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  1. Rec *

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    “When did I get so old,” John whispers, because anything else seems too much.

    “When I left you, I imagine.” Sherlock murmurs, presses John’s hand between his. “When I destroyed everything good in your life.”

    John shakes his head, and lifts his other hand to press atop Sherlock’s. “You had your reasons. I was angry for a long time, but I’m not anymore—not about that. I’m angry at your brother more than you. And as for—the rest, you know I don’t blame you for that. It wasn’t your fault, Sherlock. It wasn’t your fault.”

    “As your feeling old and useless isn’t yours.”

    John’s chest feels tight. These are the most real words they’ve said to one another in months. Usually it’s case related chat, or the weather, or light banter about something on the telly. They haven’t talked like this since Sherlock’s birthday. They don’t talk like this. They never talk like this.

    John doesn’t want to talk anymore.

    He wants to…

    He wants…

    Oh.

    He wants.

    Oh dear god, how he wants.

    For the first time in what feels like years he WANTS.

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    30 Apr 2018

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I should probably wait until I've properly thought about what to say, but this was so . . . properly them, to me, that it was almost like it was taken out of my head onto someone else's page.

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Now complete!

    The first time it happened was completely by accident.

    Post-Reichenbach, John finds a way to hold on to Sherlock after all.

    Prepare yourself for 1.) angst 2.) plot 3.) smut 4.) more smut 5.) even more smut 6.) more plot 7.) happy ending. But, in apparently WAY too many chapters. If you're worried about the graphic violence / torture, be aware it's limited to Chapter 30. Probably canon-typical, but I'd rather over-warn than under-warn.

    Here's an excerpt, just to give you hope through the angsty first few chapters:

    "I am going to seduce you, Sherlock Holmes," he rumbled into Sherlock's ear, smiling as Sherlock's breath grew unsteady again. "Not because you need it, but because you deserve it. We both do." He gave Sherlock a squeeze. "Trust me?"

    Sherlock's head lifted, those uncanny pale eyes looking at John with complete sincerity. "I've always trusted you, John."

    John felt the last bit of tension leaving his shoulders. "Good." He kissed Sherlock one more time, swift and soft — a promise. "That's good."

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    06 Aug 2017

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    John has moved back to Baker Street, and there is definitely something in the air. However, it takes some travelling, casework and late night confessions until they are finally able to find each other again.

    It's Christmas!

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    25 May 2017

  4. Rec *

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    Baker Street is very much the same. Only different.

    And Sherlock is just trying not to drown.

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    18 May 2017

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    Sherlock never realized how good he would be at this parenting thing. Or how much he would love it.

    (post t6t, pre-tfp)

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    15 Jan 2017