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    In the aftermath following the end of a catastrophic relationship, Spock is left trying to pick up the pieces. Just barely keeping his history quiet and self together, it seemed that something would always be doomed to crack. When he's forced to confront the specters of his past, he is more conflicted than ever before, uncertain of what to do. But, even if he doesn't know it, the crew isn't about to let him fall.

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    The Vulcans called him feral, the Humans thought him strange, and he had a boiling need to prove everyone wrong and get the hell off of Vulcan, as far away from his father as he could get.
    He said he was leaving and got the reply "You always liked a little bit of adventure." The stars were the biggest adventure he could find, but that didn't mean he couldn't have some fun while he was learning how to get to them.

    AKA the 2009 Role Reversal Academy AU where Spock is the rebel and Jim is the accomplished professor. Tags and description may change. Posting will be inconsistent. Non-chapter updates on tumblr.

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    Kirk comforts Spock in the officers' sonic shower following their altercation on the USS Enterprise.

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    After being bested by Kirk in the Kobayashi Maru simulation, Spock wants to go for a long run and take a hot shower to blow off some steam, but he gets more than he bargained for in the locker room.

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    This story takes place after the reboot movies. Spock is suffering from PTSD after witnessing the death of his poor mother, Kirk's and Pike's. Which is more severe for a Vulcan/Human hybrid. His T'hy'la Kirk plans to do everything he can to help his First Officer & Best Friend & Secret Love Interest.💞
    This story obviously takes place in AOS, but the date is not long after Beyond, so it takes place around 2263 - 2264. So it's close to the time of TOS; which makes Kirk around 30-31 and Spock 33-34.
    (So you can think of it as Leonard Nimoy and William Shatner if you really want)
    Hope you enjoy it 😊🥒
    & LLAP🖖
    Comments and Kudos are very much appreciated!

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    Jim has spent a long time and a lot of mental energy thinking things through, and from what he can tell, it goes like this.
    A good man is a dead man.
    A good man is noble, a martyr, a statue to be placed on the mantle and adored. A good man lives in photographs and memories. He smiles at Jim from the holo on his mothers dresser, he smiles from across the backyard as he tosses Jim the ball, smiles as he kisses Jim’s forehead and says-
    “It’ll be alright, Jimmy. Just get out of here.”
    A good man shows up two weeks later, trussed and hung in the middle of town square.
    Jim has spent a long time and a lot of mental energy thinking things through, but he never had to think long about one thing.
    Jim Kirk is not a good man.

     

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    Jim wants to be good, Spock wants to be worthy, maybe somewhere along the way they'll figure it out.

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    THIS WORK IS INCOMPLETE. IT IS BEING EDITED AND REPOSTED. SEE THE "RELATED WORKS" OR LOOK UNDER THE AUTHOR FOR THE SAME TITLE

    The Vulcans called him feral, the Humans thought him strange, and he had a boiling need to prove everyone wrong and get the hell off of Vulcan, as far away from his father as he could get.
    He said he was leaving and got the reply "You always liked a little bit of adventure." The stars were the biggest adventure he could find, but that didn't mean he couldn't have some fun while he was learning how to get to them.

    2009 Role Reversal Academy AU where Spock is the rebel and Jim is the accomplished professor. Non-chapter updates on tumblr.

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    Spock was no stranger to lying.
    Captain James Kirk is still a prick. Lieutenant Nyota Uhura still wants something. Doctor Leonard McCoy is still a curiosity. And Admiral Christopher Pike is still a lost cause.
    Spock is a Vulcan.

    Even Vulcans can lie. (Even Vulcans can love.)

    Or the one where Spock refuses to let Pike die, misinterprets everyone's thoughts and intentions, and pulls away to cope with a trauma he never addressed until it blows up in his face. At least he still has Rok.
    Right?

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    3 days after, he watched James Tiberius Kirk, a man who he’d hated the first time he’d met and the Capitan he would do anything for now, pass on to the other side. He couldn’t touch him. He couldn’t dull the agony. He couldn’t reach out a hand to save him.
    Never in his life had he ever been so terrified. And yet somehow, had been all his life.

     

    WARNING: THIS MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERS | Inspired by the song "Panic Room" by Au/Ra

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    Spock is twenty-eight years old and he is scared, scared in a primal way he could never admit but felt anyway and it ached somewhere deep inside him. Some void he had never filled but had to have been born with. Obvious to everyone but himself, a metaphorical target painted on his brow showing off his build and face and vulcan undertone. There is a part of him that realizes refusing to leave his quarters without makeup on is unhealthy and detrimental to his mental state, but it is a part that is easy to ignore on board a ship carrying over four-hundred humans.

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    Story starts mid-way through first Star Trek movie (Chris Pine) exploring Kirk’s thought process and continuing to explore the aftermath of Nero and Vulcans destruction and their effect on the federations and Jim and Spock’s relationship.

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    “It’s almost 10. Doesn’t Spock have work?” Panic filled Jim’s chest and he swallowed hard, looking down at his watch to confirm the time. Spock was never late.
    “Something happened to him.”

    AKA the Star Trek But it's Psych (2006) AU with a side-helping of Spirk, Spones, and trauma: Episode 3.

    This episode - Spock misses his appointment, Jim doesn't remember ever crying this much, and Bones is just trying to keep them both from falling apart.

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    “Yes, I believe, perhaps, we may be able to help.”
    The Detective let out a soft sigh, sounding relieved. “Thank you Spock, I really appreciate it. Let me know if Jim agrees.”
    “I shall text you.”
    The phone clicked and Spock put his head down on his desk, wondering what exactly he just got himself into.

    AKA the Star Trek But it's Psych (2006) AU that no one asked for, with a side-helping of Spirk, Spones, and trauma: Episode 2. An understanding of the show Psych is not necessary for the consumption of this fic.

    This episode - Spock's crush is out of hand, Jim is questioning some things, Leonard is curious about them both, and they manage to solve (or more accurately, stumble into) a case in the meantime.

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    He collapsed to his knees, pounding his fists into the sand until they were bloody, his eyes filled with grit and tears, screaming just to drown out Sarek’s words about his worth (or lack thereof), screaming just to hear something other than the roaring of the crowd and the rush of blood in his ears. 

    He would rather tear himself apart for this broken fondness than hurt those that had brought him some measure of happiness and love in this twisted mechanism of life which he had taken for granted. He should’ve known better than to believe they truly cared, that anyone except for her had truly cared, that life might try and heal the mess it had made of him, stranded between two worlds. Maybe his heart was breaking and he would destroy them all in the process anyway as it exploded outward, but it wouldn’t be through his hands. Not by his hands. 

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    “Why would we lie about something like this? If we were clerks or something, constantly calling in tips so you can arrest criminals, don’t you think we’d want your assistance and protection?”
    “Enough of this,” the woman spat, and Jim realized they had never told them their names. “Just stick them in a holding cell for a few hours.”
    Something zinged in Jim’s brain, and he knew that what he was about to say was so stupid it just might work. "Okay, okay, you got us. Now, we don’t like telling people this, but you’re giving me no choice.” A baited breath. “We’re psychics.”

    AKA the Star Trek But it's Psych (2006) AU that no one asked for, with a side-helping of Spirk, Spones, and trauma: Episode 1. An understanding of the show Psych is not necessary for the consumption of this fic.

    This episode - Jim tells a lie, Spock goes along with him, and they both never want to see an officer again. Meanwhile, Leonard has his own problems on his hands, and a kidnapping to boot. They all just have to hold it together.

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    He didn’t realize the tears falling on Leonard’s dirt-stained cheeks were not the Human’s but his own, not until Leonard’s face shifted from terror to that grim determination that he had so loved that first time he saw him. “Spock. Sweetheart. You’ve got me. You’ve got me so tight, you’re ‘bout to break my wrist. You’ve got me, and neither one of us is lettin’ go. Pull me up there, sweetheart, get me away from this edge ‘fore it crumbles. Ain’t gotta reach for me no more, I’m right here.”

    Or: Leonard fell. Spock caught him. It was nothing like when he lost his mother, and too much like it all the same. Maybe Leonard was really the one who caught him.

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    Ion storms like one James Tiberius Kirk. Here's one of the universes he gets to visit.

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    A collection of fluffy one-shots in the universe of Star Trek: Discovery.

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    The wall separating Spock and Jim's quarters is thin. Thin enough for Spock and his excellent Vulcan hearing to ensure Jim is left with no privacy whatsoever.

    It's not that he meant to.

    But since Vulcan was destroyed, he hadn't been getting much sleep, and he just happened to hear Jim masturbating a few times.

     

    {Between stealing hot kisses with Jim during shifts, being thrown awake from nightmares and trying to keep himself in check, Spock finds his emotional repression is tested somewhat. But maybe that isn’t a bad thing. Jim has a habit of breaking down his walls.}

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    “You know I love you, Jim, don’t you? You know I’d do anything for you?”

    “Yeah Bones.” Jim met his gaze and smiled, weakly. Leonard didn’t trust it, or the bland statement that followed. “I love you too.”

    ~~~

    Leonard McCoy is tired and scared. Jim is alive, just about, but frail and perhaps more scared than Leonard. He has a long recovery ahead of him, but Pike and the others are there to help him through. If there's one thing Leonard is certain of, it's that James T. Kirk survives - no matter what.

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