1 - 20 of 60 Works in Suicidal John

Pages Navigation

Listing Works

  1. Tags
    Summary

    Captain John Watson is an Alpha who was invalided out of the service six months ago. He finally found a job at St Bart's and although he hates it, it's the only thing that keeps him going - barely.

    Sherlock Holmes is an Alpha detective working with NSY to break up a sexual slavery ring working out of London.

    They're both looking for a flatmate and Mike Stamford wants them to meet. The meeting doesn't go as planned...

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    81,627
    Chapters:
    36/37
    Comments:
    454
    Kudos:
    224
    Bookmarks:
    47
    Hits:
    9239
  2. Tags
    Summary

    The early morning sunlight weakly filtered through the window as John Watson sat at his desk. The former Army Captain and surgeon cleaned his gun. In his heart he knew it would be the last time. Today was his last day. There was nothing left for a surgeon with a tremor. Years of schooling wasted, shattered by a single sniper bullet.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    0
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    44
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    622
  3. Tags
    Summary

    ALL MY WORKS ARE CURRENTLY ON HOLD DUE TO PERSONAL REASONS!!! SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE

     

    John Watson was about to end his life, until he met the strangest guy.
    He never talks, doesn’t even laugh. He plays the violin in ways that words can’t describe - or maybe that’s exactly what it does.
    He can solve crimes in a matter of minutes. He seems to have known this DI bloke for years.
    And why does John always feel watched, ever since they met?

     

    Cover Art: https://www.deviantart.com/xxenayx/art/Hear-your-voice-Sherlock-fanfic-cover-810024110

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,999
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    351
  4. Tags
    Summary

    Sherlock Holmes & Dr Watson
    That famous pairing of consulting detective and retired army doctor.
    Friends - forever. Isn't that what they say?
    But it isn't exclusive, friends can never be exclusive.
    So when another brilliant, slightly damaged but unnoticeably-noticeable mind comes right into their domestic-yet-still-hectic midst; whatever are Sherlock and Watson to do?

    (spoilers for The Final Problem)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,085
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    2
    Hits:
    56
  5. Tags
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,719
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    40
    Kudos:
    162
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    1760
  6. Tags
    Summary

    SUPER SHORT.

     

    VERY EMOTIONAL. DO NOT READ IF THIS TOPIC IS TOUCHY FOR YOU.

     

    Inspired by The Reichenbach Fall...

     

    Written by: Sadiye Kilic

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    267
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    182
  7. Tags
    Summary

    [TRIGGER WARNING: Contains self harm, suicidal thoughts and acts, descriptive scenes of gore, cuts, and scars. Please do not read if you will be triggered by these scenes]
    ____________________

    "Goodbye, John."
    "No," he cries. "Don't."
    I nod, then throw the phone on the roof behind me.
    John takes the phone away from his ear and screams, "Sherlock!"
    I spread my arms out and fall forward off the building, hoping that something will catch me-trusting that this will all go according to plan.
    The last thing I see is John's face filling with fear as he says my name again, and then it's over.
    For now.
    For him.
    It's the end of Sherlock Holmes, the world's famous (and only) consulting detective genius.

    [all characters belong to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and BBC, I do not own these characters, I'm just borrowing them]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,600
    Chapters:
    30/?
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    284
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    3945
  8. Tags
    Summary

    After couple of years, John FINALLY has the courage to propose to Sherlock. He is going to do it in his favorite city, Spain, Madrid. John's expectation on Sherlock's reaction may not be what he expected....

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,463
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1616
  9. Tags
    Summary

    Near the end of their senior year, Cas has become a renowned pianist, and Dean is the lead guitarist and singer in an up and coming rock band in their town. Both have bright futures ahead of them in completely separate directions. After a chance meeting and a little help, they come to realize how important they are to each other; consequently throwing their carefully planned futures out the window.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    58,933
    Chapters:
    24/?
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    32
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    813
  10. Tags
    Summary

    Sherlock falls from the rooftop and John falls apart. Is it possible to cope with what he witnessed? Is it possible to heal yet again?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,572
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    29
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    373
  11. Tags
    Summary

    john watson never expected to live a long life.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,161
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    33
    Hits:
    573
  12. Tags
    Summary

    A dive into John’s chaotic mind as he reminisces on the first 18 months after Sherlock’s fall. 

    Takes place after the events of The Reichenbach Fall - S2 E3

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,985
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    77
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1162
  13. Tags
    Summary

    the earth spins at one thousand, six hundred kilometres per hour.

    when sherlock holmes was alive, that had seemed terribly slow.

    now it seemed terribly fast.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    289
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    151
  14. Tags
    Summary

    Two years after Sherlock jumped, he still hasn’t returned. Finally accepting his death, John tries to join him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,069
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1496
  15. Tags
    Summary

    Having recently returned to London, John Watson has decided to step up - to the rooftop of St. Bart's. As he braces himself to meet his end, he meets someone else with the same idea...

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    516
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    170
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1417
  16. Tags
    Summary

    After the death of his colleague, John has nowhere to turn except into the dark depths of his own mind.
    little did he know that the invisible detective was still watching him from a far, but did he reappear too late?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,930
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    193
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    2659
  17. Tags
    Summary

    Summary

    Sherlock spends a one last mouth with John (who is brain dead) in the hospital after the soldier is shot by Eurus (his sister), before pulling the plug to end it all.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    988
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    39
    Hits:
    993
  18. Tags
    Summary

    Johns life is changing without Sherlock, and things begin to feel less and less real to him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,980
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    82
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    1141
  19. Tags
    Summary

    John is left with survivor's guilt, and is doing a damn fine job of drinking himself into death. His fury over Mary's death and his perceived personal failings have John convinced he is a waste of a man. He has yet to reconcile with Sherlock, despite the detective's bravery and selflessness. Placed time wise after Culverton Smith is caught, but before his conversation with Sherlock at the end of The Lying Detective. Sherlock reads John's letter, Mary makes a surprise visit, and everything else is fine. It's all fine, actually. And there will be smut. Alot, surprisingly (most of all to the author)

    PS - resubmitted due to some chapter revision - no new material added.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    91,519
    Chapters:
    90/90
    Comments:
    218
    Kudos:
    240
    Bookmarks:
    28
    Hits:
    6970
  20. Tags
    Summary

    Soulmate AU - Every pair of soulmates has one listener and one speaker. It is the listener's job to find the speaker and embrace their bond.

    John knew the instant he heard the strange man's voice that he was his soulmate, but never reveals the truth, resulting in severe consequences.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,963
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    43
    Kudos:
    457
    Bookmarks:
    66
    Hits:
    4969

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags

More Options

Crossovers
Completion Status
Word Count
Date Updated
Submit

Pages Navigation