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  1. Rec *

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    AU. Dean and Sam have always been a little too close, and Dean knows it's wrong -- so he heads to college, hoping that he'll meet someone there who will keep his mind off his little brother. He meets Castiel, who has a business proposal for him --- join Cas in bed, and online, for live webcam site CollegeAngels.com. Through Castiel, Dean learns about sex, kink, and freedom, and he finally feels pride instead of shame for who he is. But then Sam gets accepted to the same school, and he wants to live with Dean...

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    21 Jan 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Poly spn college AU Dean/Sam/Cas and webcam porn. Hot, mostly fluffy poly exploration with incest taboo deconstruction.

  2. Rec 39

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    Sam and Dean start a D/s relationship to help Sam combat his hallucinations of Lucifer.

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    12 Dec 2017

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    Hot and caring canon compliant bdsm -dean cares for Sam to chase away Lucifer-and because he wants to. And Sam loves it. Angst throughout, incredibly hot sex-my favorite kind.

  3. Rec *

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    This is a story of adolescence. This is a love letter for the slow burn, for Led Zeppelin, for the 90s. This is the first of two sets of stories about how Sam and Dean didn’t fall in love. They never had to. It was always there, this desperation between them, like a real, breathing thing. When they came together, it was inevitable. As sure as continents colliding, as the phases of the moon and the life and death of stars. This isn’t a love story, but it’s a story of love.

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    19 Oct 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Achingly angsty slow burn wincest starting with Sam at 11. Clear development of codependency and how much they, in fact, mean to each other. Author has a great teen POV. The one with Sam sleeping in the truckbed miserable while Dean gets laid in the house.

  4. Public Bookmark 55

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    When the first mark manifests, sitting right on the topmost rib on his left side, an elegant black, peach, and purple swirl of color that is just an abstract and intricate melange of color and shape, he’s already twenty-three, and in the Rangers, good at his job, the best, and completely at a loss as to what it means. There are no drunken shenanigans in the previous six months to explain it, and besides that, it doesn’t really look like a tattoo. He isn’t sure what it looks like, exactly. It’s abstract, no pattern or symbol to it. He tries to wash it off, half-thinking it’s some kind of joke, but it doesn’t wash and it doesn’t eventually wear off. And he’s certain there is some meaning to it, a feeling he can’t explain to himself, and which he never mentions to anyone else, which, if he had really thought it was some sort of practical joke one of the other guys had pulled on him, he surely would have. He has no idea why, but the urge to keep it to himself is strong.

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    19 Oct 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Too many words-dull at times. Amazingly hot poly at other times. Fascinating vampire AU. Ladder piercing and BDSM sex for days. Parker has a serious sex toy chest.

    [Note to self-write a tangential crossover AU fic set in this universe where Elliot runs into Dean and the two types of hunters discover each other...and hot ladder piercing sex happens to Dean. How does the mating link cope? What happens to Harrison and Parker? Does Dean have a link mark?]

  5. Rec 30

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    18 Oct 2017

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    Sad, heart ripping but perfect end fic.