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    His daily routines just felt like a game. He was pretending that he was nothing but a gardener, that he’d never held a sword, never been anywhere close to starving to death, never watched anyone he cared for get stabbed and tortured and torn apart from the inside out, never left home, and never known real pain. He was pretending, and it was taking a toll on his imagination, which could only un-imagine so many things.

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    "no, no, no."

    the words stumbled out of sam's mouth, the minute he noticed the figure on the ceiling.

    dean.

    not him, please. never dean, never like this. please.

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    An accident in the bunker has Sam traveling back in time to his body of 2009. He has no idea what to do but try to put everything back in order and the obvious place to start is going to get his husband back.
    Following Heaven and Hell running around like a headless chicken wondering why their plans aren't working, Castiel rebeling way earlier, an angry confused Dean, a hopelessly in love Sam pining for his husband and a still-prophet-of-the-Lord Chuck who is dealing with the fact that his book characters are alive and one of them is in love with him. Oh boy, y'all better embrace yourselves.

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    “Oh, pretty boy, big bro isn’t gonna help you this time.” Chuck tucks Sam’s long hair behind his ear with a wide grin. Sam shudders, eyes darting to the growing bulge in Chuck’s pants. Sam’s stomach starts doing flips, bile threatening to spill out of his throat.

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    Dean and Sam take advantage of Jack’s constant need for their approval.

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    The diner bell rings and the door swings open. All that enters is cold gust of spring air and a patpatpat of little feet.

    Too-small, too-soft hands grip the counter and pull up to reveal a mop of fluffy brown hair and a voice that says, faint yet solemn, “I’m looking for my mom.”

    Sam searches for a missing family member. Things go as planned.

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    Sam and Castiel start on Sam's path of healing the trauma he sustained from being in the Cage with Lucifer.
    There is lots of healthy, open communication, boys trying to have sex, and eventual fluffy happy ending.

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    George finally visits Dream in prison and Dream missed him a lot

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    A loosely canon novel of the first couple seasons of Supernatural, where the Winchesters come across a wounded girl during an investigation of one of Sam's many prophetic "visions." Sam falls quickly for her, but, as everything seems to be for the hunters, a happy ending has never been in the cards. Chaos ensues, and the brothers begin questioning for the first time whether or not they have bitten off more than they can chew.
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    Y'all I have no idea what this is, but I swear it gets better in the later chapters. Just a warning, this is basically trauma porn with a big twist at the end :). Enjoy children.

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    It has been twenty-four years since the Angel attacks started. It has been two since Dean Winchester stopped piloting and became a full-time mechanic for the remainder of the Jaeger program. But with an apocalypse at their doorstep and all his former co-pilots gone or discharged, Dean has no choice than to let yet another person invade his mind. Sam has chosen Jimmy Novak as a new partner in piloting the giant robot Saving Grace. However, circumstance seems to have different plans for the new team: The Angel Castiel.

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    Sam accidentally triggers a bodyswap between himself and Mary. He's horrified.

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    Sam struggles with the remaining hell memories Castiel couldn't take but Cas is there to make him feel less afraid.

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    sam has flashbacks to the cage. dean walks in on it. i suck at summaries so read the tags and uhhh yeah i guess

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    Jessica Moore is a bartender, and a friend of Brady's. One night, Brady introduces her to Sam Winchester.
    But Jessica Moore is also an angel. She and a few others rebelled against Michael in secret, and they plan to stop the Apocalypse. The only way to do that is to kill Sam Winchester, Lucifer's vessel. But she doesn't kill Sam, because she falls in love with him.

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    He'd do it again. And Sam knows that. Sam never forgets that.

    Or Jack asks Dean about Sam and Lucifer.

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    Sam spent hundreds of years in the cage, with Lucifer and Michael. Lucifer implanted inside his head a new language, Enochian, and only allowed him to speak in Enochian. If Sam talked in english, torture would get a lot worse. Sometimes, even if Sam knows he's out of the cage, he can't help with remembering, and he has panic attacks. During those, he comes back to speaking Enochian, and only Castiel understands. Dean and Castiel manage to keep under control those panic attacks, until one day, Sam reveals something horrible.

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    Sam had already felt this way, but this time, he couldn't admit it, not again. He wasn't going to fall for another villain, not this time. Rowena had no right making him feel this way. And he shouldn't, but he liked when she called him Samuel. Was it love? Or hate?

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    This is what comes after.

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    "You're killing me, Sammy." Dean panted. He sounded hurt, desperate. Like Dean really was dying, as he begged Sam to stop injecting human blood into him, stop curing him of being a demon.

    It was bullshit. It had to be, right? Where was the venom that had colored Dean's words before? It had to be a trap, one that would end in Dean's jaws around Sam's throat, eyes liquid black and Sam's blood pulsing out around his mouth. Sam's fingers clutching desperately at Dean's hair.

    Dean stared at Sam with human, green eyes, that muted color Sam grew up on. "How do you know it'll cure me? Is it worth killing your big brother, Sammy? After I raised you? Loved you? More than just a son to me. My baby brother." Dean's voice cracked, and Sam broke. Sam understood what he meant. Dean said those words for a reason.

    Sam stepped close enough to see wet in Dean's eyes. He couldn't ever imagine Dean being the type of demon to cry crocodile tears.

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    Dean’s scowl deepened. “I was alright with it. I told you to let me go -”

    “Yeah, and we make our own choices now. And I chose to see that was fucking stupid.”

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    No peace for Dean, and no Cas waiting for him in Heaven. They'll have to figure out a happy ending the hard way.

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