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    Over and over again, Aizawa Shouta is woken by the same alarm, at the same time, on the same day.

    The roof access door alarm is triggered. It is 7:56am. It is Saturday.

    And over and over again, Aizawa Shouta is just barely too late to stop Midoriya Izuku from stepping off of the ledge and splattering onto the concrete below.

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    In the beginning, God made the heavens and the earth. He made the stars, the sun, the moon. All creatures, great and small. Carved canyons and built mountains, turned oceans into lakes and lakes into springs, from the wildest volcano to the gentlest meadow. And then God made humans. He made some Alpha, some he made Beta, some he made Omega. There were some that he made he made for no one else. Some were born to gravitate to one another, their hands made to hold and their hearts to love. Sometimes it wasn’t always easy. Some loved and lost. Some lost before they could love. Some were nudged towards each other as infants and ripped away as soon as adults realized they were two halves of one whole. There are some people whose lives are so intertwined, that if one died, it would be too cruel to not let them both go.

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    He was made to be a killing machine.

    He wasn’t made to be domestic. Wasn’t meant to clean or cook or take care of a dog.

    But he’ll try. He’d be damned if he didn’t.

    He wanted to be more than what he was programmed to be.

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    “Well?” Jiang Cheng crossed his arms. “Take your robes off.”

    Nie Huaisang shakily undid the tie on his purple middle robes. “I still don’t really see why I have to do this.”

    Jiang Cheng, thankfully, was not staring at Nie Huaisang as he let his middle robe slide off of his shoulders. “If you’re not careful, you can get tangled in your robes and drown.”

    Nie Huaisang let his eyes dart down to the massive scar running down the center of Jiang Cheng’s stomach, as he undid the clasps on his inner robe. He’d heard, of course, of what Jiang Cheng had done to get his golden core back. The scar was white and puckered, and the part of Nie Huaisang’s mind that he was trying very hard to suppress wondered how it would feel if he pressed into it with his fingers.

    His inner robe slid to the ground. Jiang Cheng caught his eye, and held his gaze for a moment. For some reason, Nie Huaisang felt like Jiang Cheng was trying hard not to look down too.

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    he tries to decide why it’s happening to him. even tries googling it, because google knows everything.

    it turns out google doesn’t know jeongguk, because jeongguk is not depressed.

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    Basically what it says on the tin. I needed to let out all my Steve feelings somewhere and this ended up happening. 14k and 9 months later it's done.

    “Was Cap always this snarky?” Clint asked from his position still sprawled out on the couch.

    The room was silent until Bruce weighed in, “Do we really even know Steve?”

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    Lance lays there, back pressed against the gained fence, sobbing to himself. He pulls at the large clothes over his body, wanting to be swallowed alive by them. His skin is grimy, body torn apart and used. He hears a growl, fear flooding over him once more in a cold sweat. He hears footsteps approach from behind. The voices of the strangers turn to screams and choking.

    ”Poor little one.” Lance doesn't dare to move. He’s trembling, hugging himself tighter. ”I’m giving you the power to make sure no one hurts you again, ” a man’s voice says softly to his ear. Lance trembles, hugging himself closely Lance screams in pain as teeth sink into the side of his neck. Blinding and unforgiving pain. His eyes roll, the last thing Lance sees the light of the full moon. 

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    Number two hero Endeavor is out on patrol with his son Touya. When Endeavor has to intervene with a child on the edge of the roof. He decides to take the boy home, and give him the love he clearly doesn’t get with his family…

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    If Shouto is being honest, he was expecting the day he moved into the UA dorms to be spent reveling in his newfound freedom. But as with all things when it comes to class 1A:
    If it can go wrong, it will.

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    “I’ll tell you what boy. My quirk forces traumatic flashbacks so I can experience your feelings and gain energy from all the negative emotions. If you agree not to fight me off, I’ll agree not to touch any of your other friends here…” a brief pause. “In fact. To really sweeten the deal. Manage to move me to tears and I’ll let you all go… What do you say?”

    Shouto is conflicted. On one hand, reliving his childhood while this villain watches is not something he thinks he can survive emotionally. But… if he agrees, he can save his friends. Spare them pain. Repay them for the gift that every day of their friendship has been.

    Mind made up, Shouto opens his eyes and freezes.

    Because the villain isn’t even looking at him.

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    When it becomes clear that the Hulk can't beat Thanos, Heimdall sends him to Earth. But he doesn't send him alone.

    Or, the one where Loki is going to avenge his brother, and/or die trying.

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    Izuku doesn't know why the day keeps resetting. He doesn't know why he's trapped on campus, or why there's no phone reception, or why Aizawa and Shinsou keep losing their memories of the Saturdays they've already lived, while Izuku remains constantly, painfully aware.

    But he does know this: Aizawa and Shinsou keep dying, over and over again, in more brutal and creative ways. And it's his job to save them.

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    Jeon Jeongguk nearly died for music. Some days he's not sure surviving was worth it. After his rescue and housing with the band of Bangtan, he wades through the aftereffects and the future coming to face him.
    As the Administration and the Antis rise higher and higher in his field of view, he breaks further and further.
    Where's the healing in so much misery? Is it even possible to find it anymore?
    Jeongguk doesn't know.

    (A revamp of my Wattpad Fic "Smoke Song")

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    What happens when Gaster meets a dragon shifter secretly fighting on the side of the monsters? What happens when they meet again underground? Read and find out.

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    Hopeless love in a deeply homophobic society. Unexpected allies. WWII right around the corner.

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    When Harry's name comes out of the Goblet of Fire, he is kicked out of Gryffindor Tower by those he thought of as friends. It isn't until Snape finds him that the truth comes out about The Boy Who Lived

    freaks sleep on the floor, freaks stay in cupboard, freaks don’t get to have friends.’ His Aunt and Uncle's words filled his head as sobs finally overtook his small frame. This is where he belonged, on the dusty floor all alone. He shouldn't be near other people; nobody wants to be near a freak.
    That night Harry cried himself to sleep as panic and sobs wreaked havoc on his too-small body. He paid no mind to the cold or the aches in bones. When he woke up the next morning he refused to move. This was his place now, and this is where he would stay.

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    He first became aware of the feeling that something was off when they were eight years old.

    In the beginning, Ben just wanted everyone to like him. He wanted to be best friends with his beloved siblings and exchange secrets and gifts and laugh at the movies or whatever else he knew normal kids did from the few snippets of TV they were allowed to watch.

    But there's a pit in his stomach, right below the Horror, that's growing heavier and heavier each year.

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    Ben's experiences growing up over the years change him.

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    A gothic, modern day vampire romance between a young human named Louis Tomlinson, and Harry Styles, ancient vampire and gentleman.

    Creatures of the night come with more trouble than they wish to make it seem.

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    Where Jimin and Yoongi's lives were carefree, simple, and easy, Seokjin and Taehyung's were full of hardship, fear, and pain. In the end, the brothers only had each other.

    ~ This story is a PREQUEL to In the Twilight Air ~
    It's not 100% necessary to read that story first, but it will give some context to this story. Whispers will go up to and through the events of In the Twilight Air. Once it reaches that point, I will continue the story until the whole thing is finished. I hope you like all three parts :)

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