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    You were 18 when Hydra kidnapped you, gave you your abilities, and made you their new weapon. Now, flash-forward 8 years later and you’re in the custody of S.H.I.E.L.D, but they want your help, telling you that your powers can be used to help others. There’s no part of you that wants to be the good guy and save people, you have too much blood on your hands. Regardless, you go with them and the Avengers welcome you in, ignoring your past and only wanting you to move forward. Tony and Bruce want you to feel happy and loved, like they’re your new family. Wanda and Natasha want you to feel safe when neither of them are around. Sam and Steve want to see you smile more because it looks good on you. And Bucky? What does he want?

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    He was never happy in his body. All he felt for himself was disgust and shame. It was bad enough to see himself in the mirror every morning when he got ready for school. Acne and puberty wasn't his problem. A pure angelic face with the body of a scarred slave.
    He wanted it to end but he was too scared to do it himself. There was nothing he would have loved more.

    But never stop believing in the knight in shining armor..

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    He who talks with the wind and the wind who responds to him.

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    The Menaphos fic for Razwan's canon. Featuring headcanons about gems, Teragard, Oreb, Nomad... and kebbits.

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    They say the apple doesn't fall far from the tree, well, that couldn't be more true for Peter Stark-Rogers.  Following in his father's footsteps, Peter spends his nights abusing booze and drugs, living the life that his father, Tony Stark, struggled with in his youth. After a particularly bad night that sends Peter to the hospital, Steve and Tony decide to place him in a new school away from New York, away from his home.

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    The Zero Requiem was successful, but to some, the price was too high. C.C. does not care about world peace, not when she has lost the last person who gave her existence meaning. Suzaku Kururugi takes refuge in the last orders from his emperor, but he aches for what could have been.
    They hate each other, but in a world that so eagerly accepts Lelouch's sacrifice without thanking him for it, they cannot help but take refuge in one another. And when C.C. hatches a plan to turn back time and bring Lelouch back, Suzaku eagerly welcomes it. She will be his shield and he will be his sword, and this time, they will get it right.

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    Loki knew getting too close was a bad idea; her life was a mere blip in his long existence...

    But some things just happen.

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    King doesn't know when they started.

    All he knows is that they haven't left since.

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    His favorite statue is the one at the end of the gallery, not too far from the bench. It’s the beautiful, carved figure of a Norse god, a man who was sculpted with such care that Loki can feel the tension trembling under his muscles, the power running beneath the surface of the stone.

    Sometimes, Loki looks at him for hours at a time and wonders what he is so angry about, why he is in such a hurry, what he could possibly have been caught doing. Does he mean to destroy or does he mean to protect? By the lines of his shoulders, Loki cannot tell.

    The inscription at the base of the statue reads Thor, and Loki wonders, sometimes, what it would be like to be the God of Thunder.

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    Or;

    Loki is a lonely immortal and Thor is a sculpture who comes to life, for him, every night.

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    Help came in the form of a man who smelled slightly of cinnamon, and who was simultaneously both the most endearing and enchanting person Baekhyun had ever seen. It came in the form of a boy hiding in a man’s body trying to drown his own demons. He wasn’t perfect, but he was pretty damn close. After all, Baekhyun didn’t need love, he just needed someone whose demons played well with his.

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    Baekhyun and Chanyeol learn the hard way that what goes up must eventually come down, even if it’s love.

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    I'm losing time.
    Longer and longer periods.
    And I don't feel like myself anymore.

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    Castiel Novak is the lead singer of Dean Winchester's favorite rock and roll band "The Angels"
    Dean is just a nerdy IT guy. Obviously he doesn't stand a chance with Castiel.
    Well at least not until his best friend Charlie enters his name in the "Date With an Angel" contest and he actually wins.
    This is the story of two men who are brought together by fate. In each other they find the strength to overcome their dark past of forced prostitution and rape, and to stand up for what they believe in; to stand up for love.

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    You could always go home. He wants you to come home. You could always go home, but you won’t. You meant what you said. Now that you’ve seen what it is to be eaten alive by the curse of dependence, you’re certain you don’t want that fate for yourself. So you’re on your own for now.

    How are you going to get out of this one, Chise? What would you do?

    [ Canon divergence from the end of chapter 43 onward. ]

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    Tyler Joseph doesn't have a purpose.
    He decides to search for it in the unknown, in the one thing he was told not to do.
    He meets someone.
    Someone with the moon in his eyes and flowers growing out of his palms, someone utterly breathtaking.
    The issue? Nothing feels right.
    ...
    a·me·lio·rate
    /əˈmēlyəˌrāt/
    verb
    make (something bad or unsatisfactory) better.

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    He should wash the suit. Groceries, then suit.

    And work. Matt should head to work, clean out his things. Foggy might come back if Matt leaves, just to give him some space. He should dig out that partnership agreement and, of course, brush his teeth. He’s still wearing the suit. He’ll wash it tonight. After brushing and work and groceries. Opening his eyes, too.

    If he had to cut one, it would probably be the groceries.

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    Max is alone in the world. Plagued by never ending nightmares and cursed with the Anchor, he's the only hope for Thedas. Only he doesn't think that someone as broken as himself can fix the world. But someone has to make things right. So far, it's not going so well.

    He stared up into those endless eyes of hers.
    "Maker your beautiful."
    She looked down at him and he smiled at her.
    "If I didn't know any better, I'd say I love you Cassandra."
    "And if I didn't know any better, I'd say I've loved you for months now."
    Then as an afterthought she added, "This is a special night. Our special night. Let's keep it that way okay. There's no need for all of Skyhold to know about tonight."
    Max held her chin as he looked into her eyes. "Our special night. You are a hopeless romantic, you know that right?"
    "And you are an idiot, Maxie."
    "But in a good way obviously."
    Cassandra laughed as she wrapped her body around his. "The best way."

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    Secret Agent vs. Criminal Genius

    The year is 1946. Levi Ackerman works for a secret government agency created after WW2 to kept the worst of American criminals off the streets. Levi and his partner, Lena Arkenhive (OC) are the best agents the Survey Corps has so naturally they are assigned to catch the most wanted criminal in Hell's Kitchen: Eren Jaeger.

    [Also posted on wattpad]

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    A liar. He's a liar. Don't listen to him.

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    Gabriel's very real feelings for Sam are all fucking bullshit. Especially in his own opinion.

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    Gabriel figures out he has feelings for the youngest Winchester and is in complete denial. Hoping to tell no one about them, the Archangel has to figure things out for himself. That is until a very nosy Winchester notices his strange behaviour.

    ****I started this before 13x17 came out****

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    WARNING:TRIGGERING (Shizaya)
    ...ever thought about dying? Ending the pain? Escaping the numbness? Izaya did. Izaya does- and that a lot. He thought it would go by, he thought he could just ignore it, that he could just get rid of this pain by himself- ..but no.. He couldn't. So he simply tried pushing on, until the point he finally couldn't take it anymore... UPDATES EVERY SECOND SUNDAY

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