1f_this_be_madness
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- Queen (Band) (62)
- Supernatural (36)
- Bohemian Rhapsody (Movie 2018) Actor RPF (32)
- Merlin (TV) (11)
- Marvel Cinematic Universe (6)
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Old Wounds, Old Scars, Old Scoundrel by 1f_this_be_madness
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Original Trilogy, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
06 Jun 2021
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Deep down, Han Solo is a softy. He cried when his son was born. Don't tell anyone.
But that softness is what gets him killed, and that is a problem.
(Or, an alternative version of that fateful moment on the Starkiller Base catwalk across the chasm and its aftermath.)
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Out Of Touch, Just Let It Go by 1f_this_be_madness
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Deadpool - All Media Types, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Daredevil (Comics), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
06 Jun 2021
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"I'm Wade," he's grinning easy, but also as if he's baring his teeth at Bucky, as if he can tell that he is broken, a rabid wild animal beyond saving, beyond anyone's control. Bucky has believed this of himself, he's known it to be true ever since he came back.
Yet here this guy is, bright white teeth, muscle-bound, with almost a crew cut if it weren't for the scars cutting over his face and head that seem to make hair growth impossible (opposite of Bucky's issue, he grows too MUCH hair) - holding out his hand like he wants Bucky to actually shake it. " - are you going to introduce yourself and shake my hand or not, bucko? I'm very big on politeness. I'm Canadian," he adds as if that explains anything. Bucky clenches his jaw.
"It's Bucky," he growls.
".. Well Bucky of the steel blues where home is, you gonna shake hands civilized or are we going to go our separate ways after beating each other to a pulp in an alley?"
(Of strange interactions, the depths of friendship, and unlikely ways to heal the wounds of mind, heart, and time.
Or Bucky meets and interacts with Deadpool - and finds light, somehow, in the traumatic darkness)
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From the Mountains to the Sea, I Hear Your Voice - You Call to Me by 1f_this_be_madness
Fandoms: Arthurian Mythology, Original Work
06 Jun 2021
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Lancelot has come from nothing, because he knows after the advance of Rome there will be nothing left. He burns, honour-bound not to allow another land to suffer the dire cruelty from what some refer to as Fate - es o si que es, si esto es - or to be crushed under the bloody spears and swords of tyranny.
His choices will change everything.
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What does it entail, the end of things? What does it all mean?
Dean thinks he knows. Or, he gets what lesson Zachariah is trying to teach. It's a stupid-ass lesson, for sure, and Dean is not learning it.
He feels like he's learning a few other things, though.
(Or, 2009 Dean sits with Endverse Castiel. A missing scene)
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Don't Look; Yesterday's Gone by 1f_this_be_madness
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Winter Soldier (Comics), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
23 May 2021
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Steve had a list. A little notebook with all the things he'd missed or feels the need to catch up on, whether someone else's or his own.
Now Bucky has the notebook.
But Bucky has no need to catch up. He saw enough of the times whenever Hydra took him off ice.
Does anything in the modern world make any sense to him? No. Does he try to figure it out and deal? Yes, but with copious amounts of surly staring at his therapist, and colleagues, and pretty much everything else.
Not with the use of some ... what's the opposite of nostalgic? Prescient? Hell, he doesn't know. He just knows he doesn't get help from a notebook.
Does anything help? Therapy - maybe. Time will tell on that. Writing names in the book of everyone he's ever killed? He remembers them, so. Hears that infuriating voice telling him to DO something. Not just for himself. Could help.
But somehow vestiges of the past help too. Strangely enough he finds this out when he starts reading some old copy of, of all things, a Shakespeare play.
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Adam and Michael - a life beyond.
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Mending The Broken Things by 1f_this_be_madness, Huhsuabee
Fandom: Supernatural, Supernatural RPF
12 Feb 2021
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This is a compilation of multiple stories, some either one-shots or unfinished altogether.
It will be updated as we think of more ideas. If you would like us to add more to one or more of the stories, leave a comment in one of the stories to let us know!- Words:
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Storm the Court and Save the King by 1f_this_be_madness
Fandom: Arthurian Mythology, Merlin (TV)
18 May 2021
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"He is the Once and Future King, and he shall rise again."
A series of works detailing aspects of Arthur's reign as it was and as it could have been, had the prophecy of Merlin been fulfilled.
(Based around the BBC show and Arthurian legend)
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Beyond the Rhapsody by 1f_this_be_madness
Fandom: Bohemian Rhapsody (Movie 2018), Bohemian Rhapsody (Movie 2018) Actor RPF, Queen (Band)
28 Aug 2020
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Acting, a nomadic lifestyle, exhorts people to form relationships and then to say goodbye, but one does not always need to say farewells every time when one discovers real connections, real love.
Some instances during the making, and after the conclusion of the Bohemian Rhapsody film, both one shots and chaptered works, detailing moments between actors.
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14 Apr 2021
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Raising a Big Brother by authoressjean, authoressnebula (authoressjean)
Fandom: Supernatural
26 Jan 2021
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We see so many glimpses throughout the series of Dean being a dedicated big brother, snippets of how they were raised.
But how did Dean learn to be the big brother we know and love?
This series explores Sam and Dean throughout their lives as kids and during the series as we see just how Dean was raised to be a big brother.
Lots of protective!Dean, resilient!Sam, good parent!John. Most of this was written well before seasons 9+ but I think it still matches really well with the series.
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26 Jan 2021
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My a/u take of season 5. Tired of Heaven's games, the Winchesters decide it is time to pick a side. With this decision, it changes the course of the world and more importantly the lives of the Winchesters forever.
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24 Nov 2020
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06 Nov 2020