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    When Castiel unexpectedly falls and becomes human, he looks to Dean for help. Dean shows him what it means to be human while discovering it for himself post-Hell. Dean takes time to heal from his trauma, struggling to find a way to be happy again, while Cas has to learn that he is loved even without his powers. They help each other on the journey of healing while falling for each other and working cases.
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    Tw// PTSD from Dean’s trauma in Hell and childhood. A few flashbacks will have some uncomfortable/abusive moments between Dean and John. Alcoholism. Symptoms of PTSD and depression, but no one dies or commits acts of self harm.
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    This takes place circa season 4 or 5, but I won't be referencing much of the Michael and Lucifer stuff. Mainly just about the timeline where Dean recently got out of Hell and Cas is a traitor to Heaven.

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    It’s been four months since Cas died, Jack left, and the world was safe. Dean and Sam pick up on local disappearances in the Bridgewater Triangle in Massachusetts and the upsurge of new activity after Thomas Bradshaw’s badge was found despite his disappearance back in 1980.

    They make their way to Massachusetts for what Dean and Sam think will be a routine monster hunt. But things take a turn when they meet Thomas Bradshaw’s son, who is also hell bent on figuring out what happened to his vanished father and looks exactly like someone they've lost.

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    It has been twenty-four years since the Angel attacks started. It has been two since Dean Winchester stopped piloting and became a full-time mechanic for the remainder of the Jaeger program. But with an apocalypse at their doorstep and all his former co-pilots gone or discharged, Dean has no choice than to let yet another person invade his mind. Sam has chosen Jimmy Novak as a new partner in piloting the giant robot Saving Grace. However, circumstance seems to have different plans for the new team: The Angel Castiel.

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    Dean crawls his way out of Hell and finds his voice out of commision

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    John gets a phone call: Dean has bitten another student.

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    Dean tries to sleep without a shirt on, to poor results.

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    This is what comes after.

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    Dean notices Cas staring curiously at something on the shelf. He picks it up, examining it. Figuring out its purpose.

    “Those are sippy cups.” Dean says, approaching him with the cart. Cas unscrews the lid from the purple container, inspecting it further.

    “Yes. very practical. Why haven't I seen more of these?”

    “Well, Cas, most adult people don’t use sippy cups.” Dean explains, amused.

    “Why not?” Cas inquires.

    “Well, because-” when Dean can’t find a good reason, he shrugs. “Ah, what the hell? We should probably grab a few, what do you think?” He jokes, referring to the incident with the thermos earlier that day. Cas chuckles.

    “I dunno, Dean, are you sure that would be a wise investment?” Dean smiles as he tosses a few into the cart. He likes teasing Cas, but when Cas understands Dean, and teases him back, it feels like something else.

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    Dean, upon being forced to work through figuring out what he wants, attempts to get his life together on a whim. This takes place in April, the day after the “Paint yourself a picture”.

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    "The muscle in Dean’s jaw twitches again. Castiel is sure he has plenty of reasons to be afraid of himself. There is nothing Godly about Dean Winchester, and perhaps it’s because of—not in spite of—this that Castiel pays him such rapt attention."

    Dean successfully tortures information out of Alastair, but at what cost? Meanwhile, Castiel is an angel looking for something else to believe in than God. Vaguely a character study, vaguely an examination of Dean's trauma, vaguely an exploration of Castiel's waning faith. Minor canon divergence from Season 4, Episode 6, "On the Head of a Pin."

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    Five years ago, a malignant mass removed from John Winchester's temporal lobe left behind a quietly ticking bomb that nobody noticed until it decimated everything. Five years ago, John dragged Dean away from everything he'd ever known, hellbent on rescuing him from an imagined threat that felt more real to him than the blood on his hands. Five years ago, Castiel let Dean's hand slip through his fingers as he rescued Sam from what he'd thought was a more immediate threat.

    For five years, Castiel has wondered if there was some way he could have saved Dean, too.

    Now, with a phone call that he'd all but given up hoping for, Castiel has a chance to try again.

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    After a close call in their last hunt, Bobby is left to try to repair the damage done to fourteen-year-old Dean by the weight of more responsibility and blame than any person was meant to bear.

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    Mr burns wants one last time with his long lost lover.. but the babys there

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    Dean expected Sam to find a way to cope after he was dragged to Hell. He thought Sam would go back to Stanford, or maybe stick with Bobby and keep living up to the Winchester name. By no means did he, even for a moment, think Sam might look to parenting as a coping mechanism.

    “You’re a hunter, Sam, not a freaking foster dad."

    Sam says he can be both. Besides, he isn't fostering anybody. He's not giving up Liam for anything or anyone. Not Ruby. Not demon blood or revenge. Not Heaven or Hell. Not even Dean.

    “Liam stays, Dean. It’s not up for debate.”

    Heaven and Hell weren't expecting this, either. They thought Sam would spiral into a self-destructive rage—and for a while, he did—but Sam tore the playbook apart when he decided he would rather be a family man than a blood junkie. Not that they're concerned; they know how to use children to get what they want.

    “Do you really think they’re going to stop gunning for you just because you’ve got baggage now?”

    All Liam wants is to complete sixth grade without straight Ds or dying. It sounds like a relatively easy goal. It's not, and if one more angel or demon or monster tries to haul him off to who knows where, he is boycotting math. Period.

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    Dean Winchester has a good life. He lives with his adoptive father Bobby, works as a mechanic, goes to physical therapy for an old injury John Winchester gave him, and has given up on meeting his soulmate.

    Castiel Novak is a peace-loving former doctor whose older brother pushed him into the military. After a traumatizing experience in Afghanistan, he finds a job at a library and starts trying to regain his life, starting with physical therapy for his shoulder.

    And there's a handsome man he just keeps running into...

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    What started as a collection of drabbles exploring the idea that Dean and Cas had a sexual relationship prior to 15x18. Now has a plot of its own. Very angsty due to canon-compliance.

    Not every chapter is explicit; they are tagged individually. Each chapter is around 2k words.

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    Chuck is gone and the world is back in order. For once there’s no big bad and this little makeshift family can focus on trying to start the rest of their lives.

    With Cas back from the empty, Dean now has to face his feelings on the angel and an 'i love you' he doesn't know what to do with. In true Dean fashion, he deals with his feelings on the matter by absolutely not dealing with them at all. How long can this really last, though, when everyone knows Dean Winchester is just as much in love with Castiel as Cas is with him.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
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    49
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    355
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    111
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    3604
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    Part 2 of my Destiel fic. Post series fix-it.
    Cas has returned to Earth after Dean prayed to him. Dean has to face personal demons, sowed there by his father before he can truly be free. Sam is a supportive younger brother. Castiel is a protective boyfriend. Fluff and domestic fluff in this part.

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    Chapters:
    4/10
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    6
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    When Dean and Sam faced the yellow-eyed demon a week ago, Dean was wounded and raped by the demon in John's body. Dean insists he's okay now. Sam knows he's not.

    Sequel to lamprophony's "don't you let it (kill me)" which you should definitely read first, both for context and also because it's really good.

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    The world changed after the battle on Halloween, humanity stricken with fear, and a traumatized Dean and Castiel are left trying to pick up the pieces. With Sam now ruling Hell they'll stop at nothing to end his reign and bring him home, but Sam has plans of his own and his family are at the center of it all.

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    13/?
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    64
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    Dean, a damaged Omega, needs a very different sort of care than a traditional Alpha can provide. Castiel, a doctor specializing in Omega treatment, is chosen for him and does his utmost to care for his difficult and complex omega.

    Here be Hurt/Comfort and Kink!
    Also frankly ridiculous amounts of seriously hardcore Caretaking, medical care, trauma recovery, overprotectiveness and D/s. Against all expectations, this fic has actually developed into something truely loving and hurt/comforty, just stick with it past the first chapter.

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    35,551
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    555
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    1076
    Bookmarks:
    248
    Hits:
    63085

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