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    He has always been the quiet one in the band, along with Pata. The guys that never talk much in public and let the 'stars' of the band shower in the limelight. He did his job as best as he could and went home silently after gigs. He was never really interested in the limelight as much as Yoshiki was, nor did he crave the monetary gains of being a member of Japan's iconic metal band. Living silently, atoning for his sins was all he could do. He never shared his pain with anyone, the facade has always been unscratched. He couldn't be invisible, so being silent was the next best thing. He just wanted to live whatever was left of his life quietly, his scars forever hidden behind the surface. Little did he know that those scars will haunt him again, soon. 

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    24,092
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    21/?
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    77
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    After being dragged back in time to the early 90s to see X Japan live, everything seemed to be going well. But a misplaced musical score kicks off a series of events that causes tension to build between myself and Yoshiki. And it makes me realize that, around these guys, I really am the odd one out.

     

    * Takes place in late 1993, leading up to the X Japan Returns concert. Current day at the beginning and end of the story.

    * Hide is capitalized for ease of reading.

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    8,243
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    10
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    180
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    Ten years after the death of his best friend, Yoshiki discovers a pocket watch in a box of Hide’s secret possessions. He doesn’t know why it is so special, but the truth of the watch’s importance and Hide’s sudden death come to light at 12:00 A.M. May 3rd.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    3
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    1
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    Yoshiki took a deep breath, her words had hurt him, but what hurt the most was the undeniable truth. He was still mourning, after so many years but he was too afraid to let go, to loose the last part of hide so instead he tried to hold on to it with all might. „Honey…It’s four in the morning, it’s cold outside and you barely slept - where do you want to go?“ She had almost made it back to the stairs but turned at his words once more, eying him skeptical before she just shook her head. „I’ll find something but I have to get out of here. If you really love me, give me some space.“ And with that she nearly run upstairs, leaving Yoshiki behind who felt like he just got hit over the head. So even his wife was leaving him now because she couldn’t put up with his demons any longer - but how was he supposed to fight them alone?

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    4,163
    Chapters:
    2/?
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    1
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    3
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    72
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    A series of one-shot, standalone slice of life HxS stories.

    Language:
    English
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    14,253
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    88
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    497
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    “We’re not safe here any more. This is the end of The Underneath.”

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    Language:
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    27,879
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    144
    Kudos:
    49
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    617
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    What if two girls lived/worked in an apartment where the only other tenants were VK Jrockers?

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    4,659
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    8
    Hits:
    135
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    564
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    3
    Hits:
    39
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    In a world where shape-shifters and humans live together in harmony (most of the time). Yoshiki and his husbands, Hide and Sugizo, have a very blended family.

    WARNING: Spanking as punishment. If you don't like such things turn back now.

    Language:
    English
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    1,283
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    5
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    133
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    Though their bands indulged in playful rivalries in public, Hide and Atsushi are practically inseparable offstage and away from the cameras; after a Music Station taping, the men to finally confront a truth that had been slowly bubbling to the surface.

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    3,284
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    8
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    53
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    Vor dem halbgeöffneten Fenster tanzten die Regentropfen auf dem Asphalt, während Yoshiki sich nur noch mehr an seinen Freund kuschelte und die Augen schloss, der sanfte Kuss auf seine Stirn die einzige Antwort die er gebraucht hatte. „Endless Rain…“

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    Deutsch
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    4,510
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    30
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    Someone dangerous has come back into their lives and this time they need to finish the job.

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    Words:
    14,538
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    56
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    491
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    Lies work both ways, depending on who the messenger is.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    176,446
    Chapters:
    51/51
    Comments:
    120
    Kudos:
    4
    Hits:
    505
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    Love is a rhetorical question,

    Until the rhetoric of love becomes reality.

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    101,083
    Chapters:
    29/29
    Comments:
    79
    Kudos:
    7
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    432
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    Open your eyes dear….
    Look around…
    There’s many people waiting for you, cheer for you, have faith and love for you.
    So, keep smile dear…
    Smile to your heart content...

    Language:
    English
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    2,837
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    2
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    117
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    Olykor nem is olyan egyszerű elkülöníteni a képzeletet a valóságtól. Vajon szeretteink szellemei tényleg vigyáznak ránk, vagy ez csak egy mese, amit magunknak találtunk ki, hogy ne omoljunk össze veszteségünk súlya alatt - és, ha túl erősen igyekszünk belékapaszkodni, az őrületet kockáztatjuk?

    Language:
    Magyar
    Words:
    5,291
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    4
    Hits:
    108
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    Sugizo is new in town and finds a very exclusive bar called The Underneath.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,742
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    389
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    Coachella, 2018. Yoshiki is resting after playing on the main stage, and he’s visited by someone he didn’t expect to see – Atsushi. They’ve always been close; since the start. Atsushi is one of the only people that Yoshiki can truly be honest with – but when things begin to get serious, the men rediscover something that had been buried for many years.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,735
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    217
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    Kaoru et Kyo se retrouvent dans de bien tristes circonstances après plusieurs années de séparation. En effet, Kyo vient de perdre sa mère mais Kaoru lui fait la promesse qu'il retrouvera son assassin. Il se fait également secrètement la promesse de tout faire pour que Kyo échappe à son destin d'héritier d'un clan de yakuza.

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    Language:
    Français
    Words:
    8,926
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    1
    Hits:
    27
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    After Toshi joined Masaya's cult he changed and lost many people. However now he's back to his old self and desperate to get his old lover to forgive him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    853
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    5
    Hits:
    77

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