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    Steve goes into the ice wrapped in his sealskin.
    He wakes up cold and empty.

    A selkie isn't supposed to be separated from their coat. He has to adapt to the twenty-first century while adjusting to having a hole ripped out of his soul. He can feel that it's out there, somewhere, waiting. It's not destroyed.
    But where?

    {A Winter Soldier AU}

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    Tony Stark, genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist and, of course, Iron Man, would never admit out loud that he felt lonely in Stark Tower after his breakup with Pepper Potts. The corridors are quiet and even in such a large place the walls feel claustrophobic. So when he discovers that Steve Rogers' apartment burns down, he doesn't hesitate to offer his fellow Avenger a hand. Neither of them, however, suspects that this is a step into a vortex of events from which there is no return.

    Dealing with their own feelings for the other is just the tip of the iceberg, and when small but increasingly dangerous attacks on individual members of the Avengers begin, both know they must join forces and act.

    But who is behind it all? SHIELD, Hydra, or perhaps one of their enemies from other worlds? Or perhaps someone they've never had the pleasure of meeting before, hiding behind the mask of an upstanding citizen of the United States? Whatever the answer is, Steve and Tony must act fast.

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    “The stars were everywhere, falling and shattering around him and setting the ground ablaze.
    Steve let out a scream of terror.”

    In an attempt to save his team, Steve lets Hydra take him in their place, the super soldier that they could never achieve. He knows them, knows their techniques of torture - he will be fine.
    That is, until Hydra decides that breaking someone mentally is far more effective than breaking them physically.
    Steve is soon subjected to a hallucinogen gas that, if he isn’t saved in time, will destroy him completely.
    And the Avengers don’t even know where their Captain is.

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    The Asset growled protectively. He could not allow the doctors too close. He couldn't let them suspect. He couldn't let anyone suspect. Even after the chair, he knew that.

     

    Seventy years ago, Bucky took a secret to his grave. He managed to keep it safe from Hydra, but now that he's on the run, it's getting harder and harder to keep his secret.
    Steve hasn't stopped looking for Bucky. He's running himself ragged, and the Avengers are worried. But Steve won't fail Bucky again.

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    In the wake of a disastrous mission wherein Steve disassociated while in combat, he's forced to take a break. While on break, he finally figures out his future. After over a year of the Avengers urging him to only be a leader until he figures out his next steps, Steve makes choices for himself that really only surprise the man who was once called Bucky Barnes.

    It's the continuing adventures of the mentally healthy Avengers where Tony has a kid and went to therapy and and urges everyone he meets to make good choices and be happy.

    Featuring hot dogs, a kitten and Bucky Barnes trying to make friends while falling back in love.

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    Bucky had mostly forgotten about it. It was a stupid bet he’d lost during his college years ago, and nothing had happened with it since. So imagine his surprise when he opens his phone during his lunch break and sees a text from an unknown number.

    Unknown Number: Um, hi. I found your number in a book at the library.

    (OR: The one where Steve finds Bucky's number in a library book.)

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    Steve’s body betrays him and he doesn't know if he has the strength to deal with it.

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    When Steve and Bucky where younger, they had a friend, eventually a partner. In one world she died in battle and Bucky became the Winter Soldier. In another, she didn't. And everything changed from there. Especially, when she gets thrown into the world where she died. But she's not the only one who gets dragged along for the ride.

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    Steve can’t sleep, the guilt and pain eating him alive, leaving him empty and drained. But when he coincidentally stumbles into Bucky on one rainy freezing night, he must do whatever he can to save his sick and starving friend. He will not let him down again, he can’t.

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    One night after the helicarrier crash at the Triskelion, Bucky shows up on Steve's doorstep asking to lay low at his place for a few weeks.
    Together they try and find a new rhythm, dealing with mental health and feelings from the past as well as the present.

     

    Takes Place starting a few weeks after
    Captain America: The Winter Soldier

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    Trouble sleeping?”

    He ignores the voice for a few moments before turning to look at Nick Fury. “I slept for seventy years, sir. I think I've had my fill.”

    “Then you should be out, celebrating, seeing the world.”

    He’s tired of that sentiment. Everyone wants him to go on an adventure and live the wildest life he can as if he hasn’t lost his sense of purpose, or as if he’s not going to wake up drenched at an ungodly hour in the night. Celebrate what, exactly? His return from the dead?

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    This is a story of anger and acceptance, pain and solace. Featuring Steve Rogers and Co.

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    Steve is on a really long dry spell, so his friends take it upon themselves to buy him a sex doll for his birthday. He's mortified, but what can you do? He really is lonely. And the doll is very handsome, almost a little too lifelike.

    He doesn't know that it's fashioned after the head of the company that made it, Tony Stark himself. Or that he's ever going to meet him face to face.

    If he makes it through this without dying of embarrassment, he's going to lynch Bucky.

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    Steve Rogers remembers when the Valkyrie crashed very clearly.

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    'Somewhere in a hidden memory, images float before my eyes...'

    Steve tries to keep his eyes on the little figure weaving in and out of foot traffic. But, there are limits to even his capabilities, and the city buzzes tonight. The boy vanishes from sight, and so Steve turns back, despite the niggle of perturbation deep in his brain. Something just doesn’t seem right.

    He spins on his heel, unashamed to be caught going the wrong way, until another flash of yellow-gold grabs him. It’s on the other side of the street now, only just visible in the throngs.

    Steve’s breath catches in his throat when he realizes the boy isn’t alone. The first one, he’s all bird bones and bright hair, but the other one’s taller, stalkier, all chestnut curls and bruiser ambling. They’re hand-in-hand tonight, in their shorts and long socks and suspenders, whispering to each other. The first one stops, as if he can feel Steve’s glance even across the busy street, and when their eyes lock, it’s like baring his soul.

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    Tony never thought they'd find Captain America, it was about as likely as aliens falling from the sky. But, somehow, SHIELD had, and now he was starting to realise that the larger-than-life hero was just as human as the rest of them. It was as comforting as it was terrifying.

    Teen for swearing

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    "The thing about farmers, Steve decides while laying in a pool of blood, is that far too often they want to solve problems themselves." (Gen, No smut) [One-Shot]

    Whumptober Prompt No. 1

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    “There’s a body in the garden.”

    The words were spoken calmly, while Bucky kept his eyes locked onto the gangly form prostrate in the dirt outside. When he’d spotted it in a casual pass of the window, he’d experienced shock for all of half a second before he’d quickly transitioned into acceptance and wariness.

    He stepped back from the window as Steve rushed up, a damp blue dish towel in his hands. Steve’s eyes immediately narrowed in on the form that was face down by the tomato plants. It was a good sign that Bucky wasn’t hallucinating, and a bad sign in that it meant the corpse in the garden was real.

    Steve gave Bucky a look, the corners of his mouth sternly downturned.

    “I didn’t put it there,” Bucky said, just in case that was in question.

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    A mostly-dead Loki shows up face-planted in Bucky’s garden one day while Steve’s over for lunch. (Throws Infinity War/Endgame deaths and other parts of canon out the window.)

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    Steve promised himself he would be nothing like his father. His mother said he changed after coming home from the war—got angrier, got drunker.
    Growing up he tried not to drink, tried not to let his anger get the better of him. Anything not to be like Joe.

    But after the serum, after the war, and after a few major slip ups, he worries he will never be free of him.

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    Bruce Banner was having a totally normal day at work- Until his wife brought his son into the ER.

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    Seven hundred and sixty-nine days. That is how long Steve Rogers has been imprisoned on the Raft.
    Only he wasn’t placed in the ordinary cells his teammates were when they had been arrested for helping him and Bucky after the signing of the Accords. Instead, on that fateful day, Ross told the former Captain with a gleeful smile on his face that he would be receiving a brand-new cell made especially for him.
    The soldier was held in place with arm and leg shackles chained to a metal collar around his neck and surrounded by six heavily armed guards ordered to use severe force in the event that Steve were to move. Between the heads of the guards in front of him, the super-soldier could see the wall ahead of them slide open like a door to reveal his new home.

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