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    My thoughts on what would happen in season 14. Dean is free, but Lucifer and Michael are still roaming the earth. Sam finds a way to stop the evil once and for all. Dean is not happy with the plan. *some mild destiel ahead*

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    This was everyday life. Cas lived with his brother Gabriel, and he had panic attacks often. Dean was suicidal and living with an abusive father who reminded him every day how worthless he was. His mother worked a lot, so he took care of Sam most days. Sam did not know what happened behind closed doors, but he finds out. Sam, Dean, and Cas are all close; they're like a family of their own, but Dean and Cas may be particularly close, which does not go down well with John. Slowly, the world begins to unfold.

    Or... This is a series of oneshots. Some are first person, and some are third person. They all tell the story of these three boys and how they deal with the cards destiny has dealt them.

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    Po śmierci Mary i Johna, Dean i Sam Winchester trafiają pod opiekę Ellen i Bobby'ego Singerów. Próbują wieść normalne życie, jednak Dean po traumie choruje na depresję i nie jest mu łatwo. W wieku 11 lat poznaje chłopca o nieskazitelnie niebieskich oczach, Castiela. Jednak czy uda im się utrzymać kontakt? Jak zakończą lata szkolne? Czy uda im się w końcu odnaleźć? Czy zrozumieją, że tylko oni mogą siebie nawzajem ocalić?

    (Jest ono również dostępne na Wattpadzie: https://www.wattpad.com/story/107242080-niesko%C5%84czenie-ocaleni-destiel-au)

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    Sam is dead for good. And Dean follows after him.

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    "No, Dean. I wouldn't."

    Sam's words dug deep. Real deep. Dean just comes to realize how much of a worthless piece of crap he is. Sam doesn't even want to be his damn brother anymore.
    He wants to stop hurting Sam, stop being a failure. So he does the only rational thing he can think of. He pulls out the knife.

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    Ten times Dean tried to kill himself.
    And the one time Sam stopped him.

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    Dean never has good ideas but maybe this is the one exception.

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    (DESPITE THE WAY THIS STORY SEEMS, IT IS IN NO WAY INTENDED TO RATIONALIZE SUICIDE. SUICIDE IS A VERY HEAVY ISSUE AND I IN NO WAY SUPPORT IT. THE SUICIDE IN THIS STORY WILL BE TALKED ABOUT IN FUTURE FANFICS IN THIS VERSE. SUICIDE IS NEVER THE ANSWER IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS SUICIDAL I URGE YOU TO SEEK HELP. PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255)

    Don't imagine Jess never dying. Don't imagine Sam leaving Dean to live in domestic bliss with her. Don't imagine Dean falling in love only to watch them die. Don't imagine Dean waiting for Cas to come back.

    When Sam arrives in Heaven he finds his brother looking only a few years older than the last time they saw each other oh so long ago. When he asks what monster killed Dean he discovers it wasn't a monster at all, just his brother's own depression.

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    This is based of Viplaja's work Be careful what you wish for. I really liked this story and I recommend you check it out.

    From the moment a person present, they are given a role.
    Alpha - The protectors ,the most intelligent, strong, and dominant of the secondary genders are given the roles of the leaders.
    Beta - The one who take on the responsibilities alphas are to busy for.
    Omega - Those Born for alpha, to make the their lives easier by submitting them selves fully to watching the home, raising the children, and pleasing their alpha.
    Dean always believed in these roles and why shouldn't? He was an alpha.

    Shout out to my new awesome beta bazylysk.

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    Dean locked himself away to drink and forget about what's causing this bout of depression. But something goes wrong and he finds himself in the bathroom with a razor blade.

    ***TW Self Harm/ Suicidal Thoughts***

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    Gabriel was just scouting another location for an expansion of Morningstar when he happened upon Dean Winchester in the shittiest BDSM club he'd been to in a long while. From the second he saw those haunted green eyes, he felt an indescribable connection. The problem - Dean Winchester had been beaten and abused beyond anything Gabriel had ever seen. He prayed he had the strength to put him back together because there was little doubt, Dean was a legendary Omega - something he'd never actually believed was real.

    Two new chapters. A little Sam/Lucifer <3. ;-D

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    If you can't handle these claws, you don't get this kitty.

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    Second verse same as the first!

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    *THIS IS IN THE TAGS BUT IT’S REALLY IMPORTANT
    **IF YOU ARE DEPRESSED/SUICIDAL DO NOT READ THIS
    ***THIS IS A SUICIDE FIC PLEASE BE SAFE

    Anyway Dean blames himself for everyone dying. There’s no one left for him here. Rlly short fic.

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    Dean crashes after a string of bad jobs. A final, terrible incident pushes him to the edge. The Moonstar Hotel is the last place Dean needs to be.
    18 chapters within the single post.

    Authors note: I attempted to show possession in a couple of parts and treat it as a combination of both characters so I hope it isn't confusing.

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    Dean seems to finally be getting his life in some sort of order, that is until a certain blue eyed man pops back into his life, 10 years after they last saw each other. Dean and Cas's past together, though not entirely negative, being back a whole lot of emotions on both men. With flashbacks giving snip its of there life before the "accident" how will the two of them cope with her feelings for each other and the people that stand in there way.
    *TRIGGER WARNINGS*
    Refrence to past self harm, self harm, sexual assault, homophic Language, strong language, mild violence, and character death
    Very slow burn. Lots of angst
    Please give it a shot, I have been working on this for a while and will update regularly. trigger warnings will be before each chapter

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    Dean is the owner of "The Roadhouse," a coffee shop in a small town in Kansas. Castiel and his brother Gabriel have recently moved into town. Cas and Dean meet on a rainy day when Cas is stuck outside after closing hours without an umbrella.

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    Dean and Ketch go through the rift, leaving Sam to guard the bunker from whatever may come through, and an archangel to take care of. Easy, right? Well, not when the archangel in question isn't speaking and terrified of tweezers.

    Cannon complacent up until episode 13x17.
    *The rape is suggested in chapters seven and ten, but its very brief, maybe a paragraph and a half? No details of it mentioned. Mentions of several medieval torture devices and techniques that you should NOT google, TRUST ME*

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    The heat curled up towards his face as he teetered closer, toes hanging over the edge of the hole he'd dug, looking inside. He had never told anyone this, but sometimes, when he burned a body alone, when he unchained his mind, even briefly, he found it provocative —to lean just the tiniest bit forward and tempt gravity to take him.

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    When Dean is plagued with several symptoms of illness, he becomes a target for a malicious plot against his life. A rogue reaper left with little power makes several attempts on Dean’s life and almost succeeds. With no way to even reach the reaper, will they be able to save Dean in time?

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    10
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    57
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    8
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