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    Dean Winchester has a great life.

    Seriously, ask anyone. He has a great job, great friends, and an even greater family. It’s all just something out of a fairytale, really.

    Until it’s not.

    ...

    Castiel is fairly content with his life. Not happy, but…content. It works for him.

    Until it doesn't.

    And it's at this place, between unhappiness and discontent, where everything changes.

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    Dad’s in Minnesota doing God-knows-what, Sammy’s at Stanford, and Dean’s twenty-two when he thinks about killing himself for the first time. In which Dean’s on a hunt in Rapid City, South Dakota, and everything goes to shit. Bobby comes to the rescue. Eventually.

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    Dean is the owner of "The Roadhouse," a coffee shop in a small town in Utah. Castiel and his brother Gabriel have recently moved into town. Cas and Dean meet on a rainy day when Cas is stuck outside after closing hours without an umbrella.

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    11/?
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    AU -
    Dean is a Veteran of the Vietnam war and after years of being imprisoned he finally comes back home to Castiel right before Christmas, whom he lived together with before he got drafted four years ago.
    The fact that Homosexuality is still forbidden and Dean's PTSD are not helping the progress of finding back into the lightness of their relationship so Cas decides to go on a roadtrip over the Christmas days in the hope that they find back to being as close as before.
    What at first doesn't seem too difficult soon turns into something close to a nightmare for Cas, one that Dean just escaped

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    5/?
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    Sam killed himself on November 2nd, 1999. Years later after helping Chuck and Amara reconcile in thanks Amara gives Dean what he needed the most, his little brother.

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    6/?
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    Basically this is a really conveniently different AU to the show.

     

    Cas died and Dean is sad.
    Lucifer killed Mary.
    Sam and Rowena are a thing.
    Crowley didn't die bc Mary did.
    It's a mess.

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    Dean and Castiel never knew each other. Castiel always thought that that when the new kid came into town that he was just going to be another kid who was gonna be a pretentious dick. Some one who thought they were better than every one else. But he is really not. Quite the opposite. He finds out that Dean Michael Winchester has had a rough child hood. Always moving schools, towns, never really having a home, taking care of his little brother because his father was never home. Castiel defends Dean from getting bullied by Alastair. He bullies him harder slowly over time. And sometimes it hits harder on Dean than it usually does. Then after one day Dean gets hurt so badly that Castiel has to take him home, but Deans father isn't home to tell him what happened, so Castiel takes him to his house. That's when Castiel really confesses his love for Dean. More than he has yet, sure they have had a few kisses and slept together, but this is the main moment. The moment where time really stands still and they both just stare at each other. Every thing stops.

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    10/?
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    Gabriel was just scouting another location for an expansion of Morningstar when he happened upon Dean Winchester in the shittiest BDSM club he'd been to in a long while. From the second he saw those haunted green eyes, he felt an indescribable connection. The problem - Dean Winchester had been beaten and abused beyond anything Gabriel had ever seen. He prayed he had the strength to put him back together because there was little doubt, Dean was a legendary Omega - something he'd never actually believed was real.

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    22/?
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    SPOILERS!!

    SPOILERS FOR S15 E1

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    Fix-it after that Castiel/Dean interaction at the end of the episode.

    Castiel thinks that Dean doesn't care.

    Sam's here to show him just how wrong he is.

    And Balthagar is here to show them both how utterly wrong they are.

    OR

    The one where SOMEONE finally tells Castiel how Dean lost faith in every single thing when he thought Castiel was dead for good.

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    Po śmierci Mary i Johna, Dean i Sam Winchester trafiają pod opiekę Ellen i Bobby'ego Singerów. Próbują wieść normalne życie, jednak Dean po traumie choruje na depresję i nie jest mu łatwo. W wieku 11 lat poznaje chłopca o nieskazitelnie niebieskich oczach, Castiela. Jednak czy uda im się utrzymać kontakt? Jak zakończą lata szkolne? Czy uda im się w końcu odnaleźć? Czy zrozumieją, że tylko oni mogą siebie nawzajem ocalić?

    (Jest ono również dostępne na Wattpadzie: https://www.wattpad.com/story/107242080-niesko%C5%84czenie-ocaleni-destiel-au)

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    Polski
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    49/?
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    Dean dies and gets sent back to hell. There he comes across familiar faces that might just drive him mad and on top of that more people have taken an interest in him.
    Can his friends and family save him or will he end up giving them the answer they want.

    Takes place around season 5, so Sam hasn't been to hell.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    Tony Stark, Dean Winchester, and Harry Potter... what do they have in common?

    They each have a journal in their respective universes, hidden from everyone.
    Each line for each page contains reasons why they want to die.

    One day a group of time travelers, descended from The Norns (or Fates), decide to change things after discovering the strings of fate.

    *Inspired by "The Other Book", which was written by Misanagi
    [Morgan Stark... not sure who she is but the fandom created a child for Tony and Pepper? That's what I'm getting from other non-spoiled fanfiction with the Avengers, so Morgan will be used here like an OC child. I haven't watched Infinity War or End Games yet, so please no spoilers in the comments section.]

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    5/?
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    Dean's weak for his little brother.

    And that's a very bad thing.

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    1/?
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    One day, Dean goes to a local park with plans on downing a bunch of pills and ending his own life, until his path crosses with a bright-eyed little girl, introducing herself as Claire, who proclaims that she’s lost. Dean takes care of her until her father, a local surgeon named Castiel Novak, shows up to come and retrieve her. Dean thinks that will be the end of it. What he didn’t count on was for those two to somehow manage to worm their way into his life.
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    This fic deals with heavy themes, please check the tags and the trigger warnings listed in the notes.

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    See what Demon Dean does to a girl that isn’t worth taking another round in.
    Just when he’s done with her, Dean hears a suspicious sound and checks it out. A stranger has broken into his home, but when he gets a better look at the intruder, it isn’t a stranger. It’s Sam.
    Sam has never stopped looking for his brother and now he found him. He intends to capture him and cure him, but then he discovers the used and abused girl in Dean’s bedroom.

    NEW/UPDATED/ADDED
    Back at the bunker, Sam succeeds with curing Dean. The girl, Reed, that Dean raped and Sam saved, has begged Sam to train her in supernatural self-defense.
    Dean and Reed have their troubles living under the same roof. He's consumed with guilt and remorse. Her blame and anger towards him know no bounds. Will Reed be able to forgive him? More importantly, will Dean ever be able to forgive himself?

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    Comments:
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    321
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    34
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    The first chapter is based on the Yellow Wallpaper. Sixteen-year-old Dean is left alone in a yellow hotel room to cope with his recent little brother's death. Depression. Hospitalization. Bobby is awesome. John isn't.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    30
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    5
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    He doesn’t know when it started, only that it did, and now Dean’s hunched over a toilet at three a.m., shoving two fingers down his throat and willing his dinner to come up.

    After the Michael ordeal, Team Free Will heads to Jody's cabin for the holidays in hopes that Dean can unwind from his trauma.
    (Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts, depression, eating disorders, non-explicit sexual assault.)

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    In which Dean yearns for Sam's love while Sam is away at Stanford.

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    1/1
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    But you don’t really care for music, do you? A coda for 14.20, "Moriah."

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    46
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    5
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    410
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    AU: Dean Winchester lives with his abusive father John and is depressed. Sam Wesson is on the football team and goes to the same high school Dean does. They're both seniors and want some friends, or something more.

    I suck at summaries sorry. Read the tags and if it's not your cup of tea then just don't read.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    6
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    54
    Bookmarks:
    4
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