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    Essek was entirely content to submit like this for hours on end, and Caleb was entirely content to be there for however long Essek needed him to be. In fact, Caleb would sit here all night and let Essek rest before him, if it meant that Essek would come out of this in the end feeling even marginally more loved and secure. Caleb did not yet fully know or understand what Essek had been through in his past that forced Essek to reclaim his control (and his ability to simply relax and be kind to himself, at that) by expressing himself through submission, but he would gladly be the one to break Essek down into that submission in any way that Essek needed, so that Caleb could then help him rebuild himself a little stronger for it each time.

    (Essek needs a break, so he goes to Caleb for a quiet moment of peace, submission, and intimacy. Short and sweet <3 )

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    Caleb’s eyes carve into him, burnished blue and alive. Calm, curious. Maybe even concerned under those deeply drawn brows.

    “What is your anger for?”

    What is it for?

    What is it for, he has the gall to ask?

    It is for you, Caleb Widogast.

    This, Essek does not say.

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    AKA the wizards try to bond when their bond is tried and Essek contemplates, among other things, if he has frigid woe

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    Caleb wakes up on Rumblecusp with no memories of who he is or how he got there. The people around him seem to care for him greatly, and he wants to do his best to help them, even when they fail to return his memories with their divine magic.

    Many things are confusing, but none more so than what appears to be his personal journal, written in a cipher he can no longer remember. Perhaps the handsome drow his friends brought him to in Rosohna may be of help.

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    Saturday, April 10th, Day Seven: AU // free day

    The last installment (finally!) of the little series I wrote for Essek week <3 the wizards clear the air!

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    “This is okay, in the dark?”

    “Should it not be?”

    “I can see.”

    “I don’t mind.”

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    AKA the wizards have an ambling conversation, a sleepover, and an ambling conversation during their sleepover

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    essek enjoys some time at the beach

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    essek should go, but not quite yet

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    Once the outpost comes into view, traversable within an hour or so, they land and nestle hidden among snowbanks. All as previously, unfortunately, agreed.

    Caleb reverts his form with a shake and gets to work, thin snow-crunch motions over flat stone, components already prepared as he steps a circle clockwise.

    The countdown begins. 

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    AKA the wizards part ways, for now, but not without a glance to the future

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    Essek’s smile is so full of life and light and potential, his hand so close to Caleb’s.

    How is Caleb to resist?

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    AKA five times Caleb kisses Essek and one time Essek kisses him back.

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    "...they begin to recall subtle knowledge from their past life's experiences, a process called anamnesis. Through meditation with a guide, they can unlock the memories of their past lives..."

    -Explorer's Guide to Wildemount

    --

    Restoring a person to memories of a past life is an art form in the Dynasty and though he is not religious, Essek Thelyss knows that one should be careful when coaxing a person back from the past. With a heart grown from the love of the Nein, Essek cannot stand by and let his friends take that opportunity away from the dearest of them all.

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    Essek does not need to ask for anything else from this particular moment. He doesn’t.

    This is enough for him, it is.

    But that question echoes from memory to present:

    Is it?

    Essek flexes his cold fingers against words long absorbed.

    Perhaps he can allow himself a little more warmth today.

    Perhaps today is the day to finally speak what this is.

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    AKA the wizards play a game, test out a new 8th-level spell, and have a nice chat

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    “Hold my hand?”

    For a moment, Essek just stares, unsure if he’s waiting for something, some clarification perhaps.

    But Yasha stays completely still, apparently leaving the choice and movement up to him, and he can find no impatience nor expectation in her face.

    So Essek raises his hand to Yasha’s.

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    AKA the Xhorhas siblings talk about touch in the Blooming Grove ft. Jester

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    “Back to my question though, as I’m sure you remember it. Were you expecting we’d share reflections?”

    “Expect isn’t quite the word. Perhaps hope. Desire, even. As a clearer demonstration of your lessons put to use, of course. Understanding the combined potentiality and intent of a moment between individuals.”

    “Well, Caleb. I’m sure we can find a way for the images to sync together.”

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    AKA the wizards don’t kiss on the ninth floor and instead attempt to figure out this thing between them.

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    “Would you have, really? Helped me?”

    “Without a moment’s hesitation.”

    At that, Caleb releases a long, shuddering breath.

    “You’d break the world for me.”

    “I can’t imagine anyone more deserving.”

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    AKA the wizards sleep and talk after T-Dock and Essek learns more about Caleb’s past.

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    Caleb Widogast's desk in his office at the Academy is good for more than paperwork and sometimes a nice nap. It is a convenient sitting height and Essek Thelyss takes full advantage of that (with help from the lewd mind of Jester Lavorre).

    a.k.a Essek wears lingerie and Caleb fucks him on his own desk.

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    A pining human who’s blind in the dark. A touch-starved drow with superior darkvision. What happens when they’re stranded with neither light nor magic in the depths of an ancient buried city?

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    It has been at least a year, if Essek counts correctly, since their last meeting. The warmth of Caleb's fingers, wrapped around his arm, is still present on his skin. He has never quite forgotten the promise that was given in that gesture.

    Caleb travels to meet Essek at the Eiselcross outpost. Conversations happen, and more.

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    Essek tries to deal with the onslaught of emotions that came up during the climactic battle with the Somnovem.

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    Essek's heartache was self-made. His daydreams were full of blue eyes and the warmth of a hand, but he didn't dare act on those dreams. Not yet........ not yet.

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    Essek was sick. He cancelled all his plans and was ready to just rest all day, until there was a knock on his door.

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    177
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    16
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    788

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