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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    The 5 year old boy with dazzling blue eyes, who witnessed his parents' death, grew up to be the typical Punk senior, but with a twist...

    The 6 year old kid with fanfiction green eyes, who's mother died in a house fire, grew up to be the Popular Jock senior, but with a twist..

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    Castiel has always been in the darkness never in the light. After moving Castiel has to face even more challenges with new bullies which includes a green eyed boy. But not only does Cas have to deal with bullies but his problems at home. Until he is almost pushed past the breaking point when something suddenly changes in Castiel's life.

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    Dean has always wanted a new kid to come to the school. He doesn’t know why but he has. Once he gets news that a big family is moving to town, he gets really excited. He heard that one of them was actually 17 like him and the other was 15 like Sam. He and Sam have to show them around the school. Will they become friends? Will they become more than friends?
    -NOTE- I do not intend to offend other authors by making this seem like im copying theirs because im not. I also am gonna be adding characters from other movies and shows.

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    After a witch hunt gone terribly wrong, Dean calls Castiel in a desperate attempt to save Sam's life, but the angel's help comes with a very high price. With Cas' borrowed Grace burning out faster every day, the Mark of Cain being more active than ever and a bottle of whiskey to top it all, a confession from Castiel sends Dean's entire life spiraling out of control.

    Set after 10x10, "The Hunter Games".

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    Bardzo apodyktyczny i brutalny alfa Dean porywa ślepego wilczka, Casa i to jest dopiero początek ich wspólnych przygód. Jeśli chcesz do mnie napisać: saxnas.pl@gmail.com :)

    English version here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3991507/chapters/8962606

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    Again, they move to a new town and Dean is so sick of always moving around and always being the new kid at school. And he wants something better for his little brother Sam. But their father can't manage to keep a job for longer than two months.
    No matter where they are, there is one thing that is always the same though. Dean's reputation as bad boy. It was never a problem that there were already other bad boys because Dean was always the worst. But now, he has keen competition – Castiel Novak. Covered in tattoos, drinking, smoking, doing drugs, breaking other people's noses... Novak's reputation precedes him. But that he's still different than every bad boy Dean's ever met is pretty clear though, from the very first moment they meet.

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    Castiel needed to hear someone’s voice.

    Dean was there to listen.

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    Dean Winchester is a normal, small town mechanic, working hard to make ends meet for him and his brother Sam. He also happens to volunteer at Lebanon's crisis hotline, helping out those that can't themselves. When one day he gets a call from a soft spoken man having trouble staying in reality, he gives up everything to save him.

    That's how he meets Castiel, suicidal and homeless, working at the worn-down Gas-N-Sip across town. Despite all the guns, panic attacks, and slight hospitalizations, Dean finds himself slowly falling for the angel leaning on him for support.

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    After Mary's death Dean draws himself away from Castiel. The angel can't cope with the guilt and hatred from the other man. He lost a battle against his own mind, because he fought it alone.

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    Castiel has lived without his beloved Dean for seven months, and decides that he's lived with the pain long enough.

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    Set after season 14 episode 18: Absence.

    As Castiel is burdened by Dean's anger, he feels like nobody wants or needs him around anymore.

    Dean tries to process the recent events and can't help but deeply regret the way he reacted. What he said to Castiel is unforgivable, yet the angel doesn't seem to hold it against him. Then again, Castiel never seems to hold anything against him, so it makes it easier to take it out on him. What if this time, he's gone too far? What if this time, Castiel isn't fine?

    Then Dean has to fix it, before it's too late.

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    Dean will never forget the day he ruined Castiel's life. He wants to redeem himself but knows that will never happen. He is in love in Cas. And although he doesn't know it, Castiel loves him too. Even after all that. But just when he is about to apologize, he joins Lucifer's gang. He doesn't realize just how far he went until it's too late. Can Cas be saved?

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    Castiel is essentially alone. Abandoned by his parents, ridiculed by his classmates, Castiel finds his only solace in a metal blade and an old pair of headphones.

    Dean is new in town, intrigued by the broken boy down the street, he surely can't leave well enough alone, especially when he wasn't well enough to begin with.

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    Cas, the blind wolf was kidnapped by Alpha Dean, and tries to struggle against his dramatic fate: violence, slavery. Has he any future after that all, with whole load of bad experiences, the trauma and hate to Dean – his torturer? Is he able to feel any happiness ever more? Is there any hope for them, for him (because he is the victim)? Or the only what he can expect is the immensity of misfortune, ‘cause there is nobody to care him, and he is only dependent of his hangman's' mercy?

    Originally I wrote it in Polish, but now I can share it with the English-speaking readers, which makes me very happy! I hope you really enjoy it. If you want to contact me please do not hesitate and use my e-mail: saxnas.pl@gmail.com or leave a comment at the end of chapter :)

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    Though the folklore on angels is supremely extensive, one thing that no one, save for those angels, was that they could feel the emotions of the people that they touch. A single tap of the tips of a finger could spark the most overwhelming feelings inside of them. Castiel had always hated that his kind possessed this ability, for all it ever did was cause him grief.

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    It was an average school day for the students of Hunter High School. Until 10 am. Over announcements was a lockdown.
    The cities dangerous gang arrived at the high school and shot at anyone. Dean, Sam, Castiel, along with their friends must survive the horror of 5 hours of the lockdown. When military reinforcements arrive, the gang kidnaps anyone they see.

    The parents are now worried, not knowing that their kids are trying to hold on to hope.

    It's up to Dean and Sam Winchester and Castiel Novak (and his remaining siblings) to survive and sacrifice and to fight until they leave the hell hole called Purgatory.

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    Castiel must decide between saving his own life or the life of Sam and Dean when a demon corners him. Of course, he chooses to die for the Winchesters. When he sees the brothers again, he decides not to tell them that he is dying, because he thinks they will be mad at him. But, he's not doing a very good job hiding that fact that he is dying a very slow and agonizing death.

    Song-fic based on a song in Les Miserables, Little Fall of Rain.

    Please read the tags!

    Suicide Warning!

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    Compatible - capable of existing or living together in harmony.

    It was the reason why Castiel and Inias were chosen for each other prior to Castiel’s assignment to save the Righteous Man from Perdition. But after so many years on Earth, first-hand experiences with emotions and the nuances of humanity, Castiel has come to terms with the fact that he isn’t the angel he used to be. However, it isn’t until a traumatic event upending his world that he finally starts to question what love really means.

    And surprisingly, it isn’t at the hands of his Aisaroel (the angel he was bonded to), but that of a certain hunter.

    [Part of the 2018 DCBB]
    [Art made by zelirocks (zelirocks.tumblr.com)] - Now included!

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