10 Works in Self-Hating Castiel (Supernatural)

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    On the night of Castiel’s 18th birthday, Dean caught his boyfriend in the act of cheating. A heartbroken and pissed off Dean decided to break it off with a guilty Castiel. Then, Dean puts Sioux Falls in his rearview mirror and chased his dream of becoming a cop.

    Within 10 years, Dean works his way up the ranks and earns his promotion of being the youngest Captain at only 28 years old. Unfortunately, the job placement is back in Sioux Falls Police Department.

    After much contemplation, Dean accepts the job offer and moves back to Sioux Falls. There he finds out that his ex, Castiel, is also a cop- a deputy. Castiel now falls under his command- and maybe it’s a bittersweet reward.

    Because maybe, he can serve Castiel his just desserts.

    Of course, Dean fails to see just how much hurt Castiel already is in and how much 10 years in a small hypocritical town can take its toll on someone’s life.

    For Dean, revenge is a dish best served cold.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    208
    Kudos:
    277
    Bookmarks:
    45
    Hits:
    5746
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    Castiel was an abusive drunk. His omega mate, Dean, was on the receiving end of his addiction; feeling the full blows of his fists and nasty words.

    Every time he promises to stop drinking but ends up going back on his word. So what happens when Castiel goes too far?

    Dean can’t take it anymore and puts Cas and the little town of Sioux Falls in his rearview mirror.

    10 years later, his little brothers wedding brings him back to Sioux Falls.

    And when he sees the man who robbed him of everything…

    Will Dean ever find it in his heart to forgive Cas- his former mate?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    25,039
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    576
    Kudos:
    543
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    15395
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    In a futuristic world, your soulmate's first words are written on your wrists. Impatient to meet him, you go to the soulmate association building, to go to "the room".
    You find Castiel in your room.
    Do you two bare your souls to each other and become each other's true soulmates?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,374
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    334
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    When Sam, Dean, and Cas take up a case that winds up with Cas showing up beaten and bloody, Dean finds it harder than ever to not make a move on the angel. Soon, the entire case goes haywire, and Cas gets captured by the very thing they are hunting. Sam and Dean scramble to find their friend, probably being tortured as they speak. Dean knows that this is all his fault. If he had only listened to Cas.

    This is where it all begins. The reason Dean finally says 'I love you', but the hunter never imagined what those words would lead to.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,597
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    60
    Kudos:
    181
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    5305
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    After Castiel kills Billie and they get back to the bunker Dean makes it his mission to show Cas just how important he is to the world, whether Castiel believes it or not.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,161
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    195
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    1828
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    The Winchesters are hunting something they know nothing about, so they pray to Castiel to come and help. Little did they know that the angel's presence would start a chain of events that almost lead to their friend's demise.

     

    I suck at summaries; Don't judge me. You'll get what I'm trying to convey when you've read it. But I tried.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,043
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    125
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    2204
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    "We're both expendable." Ambriel's words strike a belief Castiel was trying very hard not to think about. She is right. He is expendable.

    Alternative ending to 11X10 "Devil in the Details" where Cas doesn't say yes. And then, beyond.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,209
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    86
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    2080
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    Dean and Castiel know that they love each other even at the tender age of thirteen. What happens when Castiel dies? How does Dean live knowing that not only is his best friend dead, but also the boy he wanted to marry?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,072
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    9
    Hits:
    349
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    “You’ve already done enough for me,” he said, not unkindly. “I didn’t want to bother you and be a… a burden.” The word felt like acid in his mouth, but he came to terms that, yes; he was a burden to everyone. He was a burden to Nora who always looked after him even though she had a child of her own. He was a burden to his family, with their looks of disproval and disgust. And he was a burden to his one and only past-friend and his family.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,027
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    97
    Kudos:
    120
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    3435
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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,052
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    15
    Hits:
    228

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