AntiOptimist



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    After Stile's mother died Stiles turned to a less than healthy coping strategy. Cutting and restricting food has been his way of coping for several years and sees no end to it in sight. Enter Derek Hale. After seeing the mysterious and brooding Derek, Stiles becomes love struck but the voices in his head tell him that Derek will never return his affections. When Stiles falls prey to his old habits, something is different this time, he's not sure that he wants to ever stop. Cue Derek to save Stiles from himself.

    or...

    The one where Stiles has an eating disorder and serious self-harm complex. Things get really bad but he learns that the resident sourwolf might be the one to save him, if he lets himself be loved.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    99,201
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    251
    Kudos:
    1015
    Bookmarks:
    175
    Hits:
    26455

    02 Oct 2016

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    In which Stiles develops a serious eating disorder and the last person he would expect comes to his aid. Post Season1, I guess.

    TRIGGER WARNING: BULIMIA/SELF-HARM

    "It all began simply enough… they were forced to watch a video in health class about eating disorders. Everyone seemed appalled by the tactics used by the young gymnast girls to lose weight, but not Stiles. Stiles thought to himself, ‘that doesn’t seem too difficult, it actually works? Not a bad idea, really.’

    The monster started off as just a tiny thing, Stiles would only purge if he had eaten something ‘bad’, like on pizza nights with Scott. He would make sure he drank lots of water and soda, then he would sneak off to the bathroom while Scott was engrossed in whatever game they were playing or movie they were watching. There, he would jam two fingers down his throat. He would empty the contents of his stomach and feel so relieved afterward that he hadn’t actually consumed the copious amounts of calories… that he wouldn’t have to suffer through that pain of regret that follows eating anything fattening.

    Stiles lost 6lbs within the first two weeks."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,056
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    145
    Kudos:
    810
    Bookmarks:
    202
    Hits:
    44424

    02 Oct 2016

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Derek Hale, Heir Prince of Betonia and Italy, meets Stiles Stilinski, college boy.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    92,506
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
    795
    Kudos:
    3810
    Bookmarks:
    1234
    Hits:
    68435

    27 May 2016

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Prom Night - Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson sleep together, neither thinking of the consequences their actions can bring. Harry, wanting to feel alive for the first time in his life, and Louis, wanting the boy with beautiful green eyes, even if he doesn't recognize Harry as the boy he's tormented for years. Fast forward 7 years and there's a boy who looks like a carbon copy of Harry as a child. Harry and Louis took too long for their happily ever after, and both might be unwilling to fogive and forget.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    33,413
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    173
    Kudos:
    469
    Bookmarks:
    150
    Hits:
    9794

    22 May 2016

Navigation