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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    One shot of the scene where Neil shows Andrew his scars in The King’s Men from Andrew’s POV. Just a quick character study of Andrews character and how he sees Neil.

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    13 Dec 2018

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    The streetlight coming from the window hit Andrew’s face enhancing his angular features. He was even paler than usual, his skin sullen and sickly. Tufts of blond hair were stuck on his face, wet with cold sweat that covered the rest of his body and grimacing face. He tossed and turned in jerky movements, caught in vague whispers and mild heaving. He had pushed his bed sheet off of his torso revealing a wet shirt he kept clawing at leaving scratch marks on his skin. Whimpers were occasionally turning into agonized shrieks. “No!” he cried in his sleep as Neil helplessly thought of what to do. “No, don’t! Stop!” he started panting heavily.

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    13 Dec 2018

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Neil had seen quite a few of Andrew's bad days over the years they spent together but there hasn't been one this bad in a long while. Andrew wouldn't move, he wouldn't speak. He'd just lay there in their bed, on his side and do nothing. He was wandering in his mind, lost in bad memories and hurtful pasts.

    Sometimes Andrew wanted him close, sometimes he wanted to be alone. One day he wanted to be touched in simple, sweet ways, other days he'd resent just the smallest touch. Maybe he wanted Neil to talk, or maybe he needed it to be silent, or perhaps he'd just want to talk to Betsy on the phone.

    (Andrew has a very bad day and Neil just wants to help him. Hot Chocolate, Ice Cream, cuddles and talking about feeling involved.)

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    13 Dec 2018

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    No one’s ever actually taught Neil, though. Andrew suspects they like doing it themselves, each of them in their own way. Some of them like the excuse to get close to Neil, who isn’t physically affectionate; some of them like when Neil asks for help, because it’s rare.

    Andrew isn’t prone to speculation or paranoia, but he finds himself wondering if there was another motivation. He wonders if it was all leading to this: Andrew and Neil, getting ready for Nicky’s wedding in their hotel room, Neil staring helplessly down at his tie.

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    12 Dec 2018

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    He never came back.

    The space carved out for him ripped open like a jagged, rotting wound. Never healed, never filled. A festering gash contaminating the air around it with something black and toxic, so thick you could choke on it. So contagious it could seep into your skin and infect every muscle, every bone, every organ, every pore.

    It could steal your very breath and turn your vision black.

    It could crawl into your veins and grip your heart so tight it turned to a charcoaled dust.

     

    AU if Neil never came back from Baltimore as is presumed dead
    Andrew's POV

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    12 Dec 2018