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    Over a year after he first arrived in New York, Sam Winchester has finally found a place for himself in the shadows of Manhattan. But old problems and new enemies may force him to step into the spotlight—or risk losing his friends, his home, and his life.

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    Some things may seem unforgivable, but sometimes, those things are not as they seem. Sometimes, the whole story turns out to be far worse in a completely different and unexpected way.

    "He — he was my brother, my baby brother. And I realized that after I lost him."

    Rated for swearing and sensitive themes. Not a death fic. Story told in Dean's P.O.V (second person).

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    We never really get to delve that much into Sam's emotional state. With all he's gone through, his mental health isn't going to be great. The show rarely touches upon Sam's trauma or mental health and when it does, they swiftly move on. Sam never seems to be allowed to process all the crap he's gone through. So I decided to create a story that goes into Sam mental health through the whole series. Each chapter will be about a certain point in Sam's canon life where Sam was dealing with painful emotions. All will be written from Sam's perspective.

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    This is a COMPLETED WORK

    I know.. So rare..

    This is something I wrote and Posted YEARS AGO on Fanfiction Dot Net.. I am Copy/Pasting.. But I'm not bringing in all of the A/N's with it the way they're Posted there because they won't make sense as the Fic is OLD.. I'll do an entire extra bit for ONLY SOME of the A/N's and WARNINGS at the end of the entire Fic.. This was Published in 2012 and Completed in 2014 and Supernatural was pissing me off with how they were treating Sam at the time..

    Picks up in Season 8 Episode 9 that Mid-Season Cliffhanger they left us with that Season ..

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    "I’m the safe one here when everything else feels like it did in Hell. When things feel different, and gross, and untrustworthy, and some twisted parody of what’s supposed to be safe. It’s me, Sam. I’m here to keep you safe. Exactly the way you do for me.”

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    Inspired by a tumblr post I saw a while back that said that Dean never woke up from the coma in season one and everything that was happening was all in his head. I'm telling this from the point of view of Sam and most of the stuff that happened in the show will be happening to just him, because Dean is not around.

    I kinda abandoned this on my drive for a while so as chapters progress it will seems like a different style of writing. This is my first fic so don't come at me. Also, this isn't all the tags for the whole work. I'm not done yet so idk what will be coming up. There will obviously be more relationships and character and stuff. Yes, the title is from the MCR album. Also I'm titling the chapters by what season they'd be set in. The dates are all messed up too but legit I wrote this in school and told the teachers I was just writing a story for fun. Technically I wasn't wrong.

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    Remember in S7 when Cas said he couldn’t make Sam’s hallucinations just disappear? And then he did?

    Ha.

    Consider this a series of slightly canon-divergent codas for episodes 7X16 – 7x23. Sam’s problems take time to fix, still with Cas’ help, and with more of an emphasis on psychology and mental health. Cas only goes a little crazy, Sam actually deals with some of his trauma, and Dean still wants to beat Cas’ brains out.

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    Dean is alive and Mary is back from the dead. Cas and Sam have very little time to process this before all hell breaks loose. When have the Winchesters ever been allowed to rest?

    Follow up fic taking place after To Judge Another's Crimes.

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    It's late december and things between Dean and Sam aren't great. Barely talking to each other, they seek out Bobby's help in dealing with a Gaki, a Japanese hunger ghost and end up spending christmas in Sioux Falls.

    Dean is waiting for Castiel's return.

    Sam loves snow a little bit too much.

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    Maryanne had worked as a nurse in the psychiatric ward for years, which meant that she knew a bad case when she saw one. Sam Smith's certainly matched her description of a terrible and undeserved psychotic break, but he had something most of her patients didn't: an older brother named Dean.

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    Sacrificial love. That seemed to be a common theme with the Winchesters. The question is, who is sacrificed this time? And is it even worth it?

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    “All he ever did to you was make you feel like you deserved what you got. And taunting you by pretending like affection was some kind of privilege - I hate that he did that to you, Gabriel. I hate that he made you believe in him like that.”

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    King Dean is a cruel man who views his subjects as playthings and makes them as such through lotteries. They vie for his affection only to be rewarded with a lifetime of private servitude. To resist the king is to be killed or much worse. There are far many worse things than death running around the mad king's mind. Gabriel Novak went along with the police when his name was drawn only to keep his family from fighting on his behalf. He might have saved his family, but he sacrificed himself, losing all that he was to the fine training program that all future members of the harem must go through. As a harem whore, he meets the king's brother, a reclusive man named Sam, one of the few knights left in the realm. Gabriel has to pleasure him for the whole week. Sam likes Gabriel, but Gabriel only belongs to Dean.

    After a brutal attack and railing accusations, Gabriel is thrown into the streets. When Sam learns about this much later, he deserts his post and goes looking for the golden-eyed man who had started to steal his heart. Dean is furious, but there isn't much he can do, collared and leashed in his own room by a vengeful stranger. What kind of happiness can come from such ruin and torment? Yet still there is hope.

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    Dean离开了Sam…Sam只能等待不可逃避的空虚。

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    Sam Winchester used to smile like someone would sing a well-loved song, but nowadays Sam isn't quite sure how that old songs goes again...

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    After Dean disappears in the explosion at SucroCorp, Sam wanders for a long time. Exploration of what happened to Sam following 7x23. thoughts of suicide, drunkenness, angry hunters, and a dog getting hit by a car.

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    While Dean was in Purgatory, Sam disappeared. When Dean finally finds his brother, will there be anything left to save?

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    What if sastiel was canon during the events of "All Along The Watch Tower"? How would Sam cope with the loss of Castiel? How are the boys going to deal with Lucifer's newborn son?

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    "'I love you.' The seldom spoken words left Sam's mouth less than a second before the bullet left the chamber." AU of 12x09, First Blood. Before Mary offers herself to Billie in exchange for the boys' lives, Sam gives up his own. This fic follows Sam's descent into madness as the nothingness of The Empty consumes him. And then, how does Lucifer react to finding a catatonic Sam in the Empty? And how will Dean, Cas, and Mary deal with raising Lucifer's child?

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