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    When strange symptoms begin to consume Todoroki’s life, he turns inward and hides everything from his friends, even when his powers start to grow wild and unpredictable.

    ~Or~

    My extremely angsty whump filled fic where I torment poor Todoroki. XD

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    Four AU’s have come to a happy ending on the surface. It is a new beginning for everyone, but Berry is haunted by his past that still clings to him and threatens to pull him back into the darkness, unknown to his now growing skeleton family. The newest skeletons are from the last set that surfaced: Fellswap. They are not going to let Berry be taken. Howl and Daemon, the two newest skeletons, have to dig into a horrible truth and show the world Berry’s past, and with the help of their fellow skeletons, they hope to make a better future for him and all other monsters.

    This is adapted from a role play with GetMcDunkedOn and me (Diyami). I hope you enjoy it.

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    Spiralling into a darker place every day, Kurapika doesn't know how to stop. After leaving everything behind, Kurapika only has himself - the person he hates the most - for company. He's crafted himself a perfect routine to avoid the feelings that hunt him down, but he knows one day he might go too far as he is constantly teetering on the edge with no regard for himself. When the anguish is too much to bear, how can he ever get out of the mess he's made for himself? Will he be able to reconcile with the friends he abandoned?

    Updates are frequent :) Trigger warning for substance abuse & depictions/descriptions of mental illness including self-harm and suicide

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    8/?
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    Hannibal gets stuck in the cold.

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    Techno is a professional violinist who struggles with his inspiration to create a new piece. He meets a street performer Quackity who quickly becomes his muse.

    Throughout the story, techno tries to figure out the feelings he has for the Guitarist while battling the inner demons of his past

    [Story contains topics of mental health issues and drug addiction]

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    Stiles has spent the majority of his life taking care of other people, to the point that he often neglects himself. He's suffered with ADHD, anxiety, depression, and panic attacks his entire life but he feels happy when he can be useful to others. He's determined to show Derek Hale that he's a useful member of the pack. That's all he wanted, to be useful. He gets more than he bargained for when somehow he begins to have an emotion connection to Derek. Suddenly, he's feeling emotions and having dreams that don't belong to him. As it turns out Derek is experiencing the same thing. Stile's immediately becomes suspicious that there's a witch involved because there's no way he would be Derek's mate, right?

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    In a world where people are starting to develop powers beyond human comprehension, the government decides the world is not ready for them. Anyone who has an ability is in danger of being killed as soon as being discovered or being dragged away to a government facility where it's said you wish you'd just been killed.

    Tooru has kept his ability hidden for years but his luck is about to run out or is the world telling him its time to start living not just surviving.

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    College life for Ian has been a success, up until the loss of his brother and his entire world changes. The darkness creeps into Ian more and more each day, only visualized in the form of his paintings and his resistance to let anyone close to him...

    In walks Mickey Milkovich, new transfer to Ian's college, with a no nonsense attitude and the bluest eyes Ian had ever seen. He sees the same darkness in Mickey, as he sees in himself. The closer he gets to Mickey, the more the darkness fades...but it's only temporary. Nothing can bring back the loss of his brother, not even Mickey

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    After Scarif came the obliteration of Alderaan, the threat of total annihilation and finally, the fight and victory against the Empire’s most terrible weapon, the Death Star.

    All of this had left Doctor Cora Enoch so shaken, that the news that some members of Rogue One might be coming back seemed utterly unreal. While struggling to decide if she should open her heart again and allow herself to hope, she realized one thing: you can’t outrun your past.

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    Eddie Kaspbrak thought he moved on from his mother's abuse, but when she died his trauma unexpectedly resurfaced. His fear of germs, sickness, and contamination came back with a vengeance.

    Unable to process his emotions and unwilling to go to therapy, Eddie struggles to let his lovers touch him, especially Richie. Stan vows to help Eddie overcome his trauma and reclaim his intimacy with the Losers.

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    If Dabi were going to feel guilt, it would have been back when he had a life. Back before, when he had a family, had a sister demanding to know "what the hell is this, what the hell is wrong with you". He didn't feel bad then and he doesn't feel bad now.

    It's not Dabi's brain on heroin that's the problem.
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    "It’s 2004 and not caring is trendy. You’re only as cool as the lack of a shit you give about anything, or anyone, especially yourself.
    This is the part I play, and I’ve played it well."

    Cloud Strife is sixteen, dealing drugs, and self-medicating on alcohol. And he's fine with well that traveled road.
    Until Reno decides to inject himself into his life, tear up that path, and challenge Cloud every step of the way.
    [Modern High School AU]

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    An AU in which there is nothing too strange about Gravity Falls and Ford is just mentally ill.

    This is NOT stancest!

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    Kyle's convinced he'll never find passion or inspiration again; not realizing these are things that can very often be found in the most unlikely of places. (ie: working in a small urgent care clinic with one Dr. Craig Tucker)

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    A regular heat, they thought. Maybe a chance Malcolm would be pregnant by the end. Then everything went wrong.

    Whumptober: Oxygen Mask + Kinktober: Breeding

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    Nightmare| AU series
    A story of two infamous Mafia "Kings" and their headstrong lover.

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    "What's the matter, pup? Hmm?! Where'd all that confidence go?" He smirks mockingly, pressing himself further into me. "You think you can touch what's mine and live to talk about it?" He growls, tightening his grip.

    "Yoongi didn't seem to mind. Now did he?" I laugh, "If I would've had even two more minutes, I'm sure he'd be in my bed right now." I smile.

    I finally hear Yoongi's low voice. To be honest, I nearly forgot that he was even in the alley with us. It's not like he really did much to stop the fight. "Jimin, stop. Jeongguk, let him go. Now." He says sternly but neither of us move an inch.

    "How fucking dare you! DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?!" He screams in my face.
    I can't lie I feel my knees go a little weak. His eyes are burning into me, making me want to bend to his will as my confidence slightly falters. I know I should be scared shitless but I'm oddly turned on. "A really attractive man with a hot boyfriend and a bad temper." I smirk, leaning forward lightly running my tongue over his bottom lip.

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    Axel's roommate Saix has been trying to come between him and his self-medication for months now. Naturally, it's not working. But maybe meeting a certain dark-haired girl will change that.
    Or maybe it won't.

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    11/?
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    Life Day.

    A day to celebrate family.

    A Mandalorian lays curled on his side in a makeshift bed, locked in the throes of the recurring nightmare of his youth.

    But it’s not even a nightmare. Not really. Because it really happened. It’s more of an autobiography. A flashback. And despite the fact that he knows exactly how it ends, because it ends the same way every time, he’s helpless but to live through it again.

    He lets out a low moan when the first bomb hits and rattles his childhood home.

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    After the entire family almost dies at WCI, Judge Vinsmoke orders the removal of his sons' emotional modifications in a bid to save his own skin in future endeavors. He doesn't stop to consider the ramifications of his 21-year-old sons finally, suddenly, being able to feel their human emotions in full - and their newfound ability to judge both themselves and him by their past actions.

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    「 swings & roundabouts 」

    ❝ a situation in which different actions or options result in no eventual gain or loss. ❞


    Min Yoongi has been visiting a mental health facility for some time now, but it took him a while to notice Park Jimin, which seemed silly, as Park Jimin seemed near impossible to ignore.
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    15/15
    Comments:
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