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    Dean and Ketch go through the rift, leaving Sam to guard the bunker from whatever may come through, and an archangel to take care of. Easy, right? Well, not when the archangel in question isn't speaking and terrified of tweezers.

    Cannon complacent up until episode 13x17.
    *The rape is suggested in chapters seven and ten, but its very brief, maybe a paragraph and a half? No details of it mentioned. Mentions of several medieval torture devices and techniques that you should NOT google, TRUST ME*

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    This is based of Viplaja's work Be careful what you wish for. I really liked this story and I recommend you check it out.

    From the moment a person present, they are given a role.
    Alpha - The protectors ,the most intelligent, strong, and dominant of the secondary genders are given the roles of the leaders.
    Beta - The one who take on the responsibilities alphas are to busy for.
    Omega - Those Born for alpha, to make the their lives easier by submitting them selves fully to watching the home, raising the children, and pleasing their alpha.
    Dean always believed in these roles and why shouldn't? He was an alpha.

    Shout out to my new awesome beta bazylysk.

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    When Dean is plagued with several symptoms of illness, he becomes a target for a malicious plot against his life. A rogue reaper left with little power makes several attempts on Dean’s life and almost succeeds. With no way to even reach the reaper, will they be able to save Dean in time?

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    Po śmierci Mary i Johna, Dean i Sam Winchester trafiają pod opiekę Ellen i Bobby'ego Singerów. Próbują wieść normalne życie, jednak Dean po traumie choruje na depresję i nie jest mu łatwo. W wieku 11 lat poznaje chłopca o nieskazitelnie niebieskich oczach, Castiela. Jednak czy uda im się utrzymać kontakt? Jak zakończą lata szkolne? Czy uda im się w końcu odnaleźć? Czy zrozumieją, że tylko oni mogą siebie nawzajem ocalić?

    (Jest ono również dostępne na Wattpadzie: https://www.wattpad.com/story/107242080-niesko%C5%84czenie-ocaleni-destiel-au)

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    Dean gets hit with a truth spell while on a hunt, and the truth isn't what anyone was expecting.

    OR

    The One Where There Are More Important Secrets Than That Dean Is In Love

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    Dean always had trouble describing things. However, if he were to describe his life, he would describe it as a performance.

    Through the mechanical nature of his routine, to the smiles he forces everyday, his life is one big show.

    And with any good show, there is always finale, a grandeur to finish it all.

    Even the best performances, have to end at some point.

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    Sam starts hearing Dean's thoughts. At first he thinks nothing of it, until he hears something he wished he never did. Dean was planning on attempting a suicide. Will Sam be able to stop Dean from taking his own life? Set after The purge 9x13. Trigger warning, contains slight wincest and suicidal thoughts. And cuddling. If you squint you can read it as a gen fic.

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    As he watches the love of his life get married, Dean tries to accept that Castiel has moved on, and tries to do the same. Then an incident during a Christmas party gives him the first glimpse into the darkness of his lost love’s life, and perhaps a way to save both of them.

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    Dean is tired. So, so tired. And he finally asks Cas to help.

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    See what Demon Dean does to a girl that isn’t worth taking another round in.
    Just when he’s done with her, Dean hears a suspicious sound and checks it out. A stranger has broken into his home, but when he gets a better look at the intruder, it isn’t a stranger. It’s Sam.
    Sam has never stopped looking for his brother and now he found him. He intends to capture him and cure him, but then he discovers the used and abused girl in Dean’s bedroom.

    NEW/UPDATED/ADDED
    Back at the bunker, Sam succeeds with curing Dean. The girl, Reed, that Dean raped and Sam saved, has begged Sam to train her in supernatural self-defense.
    Dean and Reed have their troubles living under the same roof. He's consumed with guilt and remorse. Her blame and anger towards him know no bounds. Will Reed be able to forgive him? More importantly, will Dean ever be able to forgive himself?



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    Set in Sam's first year at Stanford.
    What are the consequences to Sam ignoring and being mean to his brother? What will happen when all Dean knows is gone and ignore him? When they don't show that they care?

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    Complete

    In which Dean comes to his bed and John finds he can't tell him no.

    Tonight was becoming long. He counted from the start everything that plagued him. When Mary was murdered, the biggest aspect of his life was thrown into the hunt. There was always something to chase, to salt and burn. This became routine until a new personal demon popped into existence the year Dean turned seventeen.

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    Castiel has been back from the empty for a while now, and he was returned with his grace and wings intact. He is at full strength and after all the crap he has put up with from Dean over the years a small argument about Cas' fragility turns into a point being made and lines being crossed that should never be broached. Can their friendship survive? Will Cas leave forever? Will Dean finally get the proverbial stick out of his arse and tell Cas how he feels?

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    Dean makes a stupid decision, and Castiel is understandably upset about it. Did we mention he's determined to fix it at all costs?

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    The sadness and grief are almost too much for Dean to handle. Surely death is better than this.

    Written musings of suicidal Dean.

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    This was everyday life. Cas lived with his brother Gabriel, and he had panic attacks often. Dean was suicidal and living with an abusive father who reminded him every day how worthless he was. His mother worked a lot, so he took care of Sam most days. Sam did not know what happened behind closed doors, but he finds out. Sam, Dean, and Cas are all close; they're like a family of their own, but Dean and Cas may be particularly close, which does not go down well with John. Slowly, the world begins to unfold.

    Or... This is a series of oneshots. Some are first person, and some are third person. They all tell the story of these three boys and how they deal with the cards destiny has dealt them.

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    Right here, right now, in the place he is most used to being, with his right hand out of the window and the Pacific ocean breeze breathing on him, Castiel realizes how much he misses that.

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    Dean's been acting a little more reckless on hunts, especially the latest one. He's been acting more distant, and closed off. Sam and Cas know something is up, and when Sam refuses to let Dean go on this next hunt, going by himself instead, It's up to a worried Cas to get find out what's wrong. (Warning: Suicidal thoughts)

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    Live a full life and save as many people as you can save. I’ve learned that getting so caught up in revenge was Dad’s downfall, and I thought that would be yours for a while. This life shouldn’t be about the things you’re fighting, but the people you save in the process.

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    Suicide Fic.

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    Sam has no idea how he never saw it before, but seeing Dean and Cas reunite has made everything make so much more sense.

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