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I'm sorry I'm too weak by CrzA
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
12 Oct 2017
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When Todoroki has one particularly bad day, Endeavor's words won't leave him alone, they weigh on him with every breath he takes and they consume him. Weak. Too weak. He's wound so tight and he's so tired. That tension is bound to snap and take those around him with it.
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- Part 3 of IcyHot Broccoli Shots
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Despite Daegu being his hometown, Yoongi had never really felt at home here. Over the course of a suicidal burdened past, depression and other obstacles to the strange rectangular smile of his neighbour, Yoongi might or might not fall in love.
What's important now is, if he was willing to accept those feelings or if he'll let the boy from across the street slip through his fingers. Will he save himself and maybe another life, too?
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Jason endures a fancy-pants art party for Damian's sake, even though crowds make him nervous and every single one of the Wayne family is a certified Trouble Magnet. He distracts himself by reflecting on the nature of trust and overcoming trauma with, about, and around Bruce Wayne.
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Kind of a multiple payoff H/C with the gallery and the Bat Siblings as a framing device.Series
- Part 3 of Minefield
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To Exist by xuey_ang
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
26 Feb 2021
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Xue Yang's life was neither exceptionally good, nor exceptionally bad. In fact nothing in Xue Yang's life was exceptional, good or otherwise. Xue Yang simply existed.
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- Part 1 of Alive, I trembled.
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A bat-family collection of accidental post-traumatic detonations and subsequent loving disaster relief.
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Quirkless Doesn't mean Useless by Frostydefender, julesveevs, Pantherlily29
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
26 Feb 2021
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"If you want to get a quirk so badly there might be another way. Do us all a favor. Pray for a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof of the building."
Izuku looked out to the city below as tears ran from his eyes. "Maybe Hes right. The world wouldnt change if i were gone. Its not like anyone would miss me.The death of a quirkless teen will affect no one. I dont want to live anymore, i want to be free."
he wiped at his eyes as he stepped over the railing.
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-or Izuku decides to take bakugous advive. what he didnt expect was to not be able to complete his task
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Ch. 9
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Hetalia Booty shorts (Country X Chunky reader) by LadyTudor
Fandoms: Hetalia: Axis Powers, 2P Hetalia - Fandom
17 Mar 2016
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I remember this from DA i think
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i never thought i'd leave behind my childhood dreams (but i don't mind) by advanced_fanatic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Aug 2020
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The becoming of Kunikida Doppo, and the three years it took him to truly join Fukuzawa Yukichi's family.
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- Part 4 of Fukuzawa Yukichi's Home for Stray Dogs
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“Yeah. You cut your hands open, and press the cuts together, and then you make a promise, and you can’t break it or else you get cursed. That’s what the story I heard about it says, at any rate.”
“And do you believe it?” asked Dazai.
“Yeah.”
Dazai thought about it for a moment. “Ok,” he said. “Let’s do that, then. We can swear to never stop loving each other.”
Doppo blinked. “Wait. You love me?”
“Uh, yeah. Do you really think I would have eaten all of Taguchi Rokuzou’s fish alive in front of him if I didn’t? That was disgusting. I barfed for, like, an hour after I got back to the hospital. And my breath stank for ages afterwards.”
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Mitsue Youko isn’t really bothered about being in the narutoverse. She’d planned on being a kunoichi to protect her family, without interfering, to the best of her ability. Everything sorts itself out in the end, after all.
This, of course, becomes nearly impossible when she realises her Academy class is...the Rookie Nine’s class.
Oh, joy.
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They’re gonna grow on her, aren’t they.
[OR in which a reincarnated soul low-key believes her grandmother will ultimately be the cause of her death - not the upcoming war she shouldn't know anything about, no. Her ex-kunoichi, mysterious, cryptic, but no less lovable grandmother.]
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The Villain to Your Hero by Thursdays_Angel
Fandoms: Thor (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Aug 2020
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The events on Jötunheim lead to more than Loki discovering the truth of his birth. He doesn't want to be a monster but he now understands he was always meant to be one. After Thor is banished to Midgard, Loki knows his idiot of a brother will never learn the lesson Odin wants him to. Thor needs to be a hero and Loki will provide him the villain he needs to fight to do so. Unfortunately, knowledge of his origins isn't the only thing Loki brought back from Jötunheim. Something worse lurks underneath his skin.
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i love this story
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In his dreams, Steve sees Tony sitting in the Hydra Supreme's lap wearing nothing but a red thong, laughing at Steve's stupidity.
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Thomas is troubled with guilt and receives an unexpected visitor one night who is determined to fix things.
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For the Dust and the Dirt by Nyxelestia
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Feb 2021
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His breath came out in shaky gasps, but still he could do nothing as the demonic copy of himself brought the blade down to the bare skin of Wei Wuxian’s uninjured shoulder. He whimpered when he felt a small cut, then when the blade lifted. He didn’t have time to even think of relief before it came back, right next to the first cut in a different direction, then again below in a line, multiple small lines in multiple directions like…like a character.
“Like I said,” the demon mused as Wei Wuxian realized what it was doing. “I’ll write it down for you.”
A brutal assault on a Cloud Recesses student leaves the Cultivation world reeling. Wei Wuxian struggles to recover, while everyone else tries to make sense of an ominous message. But since when do demons care about sect politics, anyway?
Between Wen Ruohan's rising aggression, simmering tensions across the guest disciples, and the mysterious puppets still popping up all over the place, Wei Wuxian would rather ignore the confusing, horrifying visions the demon left him with.
If only the demon's taunting predictions didn't keep coming true at every turn.
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Ch.4
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dk where éniso sivé éla'nési métu it's good, fake demon wei wuxian, a lil angst and probs a fix it
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Family Isn't Always Blood by Penning_the_stars
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Thor (Movies), Captain America (Movies), Captain Marvel (2019), Black Panther (2018), Doctor Strange (2016)
23 Feb 2021
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It was a simple school field trip to Stark Industries Tower (also known as the home of the Avengers, not to be confused with the workplace of the Avengers, that’s different). Sure it’s to what is basically Peter’s second home but in Manhattan, but still. It should be fine. I mean, how much trouble can a field trip really cause?
It’s incredible, the butterfly effect. For example, a school trip to SI. Nothing note, you would say, that happens a lot. Oh, but this trip is the butterfly that triggers all the events of this tale. Watch, as a lowly field trip creates the baseline for events that prove the lovely line of “blood of the covenant is thicker than water of the womb”, also known as “family isn’t always blood”. And for that family, blood will be shed.
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A long way toward making you mine by DarthWriter
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
26 Jan 2021
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Sometimes sacrifices must be made.
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what's the difference between a hero and a villain?
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Two Sides of the Same Coin by Nezomi
Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
26 Jan 2021
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Things are different down south (Rewritten!) by StariNights
Fandoms: Newsies - All Media Types, Newsies!: the Musical - Fierstein/Menken, Newsies (1992)
03 Jan 2021
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New York City. The City that Never Sleeps. The Big Apple. Home of the famous New York’s pizza and first ever Pizzaria, Lombardi’s- opened in 1895 and still serving today. If anything can happen it will, whether or not that's a good thing is up to you.
Life is chaos, that's all there is to it. Sometimes that's just what you need.
(Aka my literal child. I love this fic and have been thinking about it for like 3 years now. I'm horrid at summaries)
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Two Sides of the Same Coin by Nezomi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
26 Jan 2021
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Izuku is orphaned at the age of four and is sent into the Japanese Foster Care System. After multiple failed attempts at finding a forever home and some unfortunate circumstance, he ends up on the streets. Eventually, the vigilante, Deku appears. Eraserhead must gain his trust to bring Deku back to the right side of the law. If he he does, however, the untrustful but pure-hearted boy may just be a bit more than Aizawa Shota can handle.
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- Part 2 of Two Sides of the Same Coin
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- 332,915
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- 69/?
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2nd Chapter
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Chap 61
I honestly dont know how to feel about this fic, its really good but so emotional and I just want it to end. Might just end up waiting until its complete to read.....