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    namjoon has to look after his members and make sure everyone is okay. make sure everyone is happy.

    but who does this for namjoon?

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    Peter was given a choice. And he made the right one. He knows he did. So many people were saved, his family and friends all lived, not a single person died. They had won.

    But Peter had lost. He had a lost a lot.

    In exchange for the lives of his friends, family, and millions of people, Peter must give up memories - their memories. He is left alone in a world where no one knows he exists; where none of his friends, family, or the Avengers can remember who he is.

    After finally accepting his new life, a new threat arises, and Peter is suddenly forced to meet a challenge that he isn't - doesn't - want to face. And no matter how hard he tries, he can't seem to forget his past.

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    Peter Stark was a prodigy child, following in his father's footsteps. First circuit board at four, engine at six, the future of Stark Industries. Then, the worst thing imaginable happens.

    PETER STARK MISSING

    Ten years later, a new HYDRA experiment shows up on the scene; in black spandex, with the voice of a kid and abilities to rival Captain America, the Black Spider tugs at Tony's heartstrings in a way he can't fathom.

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    Malfoy is way too interested in coroner reports for somebody who's definitely not looking for ways to die, Harry wants to be friends with him, and Ginny wants to break up with Harry.

    Features: Little League Quidditch, an abundance of bath bombs, happy endings, and gay robots in space.

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    Her fingers hovered gently over the steel blade of her old sword, rusted over by the passage of time, and yet familiar to her all the same. “You kept it?”

    “I kept meaning to give it back to you, but we were always so fleeting... just two ships passing in the night.”

    “It’s been a long night,” she joked, then they both let out noises somewhere between sobs and laughter as they looked over the room, which was full of the various artifacts that they’d collected. Centuries worth of countless possessions filled the room, covered the shelves, and hung from the walls.

    “This is every piece of the story we’ve written,” Ben told her, walking around to her other side as he lifted a framed photo of them outside of her apartment in 1922, and looked at it closely. “The good...” He gestured to the photo, then he set it down, and moved on to the plague mask resting on the table nearby. “The bad...” His gaze fell next on the candlestick, which had rested on a mantle piece in a French castle that had long since fallen to ashes. “And everything in between.”
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    Ben and Rey are rendered immortal after being struck by lightning at the precise same moment, and keep running into one another as the centuries drag on.

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    It takes 20 hours to rescue Tony after the confrontation in Siberia. Between the fight, the frostbite, and the hypothermia, the doctors tell him he's lucky to be alive and in one piece, but all Tony can register is the fact that he may never be able to use his hands again. He's at the end of his rope and there's only so much a man can handle.

    It may take an otherworldly visitor to set him back on the right path.

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    There were dozens of men and women in Tsar Victor Nikiforov’s harem, all of them attractive, ravishing, and beautiful. They wore provocative clothing, sweet smelling perfumes, and sparkling jewelry designed to catch the eye. All in hopes of being chosen by the Tsar for just one night.

    Yuuri was the only one in the harem who didn’t want to be chosen. Yet, Yuuri was the only one the Tsar wanted.

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    Evan Fong hasn’t felt connected to anyone since his mother died two years ago, and when he lost most of his friends from a mistake he made. Evan doesn't feel like he's living, but simply existing until he meets the mysterious Jonathan, and it was already too late when Jonathan gets under his skin.

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    My very belated contribution to 31 days of whump, mostly featuring Peter Parker and Tony Stark and their father/son relationship. Tags and warnings will be added as chapters are published. Individual chapters also carry trigger warnings in the notes.

    Now up: Chapter 10 - Bruises.

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    The first person he remembers is Steve.

    The second person he remembers is his mother.

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    Namjoon's never been a happy kid, too many responsibilities, too many expectations, lots of self-doubts, and fear of failure. When he's thirteen it gets to him so much that his soul finding signs stop, leaving his soulmate in disarray and confusion. As life continues on the two find out a lot about each other, and finally, they meet, but Namjoon is stubborn and he doesn't believe in destiny or soul mates. At least not after all the shit his soul mate has put him through.

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    Karma thought Class E would be his end, but it might just be a new beginning.

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    “I—“ Izuku hesitated, gaping wordlessly, before admitting softly. “I don’t know. I just don’t want to go home. There’s nothing for me, there.”

    “So you filled this hole by playing detective— And how long is that going to last, I wonder?” Stain replied, still massaging his chin. “But you— You have potential.”

    Izuku blinked at Stain’s chest, before looking up. “Excuse me?”

    “What a waste would it be, to let you become a red splatter on the sidewalk.” Stain continued, almost contemplating. “No. No, kid, what you need is a new purpose. Your old one is gone? Well, time to get off your ass and find something else—“

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    Angel is dead and the Warrior is destroyed, but Handsome Jack still has one ace up his sleeve. The most powerful siren left on Pandora is still under his control and with a bit of care, lots of training, and judiciously administered punishments; he’s planning to turn his most dearly hated enemy into a loyal servant.

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    1986: After Harry's power starts manifesting, the Dursleys want nothing more to do with him. Dumbledore decides to find someone better suited to raising him.

    “I thought perhaps you might raise Harry.”

    “Me?”

    “Who better? I had my reasons for sending him to the home of his relatives, but I am not so hard-headed an old man that I can’t admit when a plan is not working.”

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    Even heroes need saving sometimes. Draco is more than happy to save Harry.

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    Young Sherlock will do anything to block out the memories - hide out on the streets, self harm, drugs - but they still come bubbling to the surface. One night, a police officer comes across him (Lestrade) and offers to take him home. Unsure of the officers motives, Sherlock agrees. Has he made a mistake or is Lestrade finally someone who he can truly trust?

    Story is set when Sherlock is 17 and after a traumatic experience involving a villain from canon and contains graphic elements and difficult subject matter.

    [Fill for the Prompt: The general consensus in the fandom is that Lestrade met Sherlock when he was a drug addict, then took him home and helped him get clean. Yes? Yes.

    But see, Sherlock knows that there’s only one reason an older man would take Sherlock to his house and show him this sort of kindness. Lestrade only wants him around for the same reasons as every other older man who ever ‘wanted him around’. He realizes he’s in no position to turn Lestrade down -- he needs the security, and has nowhere else to go at the moment -- so Sherlock preps himself and slips into Lestrade’s bed.]

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