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    Kind hearted veterinarian Castiel Novak will do almost anything to help the animals. Including offering himself up like some prize. While he doesn’t expect anything besides a good donation to come out of his predicted misery he is more than a little surprised when it does. It turns out Dean is just as surprised by the unplanned outcome of the fundraiser, granted in a different way as his own secret comes to light. Because without even trying everything that is Castiel Novak weakens the iron gate he keeps around himself.

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    I’m just gonna pretend that the finale doesn’t exist.

    After the Winchesters succeed in bringing everyone back they go on hunts. But something is wearing on Dean. Sam has an idea, but he doesn’t know for sure.

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    In the grand scheme of things, not much has changed. But, Castiel thinks he’s not the same anymore. He doesn’t know if it’s for the better or the worse—sometimes it’s simply just so—and he rarely lets himself dwell on what he had to leave behind. He doesn’t know if the people he knew back then are still the same; if they even remember him, but he’s not upset over it. Castiel isn’t expecting them to wait when they hadn’t asked him to stay.

    It’s easier to pretend to be stupid, to pretend all the bullets, bacon and booze is filling that hole in him just as it used to. The hunts always scratch that itch a little bit, but there are days when he wants to itch and dig until he sees blood. The Cas shaped hole in him is rotting and festering, while Dean tries to convince himself that three years should be enough to get over a feeling he doesn’t even have a name for.

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    Castiel builds a life for himself as a hunter after leaving the bunker, and Dean spends the days counting up to the moment when he gets to see Cas again.

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    Cas feels horrible when he sees Dean with someone else. As a new human he doesn't really understand feelings, so, he seeks help from the only person he can: Dean. As feelings are revealed, Dean finishes his three goals, one of which he's had for years.

    Don't ask me when this takes place because I can't canon anymore.

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    On their way to a hunt on the Oregon Coast, Dean, Sam, and Castiel stop to bunk down for the night. A recommendation from their gas station attendant leads them to a bar called The Boys, where Castiel is nothing short of a sensation with the clientele.

    Dean spends most of the night scaring off the sleazy guys who keep propositioning his best friend. Sam accuses him of being jealous, but it’s not that. It’s not that at all.

    At the end of the night, a chance encounter with a kid who got in on a fake ID leads Castiel to say something that sticks in Dean’s head. He asks him about it the next morning…even though he’s pretty sure he’s not ready for the answer.

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    Dean was going to die in one year and there was nothing that Sam could do about it. Worse, since the pact was made a few months ago, now Dean was going to die in months and there was nothing that Sam could do about it.

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    And now at age 42, Dean's happily married with a handful of kids that are his in every way that matters, living in the suburbs with a big kitchen and a deck out back, and it should make those moments feel like a lifetime ago.

    But he's still somehow there. They're still fresh in his mind as if they happened a few days ago, the feeling of fear still fresh. And even though he's come so damn far, he's gotten farther than he ever thought he would, he still feels like that terrified little kid again.

    All because of some stupid, flimsy piece of fabric.

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    Small towns and boarding schools are not the best environments for self discovery. Unfortunately for Dean and Castiel, these are the places such things must happen. In Connecticut, in 1963, the lives of the two will be forever changed.

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    Castiel made dying for Dean Winchester look easy.

    Dean knows how to die for someone. Dean knows how to lay down his life for those he cares about, to say yes in their place, to sacrifice himself in the moment to save the day. To save someone. To save Sam, Mary, John, Jack.

    Cas.

    And for all his knowledge about how to die, he has. While memories of the Pit remain locked in a distant corner of his mind, he’ll never forget the sacrifice he made for Sam, for the good of the world. Willingly. Happily. Dean remembers every death. How each one he welcomed if it made the difference, saved family, people. Dean Winchester would sacrifice himself ten times over for family, or the world, if it meant they would make it through in his stead. Dying for someone was easy to Dean.

    But Dean Winchester didn’t know how to be saved. Not when Sam offered up his life, not when anyone else did. Dean didn’t know how to keep on living so that sacrifice wasn’t all for nothing. How in the hell is he supposed to do that? To accept that?

    He doesn't.

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    After the dust settles, and Chuck is finally defeated, and Jack just leaves them after getting the job done, Dean is stuck with the revelation that he's all alone and that he was a massive asshole to everyone in his life who was just doing their best to help him.

    Cue Dean aggressively trying to make up for his actions and doing whatever he can to try to be the selfless person Cas thought he was, even though he knows that he wasn't. These attempts at becoming the kind of person Cas would be proud of include becoming a mechanic, quitting hunting, taking good care of his dog, volunteering at the homeless shelter, and even, god forbid, quitting alcohol. The one thing Dean just can't seem to quit is his weird inability to move on from Cas, even though Cas probably would've wanted him to do that too.

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    The Dean grows his hair out, starts feeling more comfortable in his sexuality and relationship with Cas, and slowly quits hunting fic; because I have to do everything myself.

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    The signals got crossed along the way. In a good way. Dean has a bottle of top-shelf scotch in one hand, the other leaning against the elevator wall. They were supposed to be talking. Two authors sharing truths about how to get the ‘it factor’ that keeps readers coming back to your work while leaving some parts of your soul intact, or as intact as it will ever be once the trials of life begin to take their toll. But, as if under the influence of some magnetic field, Castiel has gravitated into Dean’s orbit.
     

    Two authors. One conference. Three meetings. Castiel is over writing poetry. Not because he isn’t good at it or because he doesn’t sell books, but because what is the point? The book that catapulted him into the spotlight is now a millstone around his neck. Dean Winchester is the cocky bad boy of the industry loved by the media more for the headlines his personal life creates than for his books. Dean doesn’t do relationships. Castiel doesn’t do hook-ups. When wayward attraction strikes, it becomes clear to their brothers that Castiel and Dean might just be each other’s only exception.

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    Set extremely loosley in season 9 when Castiel became human.

    Sam goes away on vacation for a week leaving Dean and Castiel alone in the bunker. Cas is still coming to grips with being human and everything that comes with it and Dean is coming to grips with his newly discovered feelings for his now mortal best friend.

    Fluff, fun and first dates ensue.

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    Castiel Novak has led a fairly uneventful small town life in his eighteen years, besides the fact he occasionally hears voices. But there's medication for that. He's just ready to face the Summer after graduating high school without a hitch before heading off to college with his best friend, Meg. What he hadn't planned for was befriending the one person his father forbid him from speaking to, Dean Winchester, and the whirlwind relationship that follows. Right when Castiel swears everything has fallen into place, the boys find out that the world is so much darker than they could've guessed. Torn apart by forces outside of their control, secrets start to unravel, and so does everything Castiel thought he knew about himself and those he loves.

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    When Chuck resurrected Lucifer, he created a rip in the Empty that he never got a chance to close. This rip starts leaking, and the angels and demons who should be sleeping in silent death find themselves waking back up, weak and battered, but alive. The first one to come back is Castiel, who returns home to the bunker. He may be the first, but he’s not the last. When Dean gets a call from Crowley, the Winchesters realize that the world they’ve just saved is in danger once again, and they’re pulled into twisted revenge schemes of torture, conquest, and resurrection, even though all they want is a moment to rest, breathe, and confess a bit of gay love.

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    (Updates may be slow but I pinky promise they are coming. ADHD + a 40 hour work week can be a bitch to manage, but I'm trying my best. Quality over speed is what I'm aiming for. Thanks for reading!)

    After a tumultuous and supernatural twenty-six years of his life, strife with backend deals and shitty family drama, Dean's tired. Now Sam's going to college, and John leaves nothing to be desired if he stays, so Dean leaves with no real destination in mind. Bobby and Rufus have a cabin outside a small town in South Dakota, and they lend it to him for the summer. Dean goes about fixing the place up, when he realizes that there's something that lives on the property. It's got wings. Massive ones. Each day Dean looks for the source. He never expects the wings to find him.

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    接着11季完结后剧歇时的fic。Dean活着,Sam活着,Cas被驱逐咒弹飞了,他们要去把他找回来,一切终于都变好了。Dean站在世界之颠。
    在他的脑后有个声音轻轻地说道“从来就没这么简单。”但Dean无视它。

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    So Castiel loves Dean. Thats new. How does dean feel.

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    The Empty spits Cas back out, and Dean is thrilled to see him, of course. So he say “obviously you can fuck me if you want,” and this… this leads to a Discussion of Epic Proportions.

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    Dean took Sammy and ran away from their abusive dad. Dean's worked as a mechanic his entire life in order to support Sam's dream of becoming a lawyer. Then someone catches Dean doing advanced math and wants to know more about Dean's life and who he is.

    Something bad happens and Dean needs help. He needs to face his fear and go to court again. He doesn't want to burden Sam, who can he call? Will Dean be able to stay sober?

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    20/?
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