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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    Dean has been procrastinating on his suicide for a long time.

    It's been years now, he thinks. Like yet another apocalypse that's been happening silently in the background of all the others the Winchester brothers keep surviving. But this one, this special apocalypse is his own, personal, intimate one.

    Mary died a year ago, already. At forty-one, Dean's body has been broken so many times he can't hunt anymore. His relationship with Sam is slowly dying out and Cas only visits once every few weeks.

    He's alone.

    So he tries to blow his head off. He misses, of course, like the failure he is.

    But Cas comes back into his life when he's the most needed. He tends to his wounds and tries to help Dean exhume what's been buried for decades: himself.

    What if Dean actually likes talking about his feelings? What if he doesn't want to lie anymore? What if he's not straight? What if he's not who he thought he was?

    What if there's still hope?

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    17 Oct 2019

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    Dean try suicide he finds himself and realizes oh shit gay gay gay then Cas yay then they get a farm yeehaw mcgee Oui-Oui

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    A good ol' angst fic for my self indulgent mob!au

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    17 Sep 2019

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    Don't ever click again unless its more than 5 chaps or another part cause it'll make you sad on main, future me. Sad Steve dies mafia fic 💔

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    There are things Steve Rogers doesn't like about the future - see: Instagram - and there are things Steve Rogers loves about the future - see: hot, wild, no-strings-attached sex with Tony Stark. That is, until Tony drops the "b" word, and Steve realizes that what he thought was casual fun was something much more serious to the other man.

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    17 Sep 2019

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    Tony actually expressimg emotion and thinking Stebe the weeb is his bf and then its sad boi hours then its happy yeehaw mcgee