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    Steve thinks about “Bucky is alive”
    Hydra thinks about “hail hydra”
    And a lot is lost in the subtext.

    In other words: Steve is simultaneously oblivious and a wrecking ball, and Hydra is too busy thinking about emerging from the shadows to duck.

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    “You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.” Ernest Hemingway


    Retirement hasn't been easy for Steve. He has good days and bad days. This is one of his bad days. His bad days aren't so bad with Bucky.

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    This Christmas season the hottest toy on the market is the Tickle-Me-Thanos by Trickster Toys and Steve Rogers is absolutely certain that obtaining one will win him back the love of his daughter. Unfortunately, he’s not the only one who’ll go to drastic measures to get their hands on one of the precious few dolls in the small town of Hatchetfield. There is chaos on the horizon this Black Friday; is it simple shopping mania, or is a darker force pulling the strings?

    (The Black Friday/Marvel Crossover AU nobody asked for but I’m providing. You don’t need to have seen Black Friday to understand this work)

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    He hates how awful he feels, but he doesn’t want to fight it, wants to feel every ache and chill and headache, wants to surrender to the weakness, wants to let it beat him up, let it eat him alive, let it humiliate him, this microscopic ghost he’s carried home from the scene of crime after crime after crime.

    After building a fragile new balance in New York following his military service in Southeast Asia, a relapse of malaria sends Steve into a tailspin of regrets, but Buck won't leave his side.

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    Woody Allen once said, 'If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans." With that in mind, Darcy had to wonder if there was anyone who could make God laugh quite like Steve Rogers.

    Fall, 1976: Preparations

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    It's 2011, and Steve Rogers is seeing Peggy Carter for the first time in almost 70 years. But he doesn't expect her husband to open the door.

    Or, the evolution of Steve Rogers and Daniel Sousa's friendship.

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    The cold doesn't bother Steve when he's out in the snow. It only bothers him in dreams. He thinks it's supposed to be the other way around.

    He is stranded on the frozen tundra. He's watching his crash from the outside.

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    After a year with the Avengers Clint notices that Steve doesn't seem to be doing as well as he claims. He seems withdrawn and is clearly not eating and sleeping as much as he should be. Realizing that Steve has nothing to take him away from work S.H.I.E.L.D or otherwise he decides its nest to take him home to his family for some time away. Along the way he learns more about Steve that he ever thought he would and realizes they have been failing him at every possible turn when it comes to adjusting him to his new life out of the ice.

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    For Detective Steve Rogers, this case is weird from the start. A case with the hole in the center. A doughnut.

    Tony Stark's just trying to get away with murder.

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    Three months out of the ice and Steve just wants to find his place in the world, which is how he ends up working at a bookstore and avoiding Fury's calls. But when Tony Stark makes it his personal mission to help Steve find a hobby and starts sabotaging his weekends, things suddenly get a lot more complicated. Despite Steve's best attempts to scare him off, Tony and his charm keep coming around, and Steve finds that he's the one person who actually gets him. But when the past starts to interfere with the promise of the future, Steve questions his own priorities as well as Tony's trustworthiness.

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    Tony smiled again. That smile. What was it about that smile anyway? Maybe it was his perfectly straight and white teeth that make it so amazing. But it was more than that. It was a little crooked, one side going up more than the other. And once in a while his top teeth bit his bottom lip. It was a very unguarded smile, unlike the rest of his face, which was guarded against emotion.

    “Does this mean I won?” Tony said playfully.

    “I didn’t realize we were playing a game.” Steve shot back.

    Tony backed towards the door with that lip-biting smile. “I think you did.”

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    It had taken only three weeks since the news broke about the loss of the young Captain Rogers and Howling commando Barnes to two separate mission, one from falling from a train in the alps and the other placing a plane into the north arctic ocean.

    Many allied countries raced to find the missing bodies, but searches where called off within weeks. Nations mourned there heroic sacrifices, whilst from the shadows hydra made there move.

    Under orders from there captured leader Arnim Zola and his new found Russian allies hydra quickly re-organised itself into the shadows, infiltrating the countries who once swore to defeat them. He knew exactly where to find the two fallen soldiers. it took weeks to organise searches into the alps and north arctic.

    It took less time to find the bodies of the two allied heroes in there icy graves and revive them. Death was not the end for either of the soldiers, they would endure a fate far worse, with a legacy and ledger dripping with blood. As hydra's fists from beyond the iron curtain. sowing chaos for decades to come.

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    Tony Stark, génius, miliardář, playboy, filantrop a samozřejmě Iron Man, by nikdy nahlas nepřiznal, že se po rozchodu s Pepper Pottsovou cítí ve Stark Tower osaměle. Chodby jsou tiché a i na tak velkém místě stěny působí klaustrofobicky. Když tedy zjistí, že byt Steva Rogerse vyhoří, neváhá a nabídne kolegovi Avengerovi útočiště. Ani jeden však netuší, že je to krok do víru událostí, ze kterého není návratu.

    Vypořádávání se s vlastními city vůči tomu druhému je jen špičkou ledovce a když začnou drobné, ale stále nebezpečné útoky na jednotlivé členy Avengers, oba vědí, že musejí spojit síly a jednat.

    Jenže kdo za tím vším stojí? SHIELD, Hydra nebo snad některý z jejich nepřátel z jiných světů? Či snad někdo, s kým ještě neměli tu čest, skrývající se za maskou spořádaného občana Spojených států? Ať už je odpověď jakákoliv, Steve s Tonym musejí jednat rychle.

     

    Počet slov: Uvidíme
    Počet kapitol: Bůh ví
    Vydání první kapitoly: 19.01.2020
    Vydání poslední kapitoly: Někdy v blízké budoucnosti
    Zveřejňování: Každou středu

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    The Accords. Lagos. Thaddeus Ross. Sokovia. Washington D.C. So many things on his plate and Steve doesn't have any room for any more.

    Then he gets the text.

    She's gone. In her sleep.

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    Tony held his glass in front of him. “Toast?”

    “What are we toasting?”

    “To sleepless nights,” Tony said, sounding perhaps more serious than Steve had ever heard him. “And the things that keep us up.”

    As Tony looked at him with those dark eyes of his, his glass aloft, he realized this wasn’t Tony Stark, CEO. Tony Stark, son of a legend. Not even Tony Stark, Avenger. This was Tony Stark without a mask.

    “To sleepless nights,” Steve echoed.

    ***

    Or the one where Steve and Tony bond over a sleepless night.

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    "Airco," Steve blurts.
    "What?"
    "I have airco."
    "Well. Congratulations," says Goat Man. "Do you want a prize?"

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    “C’mon, Doll!” You giggled behind your glass.

    “What?” Bucky rolled his eyes. What a surprise. He was very sassy.

    “You know everything about us! But you’re still a mystery to me and Steve. You gotta tell us something! Level out the playing field!”

    “You know things about me.”

    “Yeah, but what about the other stuff? No life changing secrets that you could tell us about?”

    You leaned in close enough to his face that he could smell the vodka on your breath and see the glimmer of mischief in your eyes. You turned your head and whispered into his ear.

    “I don’t think you can handle my secrets, Soldier Boy.” Your voice sent shivers down his spine, and when you pulled away, he was sure you knew the affect you had on him from the smirk on your painted lips. “I’m gonna go find Steve.”

    As you left with a sway in your hips, Bucky was even more curious.

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    The "what if HYDRA programmed Steve right out of the ice" fic that nobody asked for.

    Feb 18 2020 - WIP, updates when I finish a chapter, no set schedule, summary to be edited when fic is complete.

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    Bucky has owned the flower shop in town for almost five years now. He has a pretty good routine going for himself even though it constantly involves Sam in multiple occurrences throughout the day, so he thinks life is going pretty well until he goes in for his appointment to get his sleeve worked on and finds out Avengers has a new artist. Who is incredibly hot. Bucky literally walks out of the shop because he’s a hot mess. He will have to reschedule with Nat later.

    Steve has been off tour for a while and has decided to lay down roots in a small town. He sets up with some friends at a tattoo shop to actually be able to do what he loves. Art. It’s still art even if it’s on a human body. He had even wanted to start getting some more himself since he couldn’t have very many in the army. He is just setting up on his first day when he catches devastating eyes looking at him and leaving before he could even ask his name.

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    A mission goes badly for Natasha, who is discovered de-aged to three years old. She recognizes no one, but every kid knows Captain America. When Tony grudgingly makes a call, Steve makes good on his promise to answer. Steve has to work together with Tony to take care of a traumatized child and figure out how to turn their itsy bitsy spider back into a Black Widow. Neither of them really want to talk about what happened in Siberia, but living in close quarters, they have to come to some sort of peace - even if it means addressing some feelings they'd rather not admit to having. As they work together to solve the problem of a re-emerging Red Room, Steve uncovers something he never expected to find again: family.

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    How Steve Rogers loses, and then finds, himself in a world he did not grow up in.

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