But I’ll be okay – is that what you want me to say?"

    In the end, it's neither the fame or the pressure, nor Management or the constant hiding and denying that tears them apart. Or maybe it's a sum of all and so much more on top.
    In the end, it's Harry.

    When Harry leaves the band - leaves Louis - to pursue his dreams of a solo career, he breaks much more than just One Direction.
    It's a gamble and a new start for each of the boys but while Harry walked away smiling, finally having got everything he apparently dreamt of, Louis is left to pick the pieces up.

    Some hearts don't break even, some are simply shattered. So can you really learn to un-love someone?

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    26 Apr 2019

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    The Room of Requirement was definitely broken. Why else would it be presenting Harry with a whip, some handcuffs, a blindfold, and a... what exactly was that thing, anyway?

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    21 Feb 2018

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    It starts when Louis decides that he wants to lose his cherry and announces that he thinks the best way to do that is by going to a gay club. Naturally, Harry can’t let him go alone, so he tags along and spends the night rating guys with Louis until someone finally catches Louis’s eye.

    Harry shoves him out to dance with the guy, and he can already tell that it’s going to be a quick and dirty hook up, so he’s not surprised that Louis and the guy disappear into the bathroom ten minutes later.

    It is a surprise when Louis comes out not even two minutes later, pale and clammy, grabs Harry by the hand and drags him right out the door.

    Somehow Harry comes to the decision that it would be a good idea for him to be in the room with Louis while Louis gets laid.

    It’s a stupid fucking decision.

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    01 Feb 2018

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    The first time Louis had kissed Nick Grimshaw, Louis had been dressed as God, he'd never wanted anything so much in his life, and he'd never hated himself more for giving into it.

    That part at least hadn't changed.

     

    Or: Nick and Louis like each other, but sometimes that's not enough.

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    06 Apr 2017