1 - 20 of 453 Works in Sam Winchester Has Mental Health Issues

Pages Navigation

Listing Works

  1. Tags
    Summary

    Dean will never be the same after Michael's possession. Michael left a crack in Dean's mind that remains open even after Michael's death. When the brothers realize that they might finally have to give up their way of life, a new hunt forces them to grapple with their new circumstances. Physically disabled Dean- Season 14 AU.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    44,415
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    94
    Bookmarks:
    22
    Hits:
    2190
  2. Tags
    Summary

    Crisp days, cool nights, and broken bones...it's that time again! 31 days of delicious whump for your reading pleasure.

    Day Nineteen: Broken Hearts (Grief)

    A toast to the departed

    (TW: canon deaths, spoilers for current season)

    (Character death is in chapter nineteen. It's not on-screen deaths, it's conversation of canon character deaths throughout the series, as a memorial)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    40,360
    Chapters:
    19/31
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1100
  3. Tags
    Summary

    Houssaye is a little Louisiana town where the only thing thicker than the swamp is the air. With a house for rent and a monster on the loose, the boys take a much-needed vacation for what should be a simple job. In Sam's lifetimes of experience, though, nothing is ever simple.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,148
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    281
  4. Tags
    Summary

    The package arrived at Lisa's house eight months, seven weeks, five days and thirty-eight hours after Dean’s lost his brother, inside of it, he found the entire collection of the Supernatural series written by a now presumed dead Carver Edlund and no note, nothing that would tell him how or why the fuck someone had taken the time to deliver his entire life story to his new address in Cicero.

    Without a clue of what to do and numbed by grief, Dean starts reading and with each book, he discovers something new about his little brother, and some other things about himself too.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,653
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    491
  5. Tags
    Summary

    And that’s the problem, isn’t it? That he feels things? Angels don’t have souls; they have grace. There is a difference and Castiel has been aware of it ever since he inhabited this vessel, this Jimmy Novak and felt the man’s soul leave his body. (Had the man not gone to Heaven, Castiel is sure he would have left the vessel and gone to retrieve the man’s soul, send it to its rightful place and never dare set foot on Earth again.) He felt the absence, felt the loss, and soldiered on. Because he was an angel. That was his job.

    7x17 au because i'm trash

    title from the lyrics of 'taking care of things' by cavetown

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,658
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Kudos:
    2
    Hits:
    40
  6. Tags
    Summary

    When the gates of the underworld break open and a extremely deadly virus spreads throughout the United States of America, turning all exposed and infected into brain-eating, flesh gnawing zombies, Team Free Will rides it out in the safety of the bunker only to be left stranded and fighting for their survival. Dean has feelings for Sam and Sam has feelings for Dean, neither confessed, neither going to confess but desperate times means no secrets; you know what no secrets means....

    Disaster strikes which leads to Dean being bitten....

    Dive into this violent story of love and blood to see what happens...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,232
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    1
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    68
  7. Tags
    Summary

    Sam is so tired of the running, the fighting, of seeing people he loves die.

    It would be so nice for someone else to take over, to belong to family again. To have not just Dean have his back.

    He wishes he could belong somewhere.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,688
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Hits:
    27
  8. Tags
    Summary

    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    383,110
    Chapters:
    70/70
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1483
    Kudos:
    1633
    Bookmarks:
    392
    Hits:
    43883
  9. Tags
    Summary

    Basically a roleplay between me and a friend. It was a twisted roleplay and pretty wild but I tried to fix shit up as best as I could! I was Dean, Jack, and Castiel as well as a few ocs I threw in as extras(which probably explains why there's a lot of weird stuff said by them) while my partner was Sam. I'm fairly crackheaded and poetic so anything said by Dean, Jack, Castiel or another character by me is a bit odd. There is 18+ in this so I'll warn you now just as there's a lot of references to different songs, musicals, movies, tv shows, etc.

    Erm enjoy, I reckon!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    350
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    6
    Hits:
    85
  10. Tags
    Summary

    It's been ten years since Sam Winchester died and Dean is still hunting down his killer.
    Meanwhile, Sam returns, though he hasn't aged a day and no one knows why.
    Doctor Carter is still looking for his subject, and the apocalypse is about to start.
    The real apocalypse.

    THIS IS A SEQUEL TO "Scottwell Institute for the Betterment of Science" READ THAT FIRST!!!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,589
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    71
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1213
  11. Tags
    Summary

    Lucifer is back thanks to a horrible mistake, and he has a new plan to create an apocalypse with Sam in the middle in a way so much worse than before, but that isn't what Sam is thinking about right now.

    Sam can't stop remember Hell and everything that happened to him there. What will he do to make the pain stop, or, more importantly, what is he willing to become?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,584
    Chapters:
    2/13
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    355
  12. Tags
    Summary

    He scrubs his hands raw. It doesn’t help. In the mirror, he sees Gadreel’s face instead of his own. Lucifer’s. Meg’s. Adam’s blood joins Kevin’s, swirling down the drain. Sam’s hands shake.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    788
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    9
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    72
  13. Tags
    Summary

    Since Sam got his soul back, he can't stand to be touched. Dean wants to help though, and together they start to find a way to make things better.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,640
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    73
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    904
  14. Tags
    Summary

    what happens when a tired lone hunter meets a fake psychic detective? .... they start dating and slowly fall in love, of course!

    random moments of dean and shawn's lives spent together.

    co-written in different time-zones and zero sleep between the two of us.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,994
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    433
  15. Tags
    Summary

    Sam hasn't slept in a year, so first order of business when he gets his soul back...his immune system crashes. Dean takes care of a very sick emotional Sam but can't tell him what went on during the past year.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,547
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1134
  16. Tags
    Summary

    Part of depression is memory loss and somehow that’s worse.

    -

    AKA Sam has depression, what else is new?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,581
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    37
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    272
  17. Tags
    Summary

    Sam and Dean are on a hunt in Maui chasing down some nautical vampires that are feeding off local fishermen. Long story short, shit goes sideways and while being held captive on a rickety fishing boat, Sam is thrown into baited water and gets attacked by a big ol' shark. Lot's of self-indulgent Sam whump.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,257
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    29
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    265
  18. Tags
    Summary

    I wrote a fic a couple of years back with my idea of how the show could end, so I heavily edited it to fit the show as it is now in season 15. So this is an end fic. Be prepared for a happy ending that of course gets ripped away because it's supernatural.

    -----
    A few years after the battle that saw the Winchester's defeat God, the brother's lives have taken an unexpected turn as they live an unplanned apple pie life with their kids. Finally, the brother's have found happiness in their simple and safe life. It's a happy ending for the brother's, Cas, Jack, Eileen and the new Winchester clan... until it isn't. Because after all, when did the Winchesters ever get a happy ending.

    *Warning for major character death

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,720
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    111
  19. Tags
    Summary

    Sam has a nightmare, and Cas comforts him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    825
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    209
  20. Tags
    Summary

    What happens when it's not Rowena who has to sacrifice what she loves to cure the Mark of Cain, but someone with a connection to Dean? There's a blood brother and an angel with a profound bond just standing by and they really shouldn't be making big decisions like this when Dean isn't there to stop them.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,019
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    347

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags

More Options

Crossovers
Completion Status
Word Count
Date Updated
Submit

Pages Navigation