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    Cas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting.

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    Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him?

    Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic.

    It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.

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    26 Jun 2021

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    Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.

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    Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."

    "What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."

    "Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."

    "Easier said than done."

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    25 May 2021

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    When Claire said she was dropping out of college to pursue hunting full time, Dean said, “right,” and left the room.

    Or, the cross-generation conversation about formal education, choosing your own path and figuring out what it looks like to find a family.

    Or, in other words: "But what I do have is a GED and a give-'em-hell-attitude, and I'll figure it out." - Dean Winchester

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    15 May 2021

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    “No,” Dean gave up and said, for the fiftieth or fifteenth time that night, that lifetime, “I mean, I can’t,” and then, after a quick bracing breath, he reached out and plunged Cas’ hand onto his dick.

    Cas tilted his head and Dean’s entire body seemed to ache with it. He didn’t move his hand.

    “Dean?”

    “My dick’s broken,” Dean told him.

    Or, if Supernatural had let Dean be impotent for longer than the six days in between episodes, he would’ve solved every single one of his personal problems.

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    15 May 2021

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    If you're gonna jerk off, watch something you find sexy, Dean said. There's a dirty cowboy movie on TV, and that suits him perfectly. But he never expected that Cas would want to watch him.

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    18 Apr 2021

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