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    Steve Rogers, Iraq war veteran and long-time loner, feels like his life is stuck in a rut. With no family and a grand total of two friends, he spends most of his spare time alone, painting, jogging or having flashbacks of the war.

    Which is why when Natasha invites him to a masquerade party at a kink club, Steve throws caution to the wind and decides to give it a go. There he meets the mysterious Winter Soldier, but as things blossom between them, so does a dangerous undercurrent.

    Both are harbouring a big secret from the other, and the fallout could have lethal consequences...

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    Chapters:
    21/24
    Comments:
    447
    Kudos:
    367
    Bookmarks:
    102
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    Steve finds Bucky after the events of Winter Soldier. Bucky didn't want to be found, but one look in Steve's eyes, and he didn't really stand a chance.

    Can Bucky heal from everything Hydra put him through? Will Steve and Bucky ever realize their feelings for one another?

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    English
    Words:
    29,360
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    48
    Kudos:
    64
    Bookmarks:
    18
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    1415
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    Steve knows pain. Has always known pain. Far back as he can remember, hurting has been a part of him.

    AKA Steve’s Rhapsody in Pain, Part One: Chronic Illness Edition. Contents: one (1) Smol Steve Rogers with Very Big Pain Problems, one (1) Wee Bucky Barnes with a Very Foul Mouth, twenty thousand (20,000) Nazis in Madison Square Gardens, infinite pining, and excessive use of parentheses.

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    5/7
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    447
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    Steve’s missions don’t always go so well. Tony’s there to help him.

    tw: PTSD and nightmares

    (written for the bad things happen bingo 2019, prompt: tearful smile)

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    English
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    2,017
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    435
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    Steve kennt Schmerzen. Hat Schmerzen schon immer gekannt. So lang er sich erinnern kann, war Leiden ein Teil von ihm.

    Auch bekannt als Steves Rhapsodie aus Schmerz, Teil eins: die chronisch kranke Ausgabe. Inhalt: ein (1) kleiner Steve Rogers mit Sehr Großen Schmerzproblemen, ein (1) winziger Bucky Barnes mit Sehr Großem Schandmaul, zwanzigtausend (20.000) Nazis im Madison Square Garden, unendliches Schmachten und exzessiver Gebrauch von Parenthesen.

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    Deutsch
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    Chapters:
    3/7
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    1
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    66
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    Steve Rogers crashed the plane into the unforgiving Arctic ice.

    Seventy years later, Captain America was pulled back out.

    or

    sometimes he thinks that maybe when Captain America came out of the ice, he’d left Steve Rogers behind to drown.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,833
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    745
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    "You can't possibly love me. I have blood on my hands."

    "Darling, the only blood on your hands is your own."

    or

    Steve might be struggling. Tony is a good boyfriend.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    446
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    450
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    After waking up in the 21st Century, Steve sets in for another long afternoon of reflecting on his past. The past.
    Either works.

    Series
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    English
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    1,276
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    5
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    98
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    Steve sticks to his routine and never wavers – from the first second he opens his eyes to the last. He never complains, until a boy with captivating eyes shows him what happens when you throw caution to the wind and take a chance.

    Turns out a lot can happen, including love.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    62,864
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    158
    Bookmarks:
    29
    Hits:
    2163
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    Nebula and Tony are in Titan, broken, sad, empty.
    Steve, Natasha and the others are in earth hopeless.
    They all failed because they were not together. But they are going to do something to fix it. Whatever it takes.

    Language:
    English
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    7,273
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    802
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    Steve returns home from a mission but something is wrong.

    Language:
    English
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    464
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    646
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    In which, Steve Rogers finds out that Tony has a rather unhealthy coping mechanism and dangerous mindset.

    *Trigger warning: panic attacks, self-harm, mental health issues, angst*

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    206
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    2941
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    Series
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    25
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    440
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    Long after Civil War and everything in between, Steve and Bucky achieve domestic calm. What's more perfect than a lovely cabin of their own and away from superhero responsibilities? What they don't plan for is an unexpected snow storm and Steve's PTSD rears it's ugly head.

    Series
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    English
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    2,862
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    32
    Kudos:
    141
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    1443
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    "We'll do it together."

    "And if we fail?"

    "Then we'll do it together too."

    (Steve lied)

    Language:
    English
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    629
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    70
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    934
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    Everyone has a soul mate to bond with, but what happens when your bond is broken?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,216
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    103
    Kudos:
    126
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1602
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    Coda to Fairytales and other Forms of Suicide. Or: where the two timelines meet. Steve remembers a life he never lived.

    You could read the whole past arc, if you're interested. It's been a while since I wrote. I'm getting back into it. Wish me luck.

    Series
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    English
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    865
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    215
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    the mission reaches it’s completion

    Series
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    English
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    1/1
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    36
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    131
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    1883
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    In Siberia, things take a dark turn.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,670
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    17
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    675
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    When the unexpected occurs, Steve can only hope his heart doesn't end up broken.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,181
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    609

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