9 Works in Self-Harming Dean Winchester

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    Castiel Novak is the lead singer of Dean Winchester's favorite rock and roll band "The Angels"
    Dean is just a nerdy IT guy. Obviously he doesn't stand a chance with Castiel.
    Well at least not until his best friend Charlie enters his name in the "Date With an Angel" contest and he actually wins.
    This is the story of two men who are brought together by fate. In each other they find the strength to overcome their dark past of forced prostitution and rape, and to stand up for what they believe in; to stand up for love.

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    Dean and Castiel never knew each other. Castiel always thought that that when the new kid came into town that he was just going to be another kid who was going to be weird. Someone who he thought would freak him out. But he is really not. Quite the opposite. He finds out that Dean Michael Winchester has had a rough child hood. Always moving schools, towns, never really having a home, taking care of his little brother because his father was never home. Castiel defends Dean from getting bullied by Alastair. He bullies him from the start of him starting the school. And sometimes it hits harder on Dean than it usually does. Then after one day Dean gets hurt so badly that Castiel takes him to his own house to give Dean a break. but That's when Castiel really confesses his love for Dean. More than he has yet, sure they have had a few kisses and slept together, but this is the main moment. The moment where time really stands still and they both just stare at each other. Every thing stops. Castiel asks Dean to be his boyfriend, because he is too nice to live in a world where he doesn't know his worth.

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    When John Winchester comes back momentarily, he turns Dean's whole world around. Some say change is good, but does that stand true? This is a story about family, about healing, finding happiness and strength in the moments where you want to be weak. Together, they will heal.

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    Dean never really talked about it if he could help it. It was so far in the past, he didn't like to dwell on it.
    Lies.
    Dean was over it, he had been for years.
    Lies.
    He was okay, Sam and Cass knew that right?
    Lies.

    A small fic in which dean winchester self harms, and Cass tries to help him through it. ANGSTY!

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    Dean wears short sleeves when he’s with Sam. Only when he’s with Sam. He’s embarrassed of the way his arms look, he thinks they’re gross; Sam doesn’t, though. Sam says that it’s okay for the scars to be out in the open, that he doesn’t need to feel ashamed. What he doesn’t say is that it’s also easier to make sure that there’s no new ones, that way, but they both know it.

    It’s routine. Dean wears short sleeves. Sam checks on him.

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    Because of some time travel weirdness, John and Mary get transported to a time where their children are adults.

    In my mind, Dean is like 25 and Sam is 21. I know it doesn't fit in with the time John died in the series but in this version, he´s been dead for a couple of years.

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    Dean, Sam and Cas had been working a case with Magnus, Alec and Izzy. It wasn't successful. This is the aftermath.

    Title from Take it out on me by Thousand Foot Krutch

    little disclaimer: I´ve never had a meltdown before so please go on easy on me. I´ve read a lot about it and can imagine what it´s like but I know its still not the same.

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    Set right after season 12 finale. Dean is having a breakdown about loosing his best friend and Sam tries to fix it. Happy ending I promise!

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    Canon Divergent after 10x03: Soul Survivor. After being cured, Dean struggles with the emotional pain and the guilt he hadn't been able to feel while he was a demon. He's scared the Mark will take control of him again and deliberately lets himself get injured during cases because he feels like the pain helps him fight the Mark's influence. That doesn't work out indefinitely though, and it's only when Dean finally breaks down under the weight of it all that Sam and Cas notice something is seriously wrong.

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