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    Who do you pray to, when your personal God is dead but still very angry at you?

    Old habits and fears die hard, and sometimes traumatic memories can be very persistent.

    After his failed confrontation with Chuck, Sam discovers that God's wrath can shatter walls between worlds. And he might not always like the outcome.

    Hurt Sam, obviously. Lot's of hurt Sam.
    Non-con Sam/Lucifer, and Sam/Jack as the father-son relationship that was forgotten by the show. Hallucinations (or not, who knows), BM scenes between brothers - in one word, ENJOY! :>

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    Jack, in an attempt to find the world where Mary is, ends up also finding the apocalyptic world were Endverse Castiel survived and is being tortured by Lucifer. Jack can't deal with it or forget it, he knows it's not his Cas, but he saves him anyway.

     

    or AU where almost everything is the same, except we have Endverse Cas in the mix.

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    While vessel hopping after Vince Vincente, Lucifer calls Sam up as he realises that, on top of being a way to torment Sam, threatening violence against others is more leverage against Sam now that they're both out of the Cage.

    Sam receives a call from Lucifer. He's not doing so well.

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    Dean is alive and Mary is back from the dead. Cas and Sam have very little time to process this before all hell breaks loose. When have the Winchesters ever been allowed to rest?

    Follow up fic taking place after To Judge Another's Crimes.

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    14/?
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    Sam gets cursed. They're dealing with it. Jack can see souls. That one they're not dealing with quite as well.

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    Sam comes across age regression while scrolling online and feels odd, only to find he somewhat connect and understands. Sam has been attempting to cope more healthily with his trauma as him and Dean have been hunting less. Sam begins to age regress once the urge grows and he learns what he has been feeling but keeps it a secret. How will Dean find out and respond to Sams coping method?

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    Sam can feel the words stuck in his throat. Dean isn’t the only one who knows. Rowena knows. She knows him, knows what it feels like to know that, in spite of all the world-ending events they’ve faced, he’s still Ultimate Evil. He’ll never be safe. And Rowena. Well. “Honestly? I know what she’s going through. She’s not the only one who —” Dean is still looking at him, watching him. His breath hitches, stumbling on years of unsaid things; the pain of a shared Hell, and the particular insanity that comes with being Lucifer’s personal whipping boy.

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    So here they are, Bobby and Sam, back at Singer Salvage to, ironically, salvage whatever they can from what’s left. And to give Dean a vacation from the burden of his ‘beautiful mind’ little brother.

    Sam tries to cope with memories he didn't expect. Hallucifer is there to lend a hand. Fortunately, so is Bobby.

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    Air gets stuck in Dean’s throat, a ball of nerves and repressed emotions clogging up his windpipe; he stops in front of the table, knuckles white as he presses them to his lips. It’s a moment of weakness Dean should not allow himself, closed eyes and defenseless as he is, but rational thought is hard to come by when worry occupies most of his processing power. And it’s not even about hunting, not this time.

    Well, well, what do we have here?”

    He whips around, searching for the echoing voice, but there’s no one — or at least no one visible.

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    After his wall crumbled, Sam struggles with unfiltered cage trauma. He tries his best to keep functioning. He tries his best to play the part of a regular hunter because it's better to just power through it, right?

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    In the wake of Lucifer's death, with Dean missing, Sam falling apart, and Cas struggling to keep everyone together, Jack realizes there are a lot of things he doesn't know about the Winchesters and Cas. Things he should know. Things he's going to fight to learn. S14 AU/Fix-it. (gen, no smut)

    CHAPTER 9 ON FRIDAY JULY 1st

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    Castiel is trying to deal with his new life now that he's human.
    Sam wants to help but is too caught up fighting with his own personal dilemmas.

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    4/?
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    Human memory is more fallible than we think. No one knows this better than Sam Winchester.

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    1/1
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    “Dean, this is real. This is real. You, fucking me, your dick inside of me, that’s real. Nothing else. No one else.”

    Written for the 2022 Bro Bone Bang prompt: in bobby’s living room <3

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    Sam is sick and struggles to cope.

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    I ran toward it all, thinking the destruction might
    purify me.
    - Fire and Water, Part One: Absolution (Misha Collins, Some Things I Still Can't Tell You, 2021)

     

    He waded towards his river of retribution, tried to swim down into his lake of liquid loneliness. He tried to kill himself, to protect his friends, his loves, his humanity. But, instead, in his death, monsters were born.

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    It is a fact he must come to terms with. He will never see Dean again.

    //

    Sam has to learn to live without his big brother by his side.

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    The British Men of Letters have their sights set on Samael.

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    Sam has been out of Hell for years, but one wrong thing - a whiff of cooking meat, for example - can send him straight back in his mind.

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    For the following prompt from the OhSam TriplePlay challenge:
    1. Bunker
    2. Jack and Dean
    3. Sam is somehow dosed with demon blood or needs it as a desperate last resort in a case. He's resigned to the detox, even though he's deeply ashamed and feeling all that trauma coming back despite knowing it's not his fault this time.
    Dean is feeling mixed emotions about it, knowing what he knows now and hating seeing Sam suffering, but he still slips up here and there, especially with the kid anxiously hovering around.
    Jack is suitably confused and terrified seeing his father figure suffering and scared and hallucinating. He hears cage memories and Sam begging Dean for mercy and it's eventually all too much. He accidentally teleports into the room with Sam and...

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    1/?
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