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    This is a COMPLETED WORK

    I know.. So rare..

    This is something I wrote and Posted YEARS AGO on Fanfiction Dot Net.. I am Copy/Pasting.. But I'm not bringing in all of the A/N's with it the way they're Posted there because they won't make sense as the Fic is OLD.. I'll do an entire extra bit for ONLY SOME of the A/N's and WARNINGS at the end of the entire Fic.. This was Published in 2012 and Completed in 2014 and Supernatural was pissing me off with how they were treating Sam at the time..

    Picks up in Season 8 Episode 9 that Mid-Season Cliffhanger they left us with that Season ..

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    "I’m the safe one here when everything else feels like it did in Hell. When things feel different, and gross, and untrustworthy, and some twisted parody of what’s supposed to be safe. It’s me, Sam. I’m here to keep you safe. Exactly the way you do for me.”

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    Remember in S7 when Cas said he couldn’t make Sam’s hallucinations just disappear? And then he did?

    Ha.

    Consider this a series of slightly canon-divergent codas for episodes 7X16 – 7x23. Sam’s problems take time to fix, still with Cas’ help, and with more of an emphasis on psychology and mental health. Cas only goes a little crazy, Sam actually deals with some of his trauma, and Dean still wants to beat Cas’ brains out.

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    Dean is alive and Mary is back from the dead. Cas and Sam have very little time to process this before all hell breaks loose. When have the Winchesters ever been allowed to rest?

    Follow up fic taking place after To Judge Another's Crimes.

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    “All he ever did to you was make you feel like you deserved what you got. And taunting you by pretending like affection was some kind of privilege - I hate that he did that to you, Gabriel. I hate that he made you believe in him like that.”

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    King Dean is a cruel man who views his subjects as playthings and makes them as such through lotteries. They vie for his affection only to be rewarded with a lifetime of private servitude. To resist the king is to be killed or much worse. There are far many worse things than death running around the mad king's mind. Gabriel Novak went along with the police when his name was drawn only to keep his family from fighting on his behalf. He might have saved his family, but he sacrificed himself, losing all that he was to the fine training program that all future members of the harem must go through. As a harem whore, he meets the king's brother, a reclusive man named Sam, one of the few knights left in the realm. Gabriel has to pleasure him for the whole week. Sam likes Gabriel, but Gabriel only belongs to Dean.

    After a brutal attack and railing accusations, Gabriel is thrown into the streets. When Sam learns about this much later, he deserts his post and goes looking for the golden-eyed man who had started to steal his heart. Dean is furious, but there isn't much he can do, collared and leashed in his own room by a vengeful stranger. What kind of happiness can come from such ruin and torment? Yet still there is hope.

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    "'I love you.' The seldom spoken words left Sam's mouth less than a second before the bullet left the chamber." AU of 12x09, First Blood. Before Mary offers herself to Billie in exchange for the boys' lives, Sam gives up his own. This fic follows Sam's descent into madness as the nothingness of The Empty consumes him. And then, how does Lucifer react to finding a catatonic Sam in the Empty? And how will Dean, Cas, and Mary deal with raising Lucifer's child?

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    Sam and Lucifer are dead, and Dean bringing the former back could mean bringing the latter back as well.
    Unfortunately for the rest of the world, Dean decides that he doesn't care. But when Sam is resurrected, it's clear that something is wrong with him. Something happened while he was dead, something that changed him into someone who is nearly as difficult to deal with as Lucifer.
    Now with two big problems on their hands, Dean, Cas, and a few of their friends (and enemies) must try to find a way to set it all right.

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    Sam isn't thrilled to be babysitting a broken archangel while his brother is off with a traitorous psychopath trying to save their mother and adopted Nephilim.

    What happens after was especially not part of the plan.

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    “I know you would never take my grace. You’ve driven that home for me. It’s just that … the nightmare … it reminded me that there’s something worse.”

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    Moving to a new town, Dean Winchester joins the police force under Sheriff Bobby Singer. Dean is hoping that the move will help his brother, Sam, who hasn't left the house since their father kidnapped him. Is the new house a good thing, or is it going to drive the brothers apart?

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    WARNING: THIS DOES HAVE ELEMENTS OF SELF-HARM
    It's pretty mild but it is there.

    This takes place sometime in early season 7. Sam is using the scar on his left hand to keep his hallucinations at bay.
    But the visions seem to be getting stronger and harder to get rid of.

    How can Sam keep them away?

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    FILL for the prompt: Something happens to make Sam think Cas has been killed. He holds it together for everyone else until he has a chance to get away from everyone and then breaks his heart crying. But Cas is ok - he comes in and Sam hugs the shit out of him and won’t let him go.
    https://spnkink-meme.livejournal.com/148468.html?thread=46365428#t46365428

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    Written for Oh Sam Birthday Fix-it Feast on LJ. Prompt: Nick shouldn’t have been able to overcome Sam in “Game Night.” What did he do to Sam before that fight, physically or psychologically, to throw him?

    "Because as much as he tries to hide it, Nick does scare Sam. Sometimes the murderous glint in his eye has Sam forgetting that Lucifer was ever killed in the first place."

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    Sam was tortured in Hell and that doesn't just go away. In this story, we get to more fully understand the trauma Sam has endured as a result of his time in the pit.

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    Sam needs help, everyone knows that. With what happened to him in the Cage, the group are surprised that he is still sane. So when Gabriel comes up with a mad idea, a creature just as powerful as Lucifer, to help Sam, the group agree. But will Atarah want to help them?

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    Sam is kidnapped and taken away, leaving John and Dean in a pool of anger, guilt and worry, scrambling around and turning over every pebble in the world trying to find Sammy.
    Sam, on the other hand, is desperately trying to escape, can John and Dean find him before its too late? Will Sam make it? Will Dean survive the guilt on his chest? And most importantly will I stop asking rhetorical questions?

    This is not abandoned, I swear.. I'm just a really slow writer :)

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    Usually, he and Dean took breaks between hunts, which is partially why finding his own doppelganger in the diner after a night of killing vampires was so displeasing.

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    Takes place sometime during "Don't Go Into the Woods." Reality catches up to Castiel, driving him out of the Bunker. While he didn't exactly count on Sam to figure him out... he's grateful for the call. They'll figure things out. Right? Right. They always do.

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    Sam and Dean Winchester both have trouble reconciling the fact that Castiel said yes to Lucifer. However, their reasons differ severely and it causes conflict as they try to save Cas. Meanwhile, Sam has to face the fact that Lucifer is back in the world.

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