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    Blinking away the haze of tears residual from the nightmare, Stiles pants open-mouthed in the darkness and waits for his brain to fully wake up - it being still in the throes of the nightmare. Blood, pain, so many dead bodies, a bandaged wrapped figure with an inky mouth full of sharp teeth with an even sharper voice-
    Darkness isn't necessarily pleasant to wake up to, but the warmth of a body beside him is. It isn't enough right now though. Tapping his fingers against his thigh - ten fingers - he's awake right?
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    After the Nogitsune, Stiles struggles with frequent nightmares and panic attacks. Luckily Derek is there to help ease his anxieties, and they both discover some new things about one another.

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    Stiles wishes Derek could see things from his perspective. His magic decides to grant him that wish. Literally.

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    "Hello, Chris," sings a honeyed voice from behind.

    Chris' attention snaps toward the intruder, his gun already out of its' holster and aimed at whoever it is — a boy, apparently, with braided russet hair, a red jacket, and wise eyes. He's wearing a gas mask, but Chris can tell by the way his eyes crinkle around the edges, the way sun-burnt sand swirls in his irises, that he's smiling.

    Chris cocks his gun.

    "You killed my father," he says.

    "No offence, but he totally deserved it," the stranger agrees with cheerful solemnity.

    "What the hell are you doing in my home?" Chris demands. The kid is perched on a windowsill in Chris' office, as nonchalantly as if this were something he did every day, as if they were familiar.

    "I was just wondering," the kid speaks softly, fond amusement sewn through with a peculiar resignation, "how you'd feel about putting down some nazis?"

    [Or: The one where Stiles goes back in time and subsequently fucks with everything.]

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    When Stiles begins to piece together that his friends are avoiding him, and why, he begins to wonder why they ever saved him from the Nogitsune to begin with. When a terrible turn of events takes place in the Preserve, and the only thing that can save him is the bite, will the pack forget the misgivings between them, or will he be left to suffer?

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    When the whole of America is plunged into darkness, Stiles and his fellow second generation transgenics finally escape the evil clutches of Manticore. Free at last, Stiles is desperate to return to his home, his father, and the man he loves. Only the world isn't the same anymore. Fear and suspicion lurk around every corner, and with Manticore determined to recapture them, it might be the most dangerous thing Stiles has ever done.

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    When the pack stopped telling him about meetings, Stiles laughed. It wasn't surprising that they forgot to update his number when their phones kept getting destroyed by the monster of the week...right? They just forgot. That happened. All the time! Too often. When the pack stopped giving excuses for forgetting, a deserving prickle of fear and trepidation etched its way into his heart, making his usually cocky and brave smile falter and leave. Only when they weren't watching. When they went out of their way to stop him going to meetings, he stopped smiling altogether. Only where they couldn't see. But it's fine, right? He was part of a family that loved him and just wanted to keep him safe...right?
    But when Derek used the door instead of the window to get into Stile's house, as small and insignificant a fact that may be, he accepted that something was wrong.

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    Stiles Stilinski, a Spark who always seems to be a trouble magnet and Peter Parker "Your Friendly Neighbourhood Spider" becomes roommates. The two first months went rather well, but of course, Stiles luck would run out sooner or later... now, he needs to try to keep this part of his life from his perfectly "normal" human roommate.
    Meanwhile, Peter deals with being completely alone for the first time since his aunt's death... Tony Stark is his legal guardian. Even though it pains him, he allowed Peter to attend the University States away, letting the boy heal in his own time and always reminding him that he always has a home back in the tower with the rest of The Avengers.

     

     

    Chapter 1-16 have been updated

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    Stiles Stilinski, a young pitcher who's finally made it to the big leagues and settling into his spot as a relief pitcher, and feels like he's finally being seen as the pitcher he is, instead of a liability or his PTSD, had his world turned upside down when he's released via Designated for Assignment. But his world is turned around with one call when his dream team calls, wanting him to fill in their spot as a starting pitcher. Now he just has to prove he has what it takes to be a starting pitcher, along with his little shadow, Beastie Boy.

    Derek Hale, back up catcher for the Mets, had a breakout season when the Mets starting catcher was out on an injury. He knows the other catcher has been working hard to rehab and get himself back to playing condition for the upcoming season and come back. Derek knows he could wait out his contract that's almost out and make a move that would be better for his career. But he likes the team and it's always been his dream to play for the Mets, to play for his home city.

    Two players, working for their dreams, what happens when their worlds collide? Can they find their dreams?

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    Stiles is happy. As happy as you can get, with the occasional near-death experience. Scott became part of Derek’s pack, and together they’re all living a peaceful life. As nonviolent as it can get.

    Derek trusts him more, relies on him, and Stiles feels more included. He’ll never admit it, but Stiles has always wanted to belong. And he’s happy now that he’s found that. He’s supposed to be content. But life loves to fuck with him.

    And so, Stiles finds himself in another series of crazy adventures, near-death experiences, reunions with old family, and solving mysteries about himself and others all around him. Nothing weird. What can he do? It's his life now. Also, turns out he's a super-strong mage. How cool is that!

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    Stiles couldn’t get a break.

    It all started when Scott was bitten which set off a chain reaction of even more crazy things like werewolves, a kanima, more werewolves, getting possessed, getting kidnapped a few times, saving Derek from a not-so-dead Kate, even more werewolves, a werecoyote, some things which should’ve stayed in their own mythologies, and a few hunters on top of that.

    And, to top it all off, Stiles had been taken by some “misguided” (as the FBI said) organisation called WICKED who’d chucked him inside some maze for a couple of months and called him Thomas for a while. So, while his supernatural friends were dealing with invisible wrinkly cowboys, he was watching his Glader and Scorcher friends die at the hands of Ava Paige.

    After being forced to kill the love of his life and watching his friend sacrifice herself for him, Scott’s asshole of a dad had turned up to save them but Stiles thought that it was too little too late.

    He was forced to return to Beacon Hills, and he never saw his new friends again. He went back to being Stiles, the sarcastic human in the pack, instead of Thomas, the fearless leader.

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    When Scott got bitten he gained lots of new friends, leaving Stiles behind. Slowly Stiles stops chasing him and realises he's better alone than trying to rescue their friendship. but that doesnt mean he's not hurt

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    Stiles has everything: two parents who love him, a giant Hale pack that adores him, a well of powerful magic, and a mate who would move heaven and earth for him. But when his mate is killed and their mate bond broken, it all comes crashing down. Determined to join Peter in death, Stiles tries to kill himself, calling on his magic to take him to his mate. But something goes awry and Stiles ends up in another dimension, where he finds a different kind of Peter. But first Stiles has to get him out of Eichen...

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    Derek knows he needs to sleep. Weeks of barely enough food, never enough water, not letting himself sleep has left his body weak and slow to heal. Knowing isn’t the problem. How the hell could he sleep? He can’t relax, he can hardly sit down. Everything smells wrong and nothing he does quiets the buzzing need he feels to go to Stiles.

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    Stiles and Derek get kidnapped. Derek manages to get them out, but he doesn’t know how he’s supposed to manage to stay away from Stiles after weeks of taking care of him, of sleeping curled together. “Mine” growls the wolf, “protect him, keep him close, keep him safe”. There’s hardly room for anything else in his mind.

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    “Stiles,” Scott says again, in that same patient but expectant voice.

    Stiles’s nerves are already too frayed for this. But he’s not going to have a fucking panic attack right now, because there’s more important shit to deal with than Stiles’s fucked emotional state. And he sure as hell isn’t breaking down in front of Scott’s beta. Stiles isn’t going to do that to him.

    “Yes, okay,” Stiles replies. Somehow he manages to not sound like he’s cracking under the weight of—well, everything, so. Points for him. “We followed him out here. What do you want me to say? That I’m a stalker, huh? That I’m crazy, totally paranoid?”

    He looks up at Scott now and wonders if his best friend even realizes that he’s on the brink of losing it. Does he hear the bitter self-deprecation leaking into Stiles’ tone as he calls himself crazy and paranoid? Does he get why those words sting so much?

    Does Scott understand how badly Stiles needs him to just trust him for once?

    Or, what might have been going through Stiles's head during his conversation with Scott about Theo in Parasomnia.

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    It’s been a week since Stiles killed Gerard. His pack bonds have settled, his relationship with his dad is stronger than ever, and he has a mate who seems to understand him better than Stiles ever could have imagined.

    He still doesn’t want to go back to school.

    His dad tells him that he can’t avoid it forever, and he knows that, but it doesn’t make him any less reluctant. He tries his very best to tell himself that he’ll be fine, knowing that his pack will be there with him. He’s stronger than ever before. There shouldn't be anything to fear.

    But while he can try to ignore his old pack, he’s not sure he can ignore their new English teacher who reeks like darkness.

    And... then there's the darkness inside his very own pack. Has Stiles really found a place to belong?

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    After being attacked by a siren Stiles' recovery is long and full of setbacks, good thing Lydia has no plans on leaving her boyfriend's side.

    Companion/Follow up to one of my earlier stories: Hear My Voice and Say You're Mine

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    He's not sure when it started. Okay, scratch that. He knows exactly when it started. That day when he saw Derek Hale first appear in the woods. Now, two years later, a lot of things are different. But one thing that hasn't, is Stiles' crush on Derek.

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    Stiles always feels a bit left out, seeing everyone else beside him either be born a Supernatural creature or turned one. And sure, the turning part doesn't look fun, and the constantly being hunted definitely isn't fun. Yet, he can't help the small sadness each time he thinks about being the only human in the pack. Until, it's discovered that this little, weak, mortal of a human has magic blood. And then, just about everything changes.

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    Basically, I felt that Stiles' ADHD was used as a source for jokes and I wanted a fanfic that was a more accurate representation of a neurodivergent person. (written by someone with ADHD as well as a few other disorders)

     

    Story: Derek stays with Stiles when the alpha pack is in town to protect the pack human, but also because he thinks Stiles is lying to them about something cause the teen acts super distant around them.

    Stiles is freaking out because he's going to be living with Derek and be around the man all the time and can't mask his 'weird' behaviors and many disorders that he's managed to keep secret from the pack.

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    Stiles dropped a coffee cup and it chipped. Derek reassures him everything’s fine.

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    The night sky can be one of the prettiest views in the world. The moon lights up the streets and the stars twinkle as you walk. Tonight, there is no moon. It’s hidden behind the clouds, and the sky is starless.

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