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**this is a crossover, BUT it's 100% a Destiel story that we borrowed certain characters, elements and environments from other fandoms for. You do not need to understand Harry Potter or the Hunger Games in order to appreciate this, because we explain each element that we use.**
Entering his 5th year of the Voldemort-controlled Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, muggle-born Dean Winchester is faced with the prospect of the Choosing - a ceremony where twelve students are picked based on blood status to participate in the Mudblood Games. In the Games, the tributes are transported to Purgatory. If you're the first to find your way to the portal out, you become part of Voldemort's world - and if you're not, you die. Will Dean, Sam, Castiel and the others be Chosen, or will they simply have to sit by and watch their friends suffer at the hands of the cruelest supernatural threat the trio have ever faced?
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The Winchester brothers have only one weakness, and that’s each other.
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Basically this is a really conveniently different AU to the show.
Cas died and Dean is sad.
Lucifer killed Mary.
Sam and Rowena are a thing.
Crowley didn't die bc Mary did.
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Donna is a fan of the friendaversary, so one year after she first meets Dean, she gives him a call to invite him out to celebrate. The friendship of Donna and Dean explored through canon from S10 to present.
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The first chapter is based on the Yellow Wallpaper. Sixteen-year-old Dean is left alone in a yellow hotel room to cope with his recent little brother's death. Depression. Hospitalization. Bobby is awesome. John isn't.
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One day, Dean goes to a local park with plans on downing a bunch of pills and ending his own life, until his path crosses with a bright-eyed little girl, introducing herself as Claire, who proclaims that she’s lost. Dean takes care of her until her father, a local surgeon named Castiel Novak, shows up to come and retrieve her. Dean thinks that will be the end of it. What he didn’t count on was for those two to somehow manage to worm their way into his life.
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Carrying the body to the pyre is the hardest thing he’s ever done.
Each step makes his bones feel like lead. His muscles protest the act as though his very soul rejects the thought of burning Cass. But he know he has to. If he allows himself to… he’d wait forever. Sam offers to help. But Dean has to do this. He half wonders whether he should keep the trench-coat. For the memories.
No.
He isn’t coming back.
His eyes drift of their own volition to the charred wing marks in the mud. The mud. Cass had died in the dirt and soon enough the last remnants of himself, his scorched wings, would be either washed away or trampled into nothing. Everyone knows what charred wings mean. But he’d had one last shred of hope. Dean sees it leaving; he lets it float away, it’s useless to him now.
Cass would never look at him again. Never hug him or touch him or tease him. They’d never talk again. They’d been fighting, it seems like they’re always fighting.
The coat has to burn.
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What Dean went through emotionally after Castiel is killed by Lucifer in the season 12 finale
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High school is one of the hardest times in your life, trying to fit in, find yourself, and just get to the next day, but how wild it be if you were moving around all the time? Or never had parents there to help you, well, Dean has faced that pain his whole live, but at least now he has people to lean on, his real family, the Singers, his brother Sam, and his friends. With an unsupportive and alcohol abusing father, Dean has to try an live a secret life and keep Sam’s the same so they don’t get hurt anymore, but sometimes, you can’t always protect those you love, and sometimes you hurt them on accident in the process... join Dean and his brother as they navigate through high school, falling in love, and dealing with the drama it throws at you.
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Dean Winchester has a great life.
Seriously, ask anyone. He has a great job, great friends, and an even greater family. It’s all just something out of a fairytale, really.
Until it’s not.
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Castiel is fairly content with his life. Not happy, but…content. It works for him.
Until it doesn't.
And it's at this place, between unhappiness and discontent, where everything changes.
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Dad’s in Minnesota doing God-knows-what, Sammy’s at Stanford, and Dean’s twenty-two when he thinks about killing himself for the first time. In which Dean’s on a hunt in Rapid City, South Dakota, and everything goes to shit. Bobby comes to the rescue. Eventually.
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- Part 3 of things Dean doesn't tell Sam
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Dean is the owner of "The Roadhouse," a coffee shop in a small town in Utah. Castiel and his brother Gabriel have recently moved into town. Cas and Dean meet on a rainy day when Cas is stuck outside after closing hours without an umbrella.
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Dean is a Veteran of the Vietnam war and after years of being imprisoned he finally comes back home to Castiel right before Christmas, whom he lived together with before he got drafted four years ago.
The fact that Homosexuality is still forbidden and Dean's PTSD are not helping the progress of finding back into the lightness of their relationship so Cas decides to go on a roadtrip over the Christmas days in the hope that they find back to being as close as before.
What at first doesn't seem too difficult soon turns into something close to a nightmare for Cas, one that Dean just escaped -
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Sam killed himself on November 2nd, 1999. Years later after helping Chuck and Amara reconcile in thanks Amara gives Dean what he needed the most, his little brother.
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- Part 45 of 2019 365 Days of Writing
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Dean and Castiel never knew each other. Castiel always thought that that when the new kid came into town that he was just going to be another kid who was going to be weird. Someone who he thought would freak him out. But he is really not. Quite the opposite. He finds out that Dean Michael Winchester has had a rough child hood. Always moving schools, towns, never really having a home, taking care of his little brother because his father was never home. Castiel defends Dean from getting bullied by Alastair. He bullies him from the start of him starting the school. And sometimes it hits harder on Dean than it usually does. Then after one day Dean gets hurt so badly that Castiel takes him to his own house to give Dean a break. but That's when Castiel really confesses his love for Dean. More than he has yet, sure they have had a few kisses and slept together, but this is the main moment. The moment where time really stands still and they both just stare at each other. Every thing stops. Castiel asks Dean to be his boyfriend, because he is too nice to live in a world where he doesn't know his worth.
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Gabriel was just scouting another location for an expansion of Morningstar when he happened upon Dean Winchester in the shittiest BDSM club he'd been to in a long while. From the second he saw those haunted green eyes, he felt an indescribable connection. The problem - Dean Winchester had been beaten and abused beyond anything Gabriel had ever seen. He prayed he had the strength to put him back together because there was little doubt, Dean was a legendary Omega - something he'd never actually believed was real.
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SPOILERS!!
SPOILERS FOR S15 E1
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.Fix-it after that Castiel/Dean interaction at the end of the episode.
Castiel thinks that Dean doesn't care.
Sam's here to show him just how wrong he is.
And Balthagar is here to show them both how utterly wrong they are.
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The one where SOMEONE finally tells Castiel how Dean lost faith in every single thing when he thought Castiel was dead for good.
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Po śmierci Mary i Johna, Dean i Sam Winchester trafiają pod opiekę Ellen i Bobby'ego Singerów. Próbują wieść normalne życie, jednak Dean po traumie choruje na depresję i nie jest mu łatwo. W wieku 11 lat poznaje chłopca o nieskazitelnie niebieskich oczach, Castiela. Jednak czy uda im się utrzymać kontakt? Jak zakończą lata szkolne? Czy uda im się w końcu odnaleźć? Czy zrozumieją, że tylko oni mogą siebie nawzajem ocalić?
(Jest ono również dostępne na Wattpadzie: https://www.wattpad.com/story/107242080-niesko%C5%84czenie-ocaleni-destiel-au)
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Dean dies and gets sent back to hell. There he comes across familiar faces that might just drive him mad and on top of that more people have taken an interest in him.
Can his friends and family save him or will he end up giving them the answer they want.Takes place around season 5, so Sam hasn't been to hell.
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Heaven Don't Have A Name by Verchiel
Fandoms: Supernatural, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
20 Sep 2019
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Tony Stark, Dean Winchester, and Harry Potter... what do they have in common?
They each have a journal in their respective universes, hidden from everyone.
Each line for each page contains reasons why they want to die.One day a group of time travelers, descended from The Norns (or Fates), decide to change things after discovering the strings of fate.
*Inspired by "The Other Book", which was written by Misanagi
[Morgan Stark... not sure who she is but the fandom created a child for Tony and Pepper? That's what I'm getting from other non-spoiled fanfiction with the Avengers, so Morgan will be used here like an OC child. I haven't watched Infinity War or End Games yet, so please no spoilers in the comments section.] -
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See what Demon Dean does to a girl that isn’t worth taking another round in.
Just when he’s done with her, Dean hears a suspicious sound and checks it out. A stranger has broken into his home, but when he gets a better look at the intruder, it isn’t a stranger. It’s Sam.
Sam has never stopped looking for his brother and now he found him. He intends to capture him and cure him, but then he discovers the used and abused girl in Dean’s bedroom.NEW/UPDATED/ADDED
Back at the bunker, Sam succeeds with curing Dean. The girl, Reed, that Dean raped and Sam saved, has begged Sam to train her in supernatural self-defense.
Dean and Reed have their troubles living under the same roof. He's consumed with guilt and remorse. Her blame and anger towards him know no bounds. Will Reed be able to forgive him? More importantly, will Dean ever be able to forgive himself?Series
- Part 4 of Lecherous Nocturne Excursions Collection