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    Castiel is essentially alone. Abandoned by his parents, ridiculed by his classmates, Castiel finds his only solace in a metal blade and an old pair of headphones.

    Dean is new in town, intrigued by the broken boy down the street, he surely can't leave well enough alone, especially when he wasn't well enough to begin with.

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    It was an average school day for the students of Hunter High School. Until 10 am. Over announcements was a lockdown.
    The cities dangerous gang arrived at the high school and shot at anyone. Dean, Sam, Castiel, along with their friends must survive the horror of 5 hours of the lockdown. When military reinforcements arrive, the gang kidnaps anyone they see.

    The parents are now worried, not knowing that their kids are trying to hold on to hope.

    It's up to Dean and Sam Winchester and Castiel Novak (and his remaining siblings) to survive and sacrifice and to fight until they leave the hell hole called Purgatory.

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    Castiel must decide between saving his own life or the life of Sam and Dean when a demon corners him. Of course, he chooses to die for the Winchesters. When he sees the brothers again, he decides not to tell them that he is dying, because he thinks they will be mad at him. But, he's not doing a very good job hiding that fact that he is dying a very slow and agonizing death.

    Song-fic based on a song in Les Miserables, Little Fall of Rain.

    Please read the tags!

    Suicide Warning!

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    Compatible - capable of existing or living together in harmony.

    It was the reason why Castiel and Inias were chosen for each other prior to Castiel’s assignment to save the Righteous Man from Perdition. But after so many years on Earth, first-hand experiences with emotions and the nuances of humanity, Castiel has come to terms with the fact that he isn’t the angel he used to be. However, it isn’t until a traumatic event upending his world that he finally starts to question what love really means.

    And surprisingly, it isn’t at the hands of his Aisaroel (the angel he was bonded to), but that of a certain hunter.

    [Part of the 2018 DCBB]
    [EDITED]
    [Art made by zelirocks (zelirocks.tumblr.com)] - Coming soon!

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    I found some notes I made whilst watching Hunteri Heroici and I thought I'd try and shape it into something. You can find me on tumblr @sincerlty-is-scary

    Not sure how this is gonna turn out since it is unbeta-d. I feel like it is different to my other fics but then again I haven't written for a while

    The title is take from one of my favourite Green Day songs <3

    Please enjoy!:)

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    Dean Winchester is dead. Castiel came across him after the assault in the hopes he could save him, but failed. Instead, he found Lucifer, and the archangel left Castiel with a terrible gift. Now Castiel is stuck waiting for the end of the world, hoping he can find a way to end it all, even if it means ending his existence.

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    Bardzo apodyktyczny i brutalny alfa Dean porywa ślepego wilczka, Casa i to jest dopiero początek ich wspólnych przygód. Jeśli chcesz do mnie napisać: saxnas.pl@gmail.com :)

    English version here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3991507/chapters/8962606

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    Dean will never forget the day he ruined Castiel's life. He wants to make up for it but knows that it will never happen. He is in love in Cas even after his actions. And although he doesn't know it Castiel loves him too. Even after all that. But, when he is about to apologize, he joins Lucifer's gang after what Castiel says in order to get revenge. He doesn't realize just how far he went until it is too late. Can Cas be saved?

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    The 5 year old boy with dazzling blue eyes, who witnessed his parents' death, grew up to be the typical Punk senior, but with a twist...

    The 6 year old kid with fanfiction green eyes, who's mother died in a house fire, grew up to be the Popular Jock senior, but with a twist..

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    Castiel Novak. A 14 year old teen that has a abusive father and is suicidal. After a failed suicide attempt, he is sent to a psychiatric facility at the hospital he was in.

    Sam Winchester is assigned to be Castiel's lawyer. His brother Dean tags along, wanting to see what's so special about Castiel. Soon Dean learns he's falling in love with Castiel.

    Will Castiel's older siblings approve? Will Castiel's father go to jail. What will happen?

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    Newly human Castiel isn't taking to life easily, and after being kicked out by the Winchesters, he 's wondering if it's worth all the trouble to keep going.

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    After a witch hunt gone terribly wrong, Dean calls Castiel in a desperate attempt to save Sam's life, but the angel's help comes with a very high price. With Cas' borrowed Grace burning out faster every day, the Mark of Cain being more active than ever and a bottle of whiskey to top it all, a confession from Castiel sends Dean's entire life spiraling out of control.

    Set after 10x10, "The Hunter Games".

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    Castiel could feel the denial ready to happily settle in his mind. If he ignores it, maybe it’ll hurt less. Maybe he’ll be able to complete the mission and die with no human emotions getting in the way. Maybe… maybe that’s what’s best for Dean. He’s been trying to understand what being human is. He’d thought embracing his emotions for himself but keeping them from others was the best thing he could do, but what Dean is doing in denying it all together... Who’s best to know what to do with emotions than someone who’s lived with them their whole life? So when Dean asks:

    “Delete my memory”

    Castiel obliges.
     

    Or: the one where miscommunication is the real villain and Cas and Dean just can't get their hands off eachother.

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    Dean loves Castiel and he absolutely hates it and himself. What happens when it sounds like Cas is saying goodbye?

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    Dean makes a stupid decision, and Castiel is understandably upset about it. Did we mention he's determined to fix it at all costs?

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    Dean bit down on the inside of his cheek. He almost lost Sam last night. He’d almost lost Sam 1000 times before. He set a hand on his sleeping brother’s shoulder.

    “I’m proud of you, Sammy,” he muttered. “Mom and Dad would be proud, too.” Dean turned his eyes back to the road and almost instantly hit the breaks. Sam jerked against his seatbelt and woke up with his fist clenched. Dean threw the car in park and scrambled out.

    Not ten feet in front of them was Cas. Two enormous black wings sprouted from his back, glimmering green and purple hues in the bright sunlight. The angel was standing with his hands in his pockets on this deserted stretch of Kansas highway as though being an angel on a deserted Kansas highway was the most normal thing in the world.

    Dean ran up to him and noticed a sign hanging around his friend’s neck. White poster-board hung from twine and settled across Castiel’s chest.

    FREE TO A GOOD HOME

    ...

    This fic takes place at some undefined point in the Supernatural universe. I'm going to try not to include anything too season specific.

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    Battered, bruised and neglected Castiel attempts to struggle through high school whilst juggling two jobs and looking after his two younger sibilings and his dead-beat mother. Now is not the time for Castiel to fall head over heels for some jock with jade green eyes and an intoxicating smile.....

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    The darkness that follows a setting sun is not the murmurs of a lost day, but rather the promises of a new dawn. Castiel was lost, ready to succumb to the darkness, to let it take him. That was until a familiar face appeared during his darkest hour with a flashlight pointed towards a new tomorrow.

    Blackbird fly, blackbird fly
    Into the light of the dark, black night

    [Timestamp for Dimension 4]

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    Castiel has never been to a public school in his life. His rigorously Christian parents had sent him to a Catholic school. He was always a good kid. He followed the rules and never did anything wrong.

    Until he meets Dean Winchester.

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