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    This is a story of adolescence. This is a love letter for the slow burn, for Led Zeppelin, for the 90s. This is the first of two sets of stories about how Sam and Dean didn’t fall in love. They never had to. It was always there, this desperation between them, like a real, breathing thing. When they came together, it was inevitable. As sure as continents colliding, as the phases of the moon and the life and death of stars. This isn’t a love story, but it’s a story of love.

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    19 Oct 2017

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    Achingly angsty slow burn wincest starting with Sam at 11. Clear development of codependency and how much they, in fact, mean to each other. Author has a great teen POV. The one with Sam sleeping in the truckbed miserable while Dean gets laid in the house.

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    When the first mark manifests, sitting right on the topmost rib on his left side, an elegant black, peach, and purple swirl of color that is just an abstract and intricate melange of color and shape, he’s already twenty-three, and in the Rangers, good at his job, the best, and completely at a loss as to what it means. There are no drunken shenanigans in the previous six months to explain it, and besides that, it doesn’t really look like a tattoo. He isn’t sure what it looks like, exactly. It’s abstract, no pattern or symbol to it. He tries to wash it off, half-thinking it’s some kind of joke, but it doesn’t wash and it doesn’t eventually wear off. And he’s certain there is some meaning to it, a feeling he can’t explain to himself, and which he never mentions to anyone else, which, if he had really thought it was some sort of practical joke one of the other guys had pulled on him, he surely would have. He has no idea why, but the urge to keep it to himself is strong.

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    18 Oct 2017

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    Too many words-dull at times. Amazingly hot poly at other times. Fascinating vampire AU. Ladder piercing and BDSM sex for days. Parker has a serious sex toy chest.

    [Note to self-write a tangential crossover AU fic set in this universe where Elliot runs into Dean and the two types of hunters discover each other...and hot ladder piercing sex happens to Dean. How does the mating link cope? What happens to Harrison and Parker? Does Dean have a link mark?]

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    18 Oct 2017

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    Sad, heart ripping but perfect end fic.

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    Maybe it's the little girl whose disappearance turned into a murder, and whose murder turned into a cold case, and who has now apparently decided to move in with him. Maybe it's the unacceptable hole left in his life when his dumb best friend and partner in (the prevention of) crime decided to go and get himself killed. Maybe it's his brother, whose high-profile career and fantastic girlfriend and first-child-on-the-way are steadily leaving Dean in the dust. Pick one. Pick all of them. The why doesn't matter so much as the what, and the what is this: Dean is pretty sure he's going completely, certifiably insane. Sure, he hasn't started wearing all his clothes inside out, and he still showers on a regular basis (anyways, that's not crazy, just a little eccentric); but there's no getting around the fact that he just threw away his life, his career, and his reputation by dragging out his mom's old necromancy book and summoning a Class A Forbidden Entity to his attic. A cranky one, too. With horrendous bed-head.

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    26 Sep 2017

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    Lol funny, fricking creepy scary and painful/wondrous perfect Destiel modern magic AU.

  5. Rec 54

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    It only affects maybe twenty percent of the population, but when you first kiss your soulmate, sparks fly. Not literally, but the feeling is real enough for those who experience it. There are two catches: it only works after you turn sixteen and it has to be a kiss on the lips.

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    17 Sep 2017

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    Yummy poly relationship example. Standard Dean self-image issues (plus incest issues), so angst.