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    Bardzo apodyktyczny i brutalny alfa Dean porywa ślepego wilczka, Casa i to jest dopiero początek ich wspólnych przygód. Jeśli chcesz do mnie napisać: saxnas.pl@gmail.com :)

    English version here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3991507/chapters/8962606

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    The 5 year old boy with dazzling blue eyes, who witnessed his parents' death, grew up to be the typical Punk senior, but with a twist...

    The 6 year old kid with fanfiction green eyes, who's mother died in a house fire, grew up to be the Popular Jock senior, but with a twist..

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    Castiel Novak. A 14 year old teen that has a abusive father and is suicidal. After a failed suicide attempt, he is sent to a psychiatric facility at the hospital he was in.

    Sam Winchester is assigned to be Castiel's lawyer. His brother Dean tags along, wanting to see what's so special about Castiel. Soon Dean learns he's falling in love with Castiel.

    Will Castiel's older siblings approve? Will Castiel's father go to jail. What will happen?

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    Newly human Castiel isn't taking to life easily, and after being kicked out by the Winchesters, he 's wondering if it's worth all the trouble to keep going.

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    After a witch hunt gone terribly wrong, Dean calls Castiel in a desperate attempt to save Sam's life, but the angel's help comes with a very high price. With Cas' borrowed Grace burning out faster every day, the Mark of Cain being more active than ever and a bottle of whiskey to top it all, a confession from Castiel sends Dean's entire life spiraling out of control.

    Set after 10x10, "The Hunter Games".

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    Dean Winchester is dead. Castiel came across him after the assault in the hopes he could save him, but failed. Instead, he found Lucifer, and the archangel left Castiel with a terrible gift. Now Castiel is stuck waiting for the end of the world, hoping he can find a way to end it all, even if it means ending his existence.

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    Castiel could feel the denial ready to happily settle in his mind. If he ignores it, maybe it’ll hurt less. Maybe he’ll be able to complete the mission and die with no human emotions getting in the way. Maybe… maybe that’s what’s best for Dean. He’s been trying to understand what being human is. He’d thought embracing his emotions for himself but keeping them from others was the best thing he could do, but what Dean is doing in denying it all together... Who’s best to know what to do with emotions than someone who’s lived with them their whole life? So when Dean asks:

    “Delete my memory”

    Castiel obliges.
     

    Or: the one where miscommunication is the real villain and Cas and Dean just can't get their hands off eachother.

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    Dean loves Castiel and he absolutely hates it and himself. What happens when it sounds like Cas is saying goodbye?

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    Dean makes a stupid decision, and Castiel is understandably upset about it. Did we mention he's determined to fix it at all costs?

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    Dean bit down on the inside of his cheek. He almost lost Sam last night. He’d almost lost Sam 1000 times before. He set a hand on his sleeping brother’s shoulder.

    “I’m proud of you, Sammy,” he muttered. “Mom and Dad would be proud, too.” Dean turned his eyes back to the road and almost instantly hit the breaks. Sam jerked against his seatbelt and woke up with his fist clenched. Dean threw the car in park and scrambled out.

    Not ten feet in front of them was Cas. Two enormous black wings sprouted from his back, glimmering green and purple hues in the bright sunlight. The angel was standing with his hands in his pockets on this deserted stretch of Kansas highway as though being an angel on a deserted Kansas highway was the most normal thing in the world.

    Dean ran up to him and noticed a sign hanging around his friend’s neck. White poster-board hung from twine and settled across Castiel’s chest.

    FREE TO A GOOD HOME

    ...

    This fic takes place at some undefined point in the Supernatural universe. I'm going to try not to include anything too season specific.

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    Battered, bruised and neglected Castiel attempts to struggle through high school whilst juggling two jobs and looking after his two younger sibilings and his dead-beat mother. Now is not the time for Castiel to fall head over heels for some jock with jade green eyes and an intoxicating smile.....

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    The darkness that follows a setting sun is not the murmurs of a lost day, but rather the promises of a new dawn. Castiel was lost, ready to succumb to the darkness, to let it take him. That was until a familiar face appeared during his darkest hour with a flashlight pointed towards a new tomorrow.

    Blackbird fly, blackbird fly
    Into the light of the dark, black night

    [Timestamp for Dimension 4]

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    Castiel has never been to a public school in his life. His rigorously Christian parents had sent him to a Catholic school. He was always a good kid. He followed the rules and never did anything wrong.

    Until he meets Dean Winchester.

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    Being human takes a toll on Cas. The Winchesters could be better emotional role models. (These works are not in any order at all, other than the way they come to me).

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    "At some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart, but not in your life,"

    -Sandi Lynn

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    Constantly bullied and abused Castiel Novak knows and believes that no one will ever love him. But things soon change for him when he meets Dean Winchester, an older and deeply troubled boy, who develops an interest in Castiel and all the scars he has.

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    Castiel is struggling with his own thoughts and feelings of self-worth. Dean doesn't help when there's a slip of the tongue that sends his husband into a downward spiral.

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    When a call for help from an old friend comes in, Dean and Cas embark on a case that takes them across the ocean to an Australian paradise. The people in need of their help maintain a fascinating connection to the veil, in a manner neither Dean nor Cas could have expected. As long denied emotions and desires between them are finally acknowledged, each are forced to confront their painful pasts in unique ways. The mysteries of the case slowly begin to reveal a much bigger villain at play, however, the closer they get to identifying the evil plaguing this paradise, the more they understand the enemy which has been working against them for the past ten years. Dean and Cas must decide once and for all what they each want, and if they are willing to suffer the required cost in order to achieve true happiness.

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    Cas, the blind wolf was kidnapped by Alpha Dean, and tries to struggle against his dramatic fate: violence, slavery. Has he any future after that all, with whole load of bad experiences, the trauma and hate to Dean – his torturer? Is he able to feel any happiness ever more? Is there any hope for them, for him (because he is the victim)? Or the only what he can expect is the immensity of misfortune, ‘cause there is nobody to care him, and he is only dependent of his hangman's' mercy?

    Originally I wrote it in Polish, but now I can share it with the English-speaking readers, which makes me very happy! I hope you really enjoy it. If you want to contact me please do not hesitate and use my e-mail: saxnas.pl@gmail.com or leave a comment at the end of chapter :)

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