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    After his death, Wei Wuxian is reborn as a comet.
    He returns again and again, trying to connect with his loved ones on Earth.
    As time passes, he struggles to hold onto himself and his connections, and to find a way back home for good.

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    19 May 2022

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    He doesn’t quite remember the details of his original life anymore. But now, he does his best to conjure up what memories he can and carve a similarly bloody path to Yi City.

    When Xiao Xingchen arrives to bring him to justice, Xue Yang can’t help but stare. Time and death have chipped away at his memories, leaving only fleeting impressions. A smile. A few words, softly murmured. The motion of long, deft fingers patching a threadbare blanket. The man he remembers was graceful and ethereal, otherworldly but kind. The man standing before him, this man made of flesh and bone and blood and breath -- he is the sum of all these things and more.

    “Daozhang,” Xue Yang whispers, lowering his trembling blade.

    Song Lan runs him through with Fuxue on the spot.

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    Xue Yang lives and dies and lives again.

    Across thousands of lifetimes, only one thing remains constant: he wants.

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    04 May 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 58

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    “No,” Xiao Xingchen bites out, the words like a whipcrack: “You can’t have him.”

    He reaches for the resentment that lies buried in his heart, and rips it out into the world.

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    01 May 2022

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    The realization strikes Song Lan like a bolt of lightning: Xiao Xingchen laughs, and he wants with a sudden, stunning desperation to kiss the mirth from his beautiful mouth. How, precisely, he is meant to manage that—that, he has no idea at all.

    Or: introspective meditations on touch, trust, and the problem of desire.

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    01 May 2022

  5. Rec 44

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    A visit to the Cloud Recesses. A discussion on the nature of kindness; masks dropped, and words shared that cannot be unshared.
     
    "Are you not good, A-Yao?” he asks, thumbs tracing slow, heavy circles at the base of his neck.

    "No, I'm not. Clever, skilled, but not good, ah-" He closes his eyes, pillowing his head on his arms. "Er-ge is so generous as to see the kindness in others, but I am not like him, nor am I good."

    “No?” That’s it, a single word, a question he allows to hang between them.

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    29 Apr 2022