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    In the wake of the so-called "tragic" death of Mysterio, the world is torn in half. On one side, people adore Spider-Man, their undying loyalty never faltering. On the other hand, there are many who want him punished, and even more who want him dead. Without the help of his mentor, Tony Stark, Peter feels certain he will crack under the pressure. And with a new villain terrorizing the streets of New York, the young superhero has never felt more alone. How will Peter learn to cope in a world where he feels lost, and will he find himself in a battle he can't save himself from? Find out on Spider-Man: Prepare for War.

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    Peter is depressed without Tony and May, and the Green Goblin is iconic.

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    The police remarked on it sometimes, saying that it seemed like Spider-Man had stopped pulling his punches. Jonah talked about the Spider-Menace of New York, and the violence he propagated.

    MJ and Ned had talked about him once. In the café.

    No. He didn’t think about them. He couldn’t think about them.

    (or, Peter is tired. too tired.)

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    Peter Parker is struggling with self harm and Tony Stark finds out after a mission went south.

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    Peter Parker is depressed. Severly. In his last moments he decides to call the one person awake at some ungodly hour. Tony Stark. But will the Mentor answer his phone?

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    Peter Parker can't take anymore and makes a permanent decision

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    Peter parker commits suicide roughly based on the song Sara by we three

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    Peter was falling, literally and figuratively.

    He didn’t expect to be caught, he wasn’t sure he wanted too.

    Unfortunately for him, the universe had other plans.

     

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    Peter’s depressed and doesn’t feel real. What kind of brothers would Peter 2 and Peter 3 be if they let those feelings fester?

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    Death is so peaceful, he thinks as he looks down at the city far below him. Grief is a powerful thing, and it persuaded him to step closer to the ledge.

    But Doc Ock won’t let him off that easy.

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    "Mr. Stark, I feel trapped."

    (title from lose - with confidence)

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    Peter asks Tony to help him end things once and for all. Tony snaps and decides he isn’t going to kill Peter, he’s just going to hurt him really fucking good.

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    Love is conditional.

    (title from lonely - palaye royale)

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    and I just wanna see // if you feel the same as me

    A few months after everyone Peter had left forgetting who he is, he hits a wall, unable to take nightmares at night and feeling like he's living in one every day any longer. But just when he decides to give up, the multiverse and the brothers he found as everything fell apart have something else to say, reminding him he's not an entirely lonely numb little bug, and he's definitely not the only Peter Parker who's ever wanted to call it quits.

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    *NO WAY HOME SPOILERS*

    Peter tries.

    He tries so hard to uphold this responsibility given to him, but in the end, he just can’t do it anymore.

    So, yeah. He’s done.

    Fortunately (or unfortunately) for him, though, is the fact that 1) his neighbor is more perceptive than she let on, and 2) the memory spell may not be as powerful as it seemed.

    *Nominated for the Irondad Creators Awards 2022!*

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    (title from special - simple creatures)

    Things are good.

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    Peter Parker really desperately needs therapy. All superheroes do.

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    Peter Parker is depressed and can't handle it.

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    TW // marked M for mentions of close calls with suicide and depression
     
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    28-year-old Peter divides his life like this: pre-Gwen, during-Gwen, and post-Gwen.

    Pre-Gwen era passed like a blur; during-Gwen era ran out of time; and surprise, surprise, he’s been stuck in the limbo that is the post-Gwen era for the past decade, and lo and behold, it has also been the harshest on him.

    Okay, so maybe she is haunting him in a sense.

    And okay, maybe things never really do go “slightly different”.

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    Peter 1 is vulnerable, Peter 2 is damage control and Peter 3 is a hypocrite. (Kind of.)

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    Peter Parker can't do this anymore. Every day is the same. Get up, wish he hadn't, pretend, pretend, pretend. And rinse and repeat. He can't do this anymore, he doesn't want to.

     

    (Or, Peter has depression and is in need of serious help.)

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    7/?
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    85
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    no way home spoilers
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    he’s all alone now. he’s living the nightmare he always fought so hard to separate himself from. and he’s trying, really. he’s trying so hard to get by. but it get’s difficult, y’know? sometimes, when things get rough and he figures he has nothing else to lose, he’ll make a wish to the stars above.

    lately, he’s been wishing for a second chance.

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    2/?
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    Warning! No Way Home spoilers below!! Read at your own risk!

    Peter is struggling with the aftermaths of No Way Home. How much can a seventeen year old really injure?

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