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    There’s a reason he doesn’t do relationships. There’s a reason he doesn’t say the l-word. It’s to keep him safe. It’s to keep Cas safe.
    And he’s broken that.
    For a second he doubts his instincts. Cas looks so fragile, so scared. Maybe it’s better that he has Dean to lean on.
    He’s wrong, of course. “Cas?” he asks.
    The angel’s head swivels around. His eyes are wet and red, and his breathing is haggard and uneven. His face shows sheer terror that Dean has never seen on him before. Not even earlier that night.
    “What have I done?” Cas exhales, and lead drops into Dean’s stomach.

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    27/?
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    Dean ends a twelve-year relationship with Cas and tries to find the life he thinks he's been missing out on. Cas can't seem to get his Winchester out of his head and falls into a life he never dreamed of. Can either really be happy without the other or will their lives spiral into tragedy?

    No good at summaries, just read!

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    Ever since Castiel's parents had died he had been living with his Uncle Zac who had been all to happy to explain to him what Castiel had to do to earn his keep after his Uncle had pulled him out of school.

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    1/1
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    25
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    3
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    Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester kept their love a secret. Why? Well John was a homophobe and Dean did not want his father to find out. One day Castiel finds out he is a carrier, the day he finds out he is 2 months pregnant.

    When Castiel tells Dean, his lover dumps him. Castiel is left to watch Dean live a normal life, dating and eventually marrying a girl named Anna Milton. It was heartbreaking for Castiel and he never thought he would pull through. That was until his baby, Xander was born.

    For 3 years his son was his whole world, keeping him happy. One day, Dean and his wife buy the house beside his, moving in. Will Castiel let this ruin his happiness or will he move forward? Fate has plans…

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    49/?
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    691
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    59
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    Castiel loves Dean. It’s much more than just a profound bond. One day a very much human Castiel decides to accompany Charlie, Dean and Sam on a much needed night out, in the process getting drunk.

    Through the power of liquid confidence, Castiel confesses his love for Dean in front of the group. He is too drunk to notice Dean fix him a confused and disturbed look.

    The next morning, Castiel wakes up with a nasty hangover. Than as if his mind was trying to torture him, flashbacks of their night at the bar came back to haunt him. His confession to the righteous man and closest friend was running on replay. Suddenly he felt terrified. Will Dean remember? How will Dean react?

    Castiel finds out his answer when the hunter starts to avoid eye contact with him. When the hunter maintains a distance from him. When the hunter tells him off after he confronts him. He feels all is lost and all is broken. Is everything as it seems?

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    5/?
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    64
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    106
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    11
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    Castiel doesn't know when his marriage started to fail but he blames himself for not being there for her and the kids. He's trying, why can't she understand that.

    Dean lost his wife when their son was five months old. From there on forward Dean has never been in a serious relationship.

    Castiel and Dean meet in a playground near their children's school.

    Castiel is afraid of being alone.
    Dean is afraid of falling in love again.

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    58,798
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    16/?
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    35
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    75
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    19
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    Castiella was born a female. Later in her teen years her body does not go through the normal changes a female does so through a doctors appointment she finds out she has more masculine attributes. Her parents were very supportive and continue to be. She embraced the masculine side and changed her name to Castiel.

    At the age of 17 Castiel met the love of his life, Dean Winchester. As their love progressed , tragedy struck. Their uncle Zachariah was given custody. Castiel and Dean were ripped apart forcefully.

    Castiel gained custody of Michael and Gabriel at the age of 18 due to abuse they faced at the hands of their uncle. Zachariah was bitter and sent killers after them. They had to constantly run and stay under the radar.

    After the death of their uncle 21 years later, finally safe from Zachariah, Castiel and his siblings return home.

    Alot can change after 21 years....

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    Chapters:
    10/10
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    61
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    9
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    Dean says yes to Michael, and it changes everything.

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    4/?
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    8
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    30
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    4
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    Dean should just drive away. He has a case to work. Besides, Cas had asked him to leave. He wouldn’t want to know Dean had seen whatever had just happened here. Despite this completely sound logic, Dean was opening the Impala door anyway and striding towards Nora’s house on legs that shook beneath him like jelly.

    They talk about happiness, choices, and the relative merits of salt. Ephraim never shows up and Dean will deal with him tomorrow. Tonight is about Castiel's smile.

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    1/1
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    8
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    27
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    4
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    Takes place during/after 13x21 and a little during 13x22, just because no one mentioned Dean's silence after Sam's death.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    25
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    "Nobody cares that you're broken, Cas!" and those words were what broke Castiel. How does he react? Where do his loyalties lie? Are the Winchesters actually his family... or is someone else?

    Language:
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    1,418
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    25
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    216
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    Dean is a good kid living in a good town surrounded by good friends and good family. Castiel is the new kid in town and has never truly had a friend before.

    Dean comes along and starts to change things for him.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    141
    Kudos:
    154
    Bookmarks:
    38
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    2173
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    Sam just finished dressing after his morning shower when he heard an alarming crash from the kitchen. He ran to get his gun from the nightstand and hurried to the kitchen, ready to shoot whatever threat he might find in there.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    44
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    2
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    Castiel reflects on the moments before Dean was possessed by Michael and processes his emotions after with Mary's support.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    14
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    5
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    "Sam had seen a lot of sorry sights in his time, but there was something especially heartbreaking about an angel who never sleeps, curled up on his brother’s bed, clutching a pillow to his chest. He had laid there all night, through the morning and into the afternoon. Sam was worried, but he didn’t have the heart to disturb him."

    Post 13x23. Cas misses Dean, and just wants to get him home, safe.

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    1/1
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    6
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    Episode 13x22 tag with one small tweak. Sam saw Cas's showdown with the angel who tortured Charlie, and wants to make sure Cas is okay. He's not. But Sam is there to catch him when he falls. Angst. Spoilers inside.

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    1/1
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    31
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    27
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    Of course, what Dean was about to do was so injudicious in his own eyes, so unbearably wrong that he didn't know if he'd be able to face the man he loved after this. She looked so damn much like him, the thought of sleeping with her just for a false type of closure seemed almost too appealing to Dean.

    If only I could actually say my feelings for once, just tell him how I feel, he thought, I wouldn't be stuck where I am now, sleeping with another girl...

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    The Winchesters are hunting something they know nothing about, so they pray to Castiel to come and help. Little did they know that the angel's presence would start a chain of events that almost lead to their friend's demise.

     

    I suck at summaries; Don't judge me. You'll get what I'm trying to convey when you've read it. But I tried.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    83
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    1233
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    Cas and Dean live at Camp Chitaqua trying to create a new life after the apocalypse. After an evening of drinking Dean says some horrible things to Cas which ends with Can leaving because he thinks Dean is better off without him. They spend some time apart and when they meet again things are not the same.

    Language:
    English
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    16,218
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    34
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    1
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    391
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    A Destiel short story. (each chapter around 400 words long)

    No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about my future soulmate.

    How he'd look, how he'd smell, how perfect his hand would fit inside of mine.

    I thought maybe I'd never have a soulmate, that's when I first saw him. and my god was he beautiful.

    Based on the song "Terrible things" by Mayday Parade.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,896
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    14
    Hits:
    341

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