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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    Aventurine's life flashes before his eyes.

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    18 Mar 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    In which Chuuya struggles against an uncanny creature, and Dazai comes to the rescue as best he can.

    (Or, a comic+fic hybrid that was originally supposed to be all fluff, believe it or not)

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    18 Mar 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Nowadays, Chuuya loves high places.

    Maybe it's something about the wind, maybe it's the feeling of being above the world itself. Maybe it's the swooping burst of his lungs, the cold clamp of freedom’s hold on his heart. Maybe it’s the detachment of it all, being so free of life’s burdens he could die and it felt like nothing would change.

    Beyond love, beyond life, beyond need, Chuuya has grown to seek freedom.

    Residues of his chains, of his anchors, of his name, echo relentlessly in the day. That’s why Chuuya has learned to seek the rooftops and the skies and the night, to escape what his own hand had done to him; What his own heart had cursed him with.

    It isn’t all bad, don’t get him wrong. Ane-san was great, and Chuuya cared for his men more like friends than a leader. Chuuya had people. And his loyalty to them was true and strong.

    But Chuuya just wasn’t their first priority, and Chuuya couldn’t blame them.

    Chuuya should know better, by now.

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    16 Mar 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    The thing is, Chuuya knows he has value. He knows he is talented, he knows he is powerful and valuable as a person.

    The thing is, everyone who knows Chuuya has only ever known him for his value. He doesn’t mind it. Really. It’s just that there was a time he didn’t see it. That he didn’t know this. That was the issue.

    But Dazai didn’t care about people, Dazai didn’t love, Dazai only saw logic and value and that’s how he ranked people in his mind and by proxy his heart. And Chuuya knew how to be valuable. But jokes on him, right? The one person he thought was above sentimentality left the mafia for a friend. Left Chuuya. The one person he trusted to value him above all else, if only because of how useful he was, chose someone else who was weaker, less versatile, less useful, all because Dazai cared for him. Chuuya learnt then, that he would never be first. Because if even Dazai couldn’t place him above a sentimental attachment, if even Dazai fell to the throes of love and care and affection, then Chuuya really had no hope.

    Chuuya was not loved. Never loved. Only used. So no one in this world, no human, would ever place him first.

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    16 Mar 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    Eight year old Sanji slips and falls one night after closing hours, hitting himself in the head. Zeff spends the night taking care of him.

    A few days later Sanji finds himself craving for the affection he had so briefly received. What better to get Zeff's attention than another injury?

    or, Sanji is trying really hard to get taken care of.

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    02 Mar 2024