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    Huge TW//After Chapter 10 It starts talking about suicide. It also talks about bad parents from the first chapter as well as religious guilt, normal guilt and self doubt & unhealthy coping skills

    Currently having another gender crisis, don't know why im suprised happens every single day. So i decied what better way to cope than creating a book with all my problems projected.

     

    Welcome to the fic where its all projecting on Tommyinnit while crying.

     

    IF ANY CCS BECOME UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS I WILL TAKE IT DOWN. Please let me know if they do and i will do it as soon as I know.

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    Tommy spirals and begins to cut at his skin. It only gets worse, but his family doesn't notice until it's too late.

    This is a vent fic based on my own experiences and does not represent anything I wish to happen to c! or cc!Tommy. This fic can be very triggering, please proceed with caution.

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    “I don’t believe you for a second,” the villager said with a scoff. “Reviving the dead? You, a god? That’s the most preposterous thing I’ve heard in all my years.”

    “Oh? You don’t believe me?” Dream smiled. “That’s okay, I’m more than willing to give you all a demonstration. Tommy,” he called, gesturing to the blond.

    Tommy knew exactly what was going to happen, and he knew that there was no point in resisting, for it’d be over quicker if he gave up and went along with it (and if he struggled he’d really just be making a fool of himself). So he walked over to Dream, quietly, obediently, and stood facing the crowd. At least his death would be quick this time, he thought, as he shut his eyes and felt the cool of metal against his neck. One slash, and the world went dark.

     

    Or: Tommy didn’t originally plan to hit the water when he jumped off the tower in Logsted, so he hit the ground instead. Dream decides that’s as good a time as any to test out the revival book, and upon succeeding, decides he’s a god and it’s high time he gained some followers.

    (Title from “Crucified” by Army of Lovers, chapter titles from “Honey I’m Home” by GHOST)

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    "He ran his icy hands through his hair, brushing the white strands out of his eyes, though it felt like he was dragging his hands against rough concrete and shards of stone and glass. Each shattering breath felt heavier and heavier. He was swallowing this horrible pain, but it only served to fill him, expand his loathing, and make him bitter and numb beyond this living.

    The sun started to rise, casting chilly light upon his face that seemed to reach unwelcomingly inside him.

    Your sunrise.

    But the sun was gone.

    Tommy was gone."

    Or: Wilbur is revived to find out that his younger brother committed suicide. Now he is going through shit as his world seems to crumble around him.

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    The plan is simple. Within the next couple of hours, if everything goes right, Thomas Innit will fall off the side of the largest hotel in Essempee. No, not fall; he is going to jump off the edge, finally freeing himself from his lonely existence after fourteen long years of it.

    Unfortunately for him, a few inconvenient encounters on the roof prove to him that dying might just be the hardest thing he's ever tried to accomplish.

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    Months passed, not a singular person found his behavior to be amiss. He tried, he did, to act exactly like the Theseus in the book. No one found his behavior to be amiss. Even when Ranboo, the long-lost son of Philza Watson walked in the doors, Theseus acted exactly like the book intended him to be. Theseus poisoned Ranboo's drinks, Tobias abandoned and betrayed him, and Theseus was apprehended by the Captain of the Royal Knights- his brother by blood, Technoblade. Wilbur, a powerful magician, would read out his list of crimes in front of a judge and jury as it was intended.

    Theseus Watson, son of the duke, was doomed to die through execution.

    He felt the sharp pain of the guillotine slicing his neck.

    He woke up. He shot up without thinking twice because he should be back home, right? Yet, when he opened his eyes he was surrounded by red curtains, white bed sheets, and golden accents just like it had been a year ago.

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    or Tommy gets isekai'd into a book and can't fuckin die and i give angst :)

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    Tommy built the walls to his heart up, and he couldn't break them down now. He could only repeat the final words, that's all.

    His thoughts to reach out to someone were always crowded by the harshness of voices within his head.

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    After Technoblade finds Tommy sitting on the edge of a cliff in L'Manberg's crater, a lot of things ensue, which eventually results in Technoblade taking a vulnerable Tommy back home to a cabin in the cold tundra.
    While they're there, the two of them reluctantly work together to set out onto the road of recovery and reconciliation. The road is not without its bumps, but they'll traverse the harsh terrain and distance together, hand in hand.
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    Continuation of Atlas, not Theseus! You should definitely read that one first before getting started on this, otherwise it won't make any sense.

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    Tommy’s always trying, but it never seems like it’s enough.
    His brothers are gone for college, his dad is barely around, his best friend moved away, and even his her gender seems to want to make her life harder.
    Would they care if she left?

     

    At least he’s she’s trying.

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    Kristin Rosales Watson died.

    It's tragic, just like all her deaths over the Multiverse are.

    But in this specific situation she's given a second chance. By the Goddess of Death. Kristin. Herself.
    It's confusing, okay?!

    And now she's on a godly mission in another universe to save her family and slap her husband and middle son.
    What can go wrong?

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    Logstedshire had just been completely blown up, but that wasn't enough for Dream. Tommy had to start over completely. No visitors, no buildings, no left over materials, and a completely different area. Dream had other plans, and fully intended to stick to them.

    A full year, that's how long Dream planned to manipulate Tommy. Until he learned his lesson, he would remain alone with Dream.

    TW: Suicidal thoughts/ Abuse/ Manipulation/ Cursing (for the whole fic)

    Don’t skip this warning THIS FIC CAN GET TRIGGERING

    This story revolves around the DreamSMP characters only. The content creators behind them have nothing to do with the plot or characters.

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    What if the afterlife wasn't horrible for Tommy? What if Tommy finds he likes being dead more than alive?

    This fic contains underage drinking, smoking, and suicidal thoughts and actions, so be warned. Just read the tags.

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    “Well, maybe not every day, I’ll be here to watch you at least once a week.” Dream crossed his arms, favoring his left leg over the other. “What were you going to do that stuff? Try to attack me? Kill me?”

    “I-I don’t know, I just.. I’m sorry.” Tommy apologized again, pushing back his tears.

    “Sorry doesn’t cut it,” Dream said impatiently, before holding up a pair of shears.

    “Wait, what are you-” Tommy didn’t get to finish as one of his wings was extended and Dream snipped away at his feathers. He whined when the blade hit flesh. This process going to the second wing, somehow, it hurt worse.

    “We can’t let you fly away! Not after all this.”

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    Tommy confides in one of his most untrusted family members after exile.

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    The one day that he wasn’t supposed to work. The one he was supposed to be on break. Dream had walked into that classroom of “delinquients” and heard the screaming. Of course, it wasn’t out loud. Rather, it was coming from one (1) lanky teenger in the very, very back of the classroom. His mind was going at 100 miles per hour and, if Dream was being completely honest it was a concerning stream of thoughts. Goddamnit Phil, how dare you spread that stupid familial propaganda to him because now he wasn’t going to stop tryna help the brat. No matter how many times he was cussed out. (Spoiler Alert: He was cussed out a lot.)

     

    Tldr: hero!dream finds a depressed!tommyinnit and says “yes this is mine now” while being cussed out by said depressed toddler

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    Tommy can't take it anymore. He can't take the betrayal, the pain, the loss.
    So this one time, he lets himself be weak.
    He lets himself fall.

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    Tommy realizes what makes him happy has changed

     

     

    or: tommy no longer finds happiness in the things he did

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    The death of Kristen broke the Craft family. Phil, in his grief, neglected his youngest, Tommy, subconsciously blaming him for the death of his wife. Techno, who was never great at handling emotions or children, followed suit. Wilbur, who was closest to his mother, was cruel and vicious to the child, and even though a part of him loved his youngest brother, his grief was far stronger.

    If Kristen’s death broke the Craft family, Tommy’s suicide shattered it. Each family member blaming each other for the fate of the youngest son, the no-longer Craft family split apart.

    Ten years after the suicide of Wilbur’s younger brother Tommy, Wilbur drunkenly opened up to his friends about his biggest regret, but when asked if he wanted the chance to change what happened, Wilbur and the rest of his estranged family members wake up ten years in the past, one week before Tommy killed himself.

    Wilbur and the rest of the Craft family must put aside their hatred for each other to save their youngest, and hopefully, in the process, fix their family.

    *Please read tags for trigger warnings*

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    “Oh! Here, let me finish the mental image for you Tubbo!” Tubbo looked up at Tommy and his face went pale. There Tommy stood, in the exact position Wilbur was in when he begged his own father to put a sword through him. He quickly adjusted his departed brother’s trench coat and let out a quiet giggle as he let the blood curdling words leave his mouth:

    “It was never meant to be.”

    Phil blanched.
    Techno froze in place.
    Tubbo looked like he had just been sucker punched.
    Ranboo was at a loss for words.
    Jack stiffened.
    Niki felt tears prick her eyes.

    And Tommy? Well,
    Tommy kept smiling.
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    Mentallyimnotokay writes about the life of TommyInnit after he gets revived by Dream. We get a look into just how much the boy has changed mentally (and physically ig) after being manipulated and abused and whatever else went down! Get ready for a bucketload of trauma, angst, and all of the not so happy things in between!

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    An argument happens between the two brothers. Wilbur’s aloof nature and carefree attitude after everything grates on Tommy the wrong way.

    Words are said and Tommy gets his point across. He’s not a child fighting in a hopeless war anymore. Tommy can stand up for himself now.

    If Wilbur wants to be a hypocrite and let his abuser out of prison then fine. He’ll watch Dream come after him laughing.

    People change? Yeah right.

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    Wilbur is forced to come to terms with everything he’s been avoiding. Forced to confront the truth.

    ((Basically I make these bitches start their healing arc))

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    I ɳҽҽԃ ƚσ ʋҽɳƚ αɳԃ Tσɱɱყιɳɳιƚ ιʂ ɱყ ԋყρҽɾ ϝιxαƚισɳ ɾɳ

    ' it hurts. . . It hurts so much! Why does his head feel like it's melting from the inside out?? Tommy thought while stumbling away from the room that had his friends in it, today was supposed to be your average hangout with his friends and family but of course his brain had to fuck that up to!

    Featuring depressed tommyinnit <3

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