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    The aftermath of Sam dealing with the effects of Gadreel possessing him becomes even harder to bear when he becomes sick. He and Dean aren’t exactly talking at the moment, but an unlikely angel may be there to do his best to care for Sam in Dean’s absence. If only a cold was all Sam had to deal with, but he’s reminded of the trauma he’s been through no matter how he tries to distract himself.

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    None of Sam’s Standford friends knew about John, the motels, the foster stint, or the ultimate landing with Bobby. To them, Bobby was his dad, his mom died and he loved his brother Dean very much. That’s the way Sam liked it, and that’s the way it would stay.
    Sam had been picking through Hulu for a bit when his phone buzzed. Dean had texted him, a Bandcamp link to a locked album.
    The text message read ‘sneak peak ;) some of em are pretty old, wrote em when we were with dad. Hope that’s ok let me know what you think, love ya’ Sam felt his blood run cold. He hadn’t talked to Dean about their dad in a long time. Not since he was still a kid. They both spent a long time trying to forget all that. It seemed to be an unspoken rule that they didn’t talk about John. Sam felt like he was in a dream. He clicked the link and the album popped up-- Foxwarren.

    Or-- A fic about Sam during his Stanford years. This is based on my fic Halfway Through Dakota, so if you liked this one there's a prequel! Foxwarren is a self-titled album made in collaboration with Andy Shauf and his talented ass childhood friends! This fic was inspired by it. In the story cannon, Dean wrote it. ALBUM LINKED IN NOTES!

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    Castiel is trying to deal with his new life now that he's human.
    Sam wants to help but is too caught up fighting with his own personal dilemmas.

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    "I- okay," Dean relented, "just, what did that crazy British bitch want?"

    "She had some questions about hunters in America."

    "But what sort of questions? What did she want to know so desperately that it was worth kidnapping and torturing you to obtain?" Dean asked.

    When Sam looked up, something seemed to collapse inside his very soul. He hung his head before looking up to meet Not Dean's eyes. "Screw you." He whispered.

    "What?"

    "I told you, the answer is 'Screw you.'" Sam snapped.

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    Sam comes across age regression while scrolling online and feels odd, only to find he somewhat connect and understands. Sam has been attempting to cope more healthily with his trauma as him and Dean have been hunting less. Sam begins to age regress once the urge grows and he learns what he has been feeling but keeps it a secret. How will Dean find out and respond to Sams coping method?

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    "Dean, can you-"

    "Can I what? What could I possibly do to make the mess you made easier for you?" Dean snapped.

    Sam swallowed hard, trying not to cry. "Sorry, it's, um, can you just do it? Please, I know I deserve it, it."

    Dean paused, turning around to face his brother.

    "Sam, why would I need a gun? Are you planning on going out to hunt while you're still shaking from withdrawal?

    Sam's heart sinks, of course, he'd want to make his monster of a brother's death slow and painful. He'd hoped Dean would just shoot him point-blank, but that was a luxury Sam didn't deserve. Monsters don't deserve kindness.
    - or -

    Dean finds out about the tampered with voicemail and Sam can finally breathe again.

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    The British Men of Letters have their sights set on Samael.

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    Sam has been out of Hell for years, but one wrong thing - a whiff of cooking meat, for example - can send him straight back in his mind.

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    Steve finds them a few minutes, later, sitting in the middle of the pen, surrounded by dogs. Sam’s got a puppy on his head, a tiny ball of black fur with a shiny nose, mischievous eyes, and a rapidly wagging tail. He’s rubbing the belly of a very happy golden retriever, laughing and crooning to it. Bucky’s scratching a husky with a gimp leg behind its ears while it relaxes on his lap, tongue lolling out.

    A daschund with a misshapen ear waddles up to him, yipping excitedly, and his boyfriends look up. Sam and Bucky look at him with intent expressions and Steve pauses.

    Wait.

    Oh no.

    “… Guys, you know our apartment’s not actually that big, right?”

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    Sam returns from Hell with his immune system shot. He ends up coming down with pneumonia and ends up in the hospital.

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    Sam's hand has started shaking. A classic sign of PTSD.

    Hell does that to you.

    or…

    Sam Winchester gets his powers back for some reason. No one is happy.

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    Sam talks to Castiel about everything that has happened and had decided he needs more time to think about what to do. Between this and Sam trying to figure things out, Lucifer starts to realize that time is running out to push Sam to his limits. So he begins to do exactly that.

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    Returned from the Cage again. Sam spirals. 11x10 (all the way up to 11x11)

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    Sam and Dean arrive at Bobby's place, but all is not well. An increase in the vampire population around the area has them worried. Of course, they go to check it out. But all hell breaks loose from there.

    [Part of my series, "The Devil and Winchester." I would highly advise reading the first part to understand what is going on.]

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    Sam Winchester wakes up to "Heat of the Moment" blaring in his ears, and he finds himself back at Mystery Spot. Except, this time, Lucifer is with him. And there's just one more little difference... there is no time loop.

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        Between the Wall coming down, seeing Lucifer all the time, and nightmares of Hell and the things he did while soulless, Sam's exhausted and being exhausted lowers your resistance to illness. Sam’s body becomes knocked on its ass by a simple cold, nothing major or life-threatening, but because he's so tired, it seriously knocks him for a loop. Cue awesome!Dean who sees Sam getting sick and takes care of his sick little brother.

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    The suicide mission worked: Dean and Cas rescued Sam from Lucifer. But in this world of secrets and heartache, he's not the only one who needs saving.

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    Sequel to 'A Prison of One's Own Making'. Season 5 AU. The brothers are reunited and have to manage the significant ways captivity has changed Sam. Dean wants revenge and there's still a looming Apocalypse to deal with. Maybe Sam's new abilities can give them the upper hand, but at what cost?
    Cross-posted to fanfic.net

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    Sam and Dean team up on a hunt with one of their dad’s old hunting buddies. When they find someone who needs saving, Sam decides to take action.

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    John leaves the young boys alone for several days. When they run out of food and don't have any money, Dean calls their 'uncle' Bobby for help.

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